Did You Ever Wake Up Really Early In The Morning After Diwali, When The Lights Are Still Up & The Birds

Did you ever wake up really early in the morning after Diwali, when the lights are still up & the birds are talking in music, the street dogs are asleep, the leaves are dancing slowly to the wind, the world is calm, nobody is on the streets but the alleys speak of presence of happiness and light, it's cold, but also warm.... you can feel the smiles,laughter and sweets in the air. There are less crackers on the road this year and most of the wrappers say "green" and this makes you smile, that little kid who lives on the corner most house cares about the world and that is so beautiful...You look at the rangoli that the little kids made, it's smudged but it still carries the stories of yesterday, looking at it you recall the chaos that went into making it, "Atta khaañ hai? mai sirf colours vali layi huñ, or tu? stencils? chal didi se aata lekr aatey haiñ? Ye vala design ??", you chuckle...a strong wind blows & it makes you wear your shawl properly, you rub your hands together with a warm smile on your face.... mcd vali didi has come to clean the roads, you exchange wishes, and head to the kitchen to make some tea.....

it's the morning after Diwali, vanvaas ended.

i saw this neuralblender thing trending so i thought let's try it, i named the art "dog funeral with dog priest" and the image that came up contains bunch of cows and priest clothes

“November is a hinge in the year, and the door gets opened to ghosts.”

— Nina MacLaughlin, from “On the First of November, the Ghosts Arrive”, The Paris Review

and when halsey said "I don't really mean it, 'cause who the fuck would choose this?"

-Richard Siken, Crush

someone asking if your doing okay and you playing cool say "of course yes" and then they look you in the eye and tell you to look in their eye and ask "are you really doing okay?" and you feel the wall you built so high and thought was very strong crumble down like a house of cards but you still try to play it cool and say "yeahhhhhhh oh my god yes I'm okay." and they still don't believe you

how to win in this situation?