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besties wake up CBSE Boards results dropped!

a mother-daughter relation is something like 'i know you're hurting, i'm hurting too, i want to tell you i love you, i know i'm the one hurting you, i want to tell you i'm proud of you, you're hurting me too, i wish i could make you proud, i hate you, i wish we were kinder to each other, i know you hate me too, we are broken, we're the strongest people ever, i'm never going to be like you, i understand you, i know you love me too, i wish i could say all of this to you, i wish to run away and never see you again, i wish we would hug very tightly and sob together then maybe the pain and rage will go away, i know we won't ever admit all of this, i hope we'll be okay' "come, dinner's ready" "what is for dinner today?" "i tried making your favourite dish."

so is writing everything in lowercase a socialist lifestyle because you aren't capitalising anything? it's the anti-capitalist agenda?!

they didn't tell us there's gonna be a 2022 version of Over The Horizon by Suga too, it's so funky and different i almost thought it won't have any of the signature OTH tunes.

once i was doing the dishes and there was a hair strand poking my eye and i just couldn't get it out of the way with the back of my soiled hand and in the process my glasses got wet and dirty. all that in vain. finally i resigned to washing my hands properly, drying, then cleaning my eye and then my glasses and then finally went back to washing the dishes. in that moment i realised how much we need the people who love us and whom we love around us, so that maybe they can get that little urgent itch out of the way so you don't have to leave your work in frustration, so that maybe when you feel cold they can hold your hands and let you slide in the warmth of their quilt after a long day of tiresome work, so that maybe when you get stuck helplessly they can be by your side but not the way of undermining your independence just giving that little support we all deserve. in moments like these i realise how much we are meant to be together with people, with love, with kindness.

absolutely love the idea that whatever you do in your life even if it's the most basic things, worst mistakes or something that felt like a waste of time is NEVER wasted, that there's always something to take away from them and to learn. everything that we do comes back to us, teaches us something and adds up to make us who we are even if it doesn't feel like that at the moment. so do the things you love even if people say it's a waste of time because it isn't! go watch that cheesy movie, pick up that "useless" hobby, engage in your guilty pleasures, read that filthy comic or fanfiction, listen to whatever you want, watch that old baby's cartoon or asmr videos, play silly games etc etc. you don't have to be "productive" all the time, you being happy and enjoying your life is productive enough and maybe along that way you'll end up learning the most useful things at the most unassuming places.

one thing about most k-pop songs is that they will get stuck in your head and grow on you no matter how much you did not like them at first listen

mina le in her video said "trauma-bonded" to describe the kind of relationship most boyband (can apply to girlbands too) members have with each other and honestly it makes so much sense, how come that adjective never came up to me before seeing how sickeningly tiring and traumatic the manufacturing culture of these boybands and girlbands is in almost every music industry.

it is somehow reminding me of that time in a Billboard interview where Tiffany Young was asked to give an advice to Bangtan members and she said, "Your band mate is the only person who will understand the process, [.....]" and it stems from the fact that the deep & understanding kinds of connections and friendships most members of the bands have, came through a form of trauma bonding and shared experiences. of course it wasn't the sole reason but it did play a role.

mina le said "trauma-bonded" to describe the kind of relationship most boyband (can apply to girlbands too) members have with each other and honestly it makes so much sense, how come that adjective never came up to me before seeing how sickeningly tiring and traumatic the manufacturing culture of these boybands and girlbands is in almost every music industry.

His hair instantly reminded me of Doma from Demon Slayer

if you are in a house that has almost every appliance and surface covered with paper sheets or clothes, welcome to a desi household

the lack of content regarding the finest (and underrated) of Indian films is making me want to start learning how to make gif sets

the urge to steal all of joon's summer shirts collection

apparently Perfect Blue (1997) film is based on the book Perfect Blue: Complete Metamorphosis (パーフェクトブルー：完全変態) by Yoshikazu Takeuchi and it's is supposed to be even more mind messing than the film.....

ignoring the existence of the new tumblr logo by not updating the app

NTA finally posted the CUET Answer Keys after making everyone beg for days, Queen ke death ki khushi me dala hoga pakka.

-Page 1 Anchor Headline (The Indian Express, Sep 21, 2022)

Today I was going on an impromptu visit to my friend's house who has been very sick lately and while I was on my way, sitting behind my father on the scooty, I saw a stray dog passing by. He had his whole tongue out and I thought maybe there was some health issue that caused it. I only saw him in the passing but I felt sad for not being able to help him out and then it led me to thinking about the animals that are way worse than him, living on streets with pain and trauma and then there people whose lives are full of pain and trauma too and I just couldn't do anything to change the fact and it then led me into thinking how much better am I than the person who is oblivious to these sufferings? I am doing nothing just like the oblivious people. How much value does just knowing and being aware while doing nothing holds? And then it led me into thinking of having this conversation with one of my friends and I know they'd tell me "Something better than nothing." and I'd think "For how long tho?" but I know they'd reply saying "You won't always stay on the side watching silently. One day you'll get a chance to do something and you'd do it because you know and that'll make a change, no matter how small. An oblivious unaware person won't be able to do that because they don't know." And I felt okay then. Maybe only for a bit but something better than nothing right? It must hold some meaning right?

Yaar yeh Akhtar family badi talented hai.