barks-hideout - Deep inside the forest
Deep inside the forest

Bark, 18, She/They, I post art sometimes, Certified Girlkisser, Blog dedicated to whatever I'm hyperfixated on at the time (Currently MCU), The Moon Knight Autism Has Taken Over

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A Lil Update On Where Ive Been

A lil update on where I’ve been

Hello, all 3 people that look at my blog, it’s me. Ya boi. Fasten your seatbelts because this is going to be a long one.

TLDR: Mental health go boom, I’m in college now and have Moon Knight autism

So, basically, I had a mental health crisis that lasted for the entire summer, and was extremely depressed, like to the point where it felt like I was unmedicated kinda depressed.

it’s kinda hard to pinpoint why it happened to begin with, but my psychiatrist and therapist both agreed that it was because of major life changes all culminating at once, and I just cracked under the pressure of it all. (Graduation, Transitioning into a college student (also part of the reason I’ve been gone) and just other general adult stuff.)

I also got a new kitten around the same time, her name is Fiona and she’s a menace /aff, and I ended up getting MAJOR kitten blues AND had a sudden resurgence of grief for my previous cat that died about 2 years ago.

AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT, my previous antidepressants that I’d been taking for 7 YEARS, stopped working.

So, I basically spent my entire summer feeling like shit and been trying to get back on my feet, all the while trying to maneuver through my first year of college as a double major (Theater/Creative Writing, pray for me

That being said, I have made some bits and pieces of art and have developed severe moon knight autism (I will single handedly bring back the Moon Knight fandom, just watch me) so I’ll be posting about all that shit at some point

anyhow, thanks for reading, I’ll try and post soon


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