No, Because Some People In My Grad School Program Are Talking About How Theyre Not Guaranteed A High

no, because some people in my grad school program are talking about how they’re not guaranteed a high income after getting their masters, like baby no. Speak that over your life, not mine. I will do whatever it takes to achieve my dream life. I know I can do it, and I will do it. 

If it means spending extra hours studying, I will do it. If it means pushing myself pass my limit, I will do it. If it means staying in, I will do it. I have a lot of plans for myself and I am not going to stop now.

What do you say when you reach out to your mentors and all your latest connections once a month?

Literally copy pasting messages:

Latest connections:

If they’re my age / +5 to 8 years older I’m very casual with them.

“Hi hi just checking in! How’s life/ travel in ABC country/ latest work project going?”

“Hey! I’ll be in your city / near your workplace on this day. Free to grab a coffee?”

Mentor:

“Hi Mr XYZ! How are you doing? I was wondering if we could schedule a call as per your schedule this week?”

I have this one mentor who is SO slippery I literally have to chase him a 100 times to get a meeting. I realised that in reality, I’m a dead asset to him. He’s wasting his time talking to me. So what I do is, I make a list of questions I have (this is my finance mentor) and ask him to drop me a voice note if he has the time.

Men will go through great lengths to find solutions for a woman he’s genuinely into.

Previously I majored in computer science, earlier this year I got certifications for nutrition and teaching ballet barre and now when school starts this fall I’ll be studying business and fashion like wow I love being highly educated on everything that interests me 💕

So crazy how you have the worst day of your life but then the next day the sun keeps shining and the air’s just a little cooler w the onset of fall and you realize that there’s nothing you can’t come back from because the only time it will ever be too late is when we’re dead and not ever before

Girl, at this point its embarrassing, get out of your way. Just, slide right off your own path, right? The self sabotage is getting embarrassing.

It has to be at least embarrassing to you having the same goals for five years. Cmon. How can you not be tired of your own crap? How long have you been on this self improvement journey? How much have you actually improved? How many times have you promised yourself this time you will? Isn't it embarrassing how many 'fresh start' s you've had? How can you look at yourself in the mirror though? It's gotta be embarrassing by now. It has to be at that point you can't stand yourself- are you really that shameless? No sense of responsibility? Damn okay we can use mine- I'm so embarrassed of and for you. Lowkey if someone asked me if I know you I'd deny you so fast it would give Judas a whiplash, I kid you not.

Doesnt it hurt you to have that much potential and not use it? It doesn't make you feel sick,knowing how much you're capable of an not doing it? You're really just out here trading your life for ten seconds videos and weird food and fake lives and celeb drama and pretty boys? Really. You're letting people live their dreams by stealing your life through a screen. Come on it has to be embarrassing at some point. It has to be. The girls you went to high school with if they saw you today lol. Your ex thinking he'll yeah man I dodged a bullet. You're telling me you don't feel guilty eating and sleeping knowing you didn't earn it? Another day giving 7 hours to kpop boys and girls and Kylie Jenner and movies and whatever , 7 hours when you could've just idk. Learned a new skill. 7 hours, sis. Are you not disgusted by yourself? Just casually scrolling eating looking like a hobo on steroids garbage in garbage out just another day another slay as a social justice warrior on Facebook saving the world through the power of your words while your world sinks.

I am. I am disgusted by you. It's embarrassing to me that we share Anatomy and gender and exist in the same time space reality. I'm sending this overwhelming embarrassment your way may it trigger your senses back. What are you doing, sis? No really, wyd? What is this behavior? What is this?

Please, get the fuck out of your own way.

BMAC