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My Random Analysis about Muteki Song Meaning (Part 2)

Part 1 Part 3

We're gonna have a roller coaster of emotions son...

Warning : MANGA SPOILERS, My grammar is bad, My Japanese is also bad, don't trust my analysis perfectly, typos

Before we continue... there are additions from the previous part.

“As long as you smile for me, I can overcome my shameful past”

“I don’t think everything is worth it”

“Alone, I crouched down”

“I’ll never forget you pulling out my heart”

At this lyrics, the ending shows us this :

I think my analysis is kinda right but wrong... idk... but from this we know that Sakura finally can go out from the 'shadows'. But anyway... let's get started guys...

“What's behind those eyes? ”

“The heartbeat that makes even my selfish fists cry”

“I don't want to lose, I don't want to hurt you”

“I'll protect you, I'm invincible. My heart hurts so much that it breaks”

This is clearly when Sakura tells his classmates about who he is (in chapter 60, send help pliss). At first, he’s not looking at his friend's eyes, scared, shut his eyes, and questioning what’s behind those eyes.

“The heartbeat that makes even my selfish fists cry”

Ah, yes… this lyrics means how scared Sakura is for jumping out at the tightrope for the first time.

“What if there’s a place… where I can stand freely? Then, I…” Sakura at chapter 60.

Sakura… is always fighting, all that fighting just for proving himself, he has a value that the others don’t or have. But, because of that,  he doesn't understand what friendship means, he even just knew about human body temperature when he shaked hands with Sugishita. 

So, when the people in town, Furin, and his classmates are accepting who he is, it makes his “selfish fists cry”. Sakura's motivation for going to the top is just to prove himself is just like Choji. Reach the top of the mountain, and then find nothing but emptiness, and Sakura realizes that. 

But, when his classmates are trusting him for becoming the grade captain, his “selfish fists” are “crying”. This is what makes the third and fourth lyrics become more meaningful. 

“My body feels light. It’s easy to breathe. I never knew… a place like this existed… this is it. I want to be here.” Sakura at chapter 60.

“It’s because of them… that I started wanting… to be here. It’s warm, it smells so nice. … I’ve never been to a place… where I could stand so easily before. That’s why… I wanted to protect it.” Sakura at chapter 145.

These two monologues have a very deeper connection with the third and fourth lyrics. He wants to protect it, he don't want to lose it, he wants to protect it. (Fuck Endo men…)

And, because of that, “I'm invincible. My heart hurts so much that it breaks” have another new meaning. 

Literally, this also has a connection about Endo itself, we know that Endo saw Sakura have the “same colour” as Takiishi. Endo plans to “destroy” Sakura, and Sakura is almost given up, because he doesn’t want to destroy the place who accepts him. He doesn’t want to drag them down, even though he wants to hold on with his two hands, and it hurts his hearts to pieces.

“My tattered heart was distorted and crushed”

“It’s a little bit embarrassing that I can’t understand unless I try to know”

“I was trying to be bossy, and I was talking about a strength I didn't know” 

“My tattered heart was distorted and crushed”

Distorted in this lyrics can be seen as “A distorted thought or cognitive distortion — and there are many — is an exaggerated pattern of thought that's not based on facts. It consequently leads you to view things more negatively than they really are.”

This is when Endo fractures Sakura in chapter 144, and makes Sakura give up. Endo makes Sakura think that he is a walking bad luck charm that will harm the others. 

“After you’ve lost yourself to pure rage… I’ll inject fear and self-blame into your mind.” Endo at chapter 145.

OR, it’s when society rejects him, society views Sakura as someone who’s negative. ‘an exaggerated pattern of thought that's not based on facts.’Even though we know that Sakura is a very nice guy (his heart is so pure), the society still rejects him. The society just views him based on his looks (once again why?).

We can know this from eps 1, yeah not from the manga, but from the anime. (Good job Cloverwork! From adding this good detail) There's some guy who told Sakura to dye his hair all black. From this, we knew that because of his looks, because of his uniqueness, the society rejected him, and his heart was crushed because of that.

In the end, Sakura's heart is still getting distorted and crushed. (Son, nooo)

“It’s a little bit embarrassing that I can’t understand unless I try to know”

Kotoha and Umemiya realize that Sakura is not given up yet, given up to understand other people, given up to accept people, see them on the face. Sakura… is trying to know, and trying to learn. And Sakura did it, he wanted to understand more about Togame, and he was mad when Choji hit Togame, also he almost went to attack him.

“It’s because you don't give up on others, and you don't have to. But, the least I can do is look at you. That's why… if you look toward us. If you do that surely… you’ll find what you’ve always wanted.” Kotoha to Sakura at chapter 1.2.

“In order to accept someone… you have to lay everything open and face each other. You’re able to do that… and it looks to me that you want to accept others. Once you can do that… you could become whatever you want.” Umemiya to Sakura at chapter 30.  

“I was trying to be bossy, and I was talking about a strength I didn't know” 

Sakura thinks he can go to the top alone. Thinking that going to the top alone will solve his problem about accepting who he is, but that’s not the answer. Sakura realized this after talking with Ume.

The ‘strength’ this song talks about is the strength to accept others, Sakura doesn't understand this, and this explains from what Ume says to Sakura before. Thinking that he couldn’t reach the top because he never allowed anyone into his life before.

Sakura didn't realize these two important things, accept who he is, and accept the others. Willingly to face them.

“You should talk to them… really look at them… and understand them. Or else, you’ll never really know what a person is like.” Kotoha to Sakura at chapter 2.

“Let me stay here, I want to be here”

“No matter what I do, no matter if I lose”

Sakura never wanted to be alone in the first place. Humans always want to be accepted by others, it’s something that is very important.

“Feeling accepted is a basic psychological need that can have a profound impact on our emotional well-being and mental health. When we feel accepted, we feel valued, supported, and validated, and these positive feelings can have a ripple effect throughout our lives. This is a deep-seated instinct we all have; to be accepted and to belong somewhere.” 

This is what Sakura is not able to have, I don’t know if Sakura has good parents or not (but from my theory, no). Sakura wanted to be accepted by the others, but because of his looks, he was not accepted by society, he was left alone. He’s not belong anywhere, until he found Furin, Makochi, and his friends. He feels accepted, he feels valued, supported, and validated by others.

So, when Endo insults his friends, and Furin. Sakura defended his friend and Furin, he was mad, and because of this Endo had a chance to make Sakura give up.

“Don’t you… dare… talk about them!!!” Sakura to Endo at chapter 144.

And this is why these two lyrics have a very deep connection to Sakura, Furin, and the people at the town.

Sakura finds comfort in Furin and Makochi, he finds peace, he finds a place where he belonged to, where he needed, where he was being supported, valued, and the most important thing is Sakura feeled validated or being accepted by others.

“What’s more… they’re such good people… I don’t even know how to handle it. It’s because of them… that I started wanting… to be here. It’s warm, it smells so nice. … I’ve never been to a place… where I could stand so easily before. That’s why… I wanted to protect it.” Sakura at chapter 145.

(I’m not crying… you guys are crying…)

Can we're just agree that Young Kee did a very good job for expressing Sakura's feeling through a song. Like... broh I want to cry now... Next, is the last part of the analysis... preapre more tissue now... .

And... Kotoha and Umemiya sure is a good siblings for Sakura (and Tsubaki, don't forget that too).

POV :

When you try to make a manga cover and regret sucsessfully

You b like : ohgkey....😭😭🙃🙃

🕯MANIFESTING 🕯

I already want the date of S2 in the credits of EP 13 🕯️🥹

Bruhhh I still remember I made this meme before creating Nell (my twst OC) 😭😭😭 and Im still play Obey Me that day 😭😭😭

Ahh yess... drawing Floyd who is always annoys Nell :)))

Fun facts about Nell with Floyd : Nell is honestly trying to avoid Floyd many times, because Nell have a feeling that :

'My mental and physique energy is gonna run out because of this EXTROVERT!!'

Yes... Nell is a introvert :)) 👍 but have to pretend to be 'normal person'. Literlly this kid need a rest :"").

Lol... just gonna drop this image and go :))