Day 1 Talking To The New Guy Of The Class: On Friday 13th I Decided To Approach And Talk To A New Guy

Day 1 talking to the new guy of the class: On Friday 13th I decided to approach and talk to a new guy in my year, he’s not in my class, he’s in the other class but he’s in the same year. We were a little awkward but He was a really calmed and nice guy.

Day 2 talking to the new guy of the class: Today, Monday 16th I’ve wanted to talk to him again. He didn’t remember my name so he asked me for it and then we had a kinda awkward conversation cuz there were some awkward silences, however, I did like to be with him cuz I like his personality. He doesn’t like sport like me, so perfect!

I do want to be his friend, but idk if he wants to too, I’d like to know what he thinks about me, but by the moment I’m his only friend (apart from one annoying girl who’s following me whenever I’m with him…)

Today I’ve upload the first Instagram note dedicated to the guy who I’ve been talking with for one month and might be my boyfriend! Idk if it’s a pretty good choice, but it’s New Year’s Day song, by Taylor Swift. (I didn’t know which song could be better, if 22, labyrinth, hits different or this one)

Hi, guys!! Sorry for not posting anything this week, but there is the update!

During this week, I’ve talked more with the new guy on the class, and today we’ve been taking during the whole playground time, without awkward silences (which is quite good, because we used to have so many awkward silences before).

I do like this boy, and I think that being his friend might help me to feel better with myself and he’s new in the school, so he does need new friends.

I’m really enjoying this process, and I like that fact of making new friends! It’s really exciting!

Update 31st day (I think): Okay, during this week, we’ve talked some days about random and worthless stuff, but it doesn’t matter, at least we’ve talked to each other.

Anyway, the important thing is that today he’s typed and and he’s asked me to meet up soon (next week). I can’t even explain how I feel, cuz I’m going to see him for the first time and I need him to like me. I’m so nervous!!!

Omg I can’t believe this!

But idk what I want, and idk if I’d be comfortable with him, like, this is a really great opportunity, like, he might be my first boyfriend! And I’m not sure about that, like, I need to solve some stuff about being bi and you know, that kinda stuff.

But I can’t believe this 😭😭

Update 35th day: Yesterday we chatted a little but not too much. In theory, tomorrow we’re gonna meet up for the first time, so I’m kinda nervous and excited!! Btm we haven’t set a specific time in the day, but it’s tomorrow.

(Btw today they’re making the pictures of all years in my high school, and I don’t really like my outfit, so let’s see how I look on the pictures…)

Update 19th day: We didn’t talk to each other that day…

Update 20th: This day he was the first person who typed to each other, which means that he kinda cares. (I guess) We talked about the weekend and then he sent me a video of him talking and showing the clothes which he had bought that day. He’s pretty nice, also kinda gay! I’ve told him that day I’m gonna send him a video about what I bought yesterday, so later I’ll send it.