30th Day Talking To The New Guy On The Class: Guys, Im So Sorry That Ive Kinda Forgotten This Section,

30th day talking to the new guy on the class: Guys, I’m so sorry that I’ve kinda forgotten this section, but it’s just been really good with him. He’s really king and I do feel really comfortable with him, I really want to be his friend.

We’ve talked almost every day and if we continue like this for more month more o less, I think that he’ll consider me as a friend.

I’m so happy that finally I’ve been able to make a new friend (because all the others weren’t my friends, actually; and I don’t really like them) so I do love the fact that I’ve had the opportunity of meeting a new person, and be able to be with a friend who I care and like.

-I’m a heterosexual guy who likes guys too.

-So… you’re bi, actually, aren’t you?

-I wouldn’t call it like that…

I’m fighting with this shit again… If I could just be straight and have a girlfriend… I’d be so happy 😔 But anyway, I’m gay (sorry, bi, actually)

We’ve officially entered the Evermore and Red era 😌🍂☕️🥂

(I love autumn 😌)

Update 31st day (I think): Okay, during this week, we’ve talked some days about random and worthless stuff, but it doesn’t matter, at least we’ve talked to each other.

Anyway, the important thing is that today he’s typed and and he’s asked me to meet up soon (next week). I can’t even explain how I feel, cuz I’m going to see him for the first time and I need him to like me. I’m so nervous!!!

Omg I can’t believe this!

But idk what I want, and idk if I’d be comfortable with him, like, this is a really great opportunity, like, he might be my first boyfriend! And I’m not sure about that, like, I need to solve some stuff about being bi and you know, that kinda stuff.

But I can’t believe this 😭😭

Excuse me, may I be 12 years old again knowing that things which I know now?

I want to be a completely different boy. I want to be an npc, I want to play a sport, have friends who are boys and just be a normal boy.

I’ve made the fucking. I’m tired of this. I’ve changed in my interior, I haven’t in the exterior.

I want to move on to another city, and be a completely different boy. I just want to be a normal boy, even if I were an npc, I’d be happy.