-Im A Heterosexual Guy Who Likes Guys Too.

-I’m a heterosexual guy who likes guys too.

-So… you’re bi, actually, aren’t you?

-I wouldn’t call it like that…

I’m fighting with this shit again… If I could just be straight and have a girlfriend… I’d be so happy 😔 But anyway, I’m gay (sorry, bi, actually)

Today’s update is probably the most interesting update that I’ve ever typed.

Day 3 talking to the new guy in the class: Okay, today when I saw him I went with him and we had a little talk but he was as kind as usual, and today he’s been less shy and I liked that.

However, some of my friends came and then we had like 15 people with us, and one girl told him that she’s in love with him and he was really embarrassed cuz he’s shy. Then he told her that he wouldn’t hang out with her, so she left.

Then arrived like 25 people around us and it was kinda uncomfortable cuz I know them but he doesn’t and he’s quite shy.

Anyway, when the playground time ended, we went to class and I told him not to mind about that girl and well tbh idk why it’s happened this.

At least I think that every day we’re being more friends and I do hope that he wants to be my friend cuz he’s very very kind and I want to be his friend too.

We’ve officially entered the Evermore and Red era 😌🍂☕️🥂

(I love autumn 😌)

Update 35th day: Yesterday we chatted a little but not too much. In theory, tomorrow we’re gonna meet up for the first time, so I’m kinda nervous and excited!! Btm we haven’t set a specific time in the day, but it’s tomorrow.

(Btw today they’re making the pictures of all years in my high school, and I don’t really like my outfit, so let’s see how I look on the pictures…)

Day 4 talking to the new guy in the class: Today, haven’t talked too much, I’d say two or three minutes, no more than that.

Cuz some girls arrived and they kinda stole him, so I didn’t know anything about him, though he was sitting next to me, just with one girl in the middle of us.

Idk, I hope that on Monday we’ll have a better conversation and we’ll be talking to each other, cuz I’d say that I’ve been trying to be his friend for more that a week!

I’ve made the fucking. I’m tired of this. I’ve changed in my interior, I haven’t in the exterior.

I want to move on to another city, and be a completely different boy. I just want to be a normal boy, even if I were an npc, I’d be happy.