
is it sacred? do not tell me. i will tear it apart inevitably.
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Maybe in another universe you loved me enough to try harder. Maybe you put in the effort to love me back the same amount that I love you. Maybe in another universe, I wasn’t so unlovable. Maybe I was worth it to you.
if you could find salvation in pain i would be free
it all aches. i pace back and forth as if movement will cleanse me. i hear my name in my grandmother's prayers. i beg a god that doesn't care to save me. i stop being a person. it is better this way. they threaten to take me away from my family and i vaguely think of dog pounds and animal shelters. i am ready to die, but i want to see if this aching will stop on it's own. it all aches.
having the worst month ever right now! this is actually making me crazy! literally have never felt this shitty in my life this consistently for this long!
bared teeth. the wolf inside howls and barks. the dog inside chases his tail with blank eyes. you are both, you are neither, you are yourself, you lost who you were in 7th grade. you lost it all when you were 12, you wait to wake up from this nightmare again. seeing clocks make you panic -- if the clocks work normally you're awake. would your younger self approve of who you've become? by your own choice or not? im not even too sure i currently approve of who i am.
they break my heart and heal it at the same time

twelve years of it, in azkaban.


Spirit Deer - Kristine & Colin Poole

despite everything.
look at the republican calendar and see which animal/plant/item is associated with your birthday ok. if you're born january 14 you get the day of the cat

And for the last time, he tried to reach for the sun.

james potter the man that you are
y'all ever drink something that tastes like a concept cuz like why is this low carb monster making me think of my dead father who my relationship with was distant at best
"what if things were different" is a poisoned well and drinking from it will kill you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i pray that if my love cannot save you, it at the very least will not hurt you.

so beautiful, even in death
fall is coming. i can feel it in the coldness of the night, how it nips. the leaves are already beginning to lose their vibrance. i am not ready to leave this warmth behind, but i remind myself it will return. i will be a person this fall. i will watch movies, and curl up under blankets with my friends, and celebrate my birthday, and make tie blankets, and dress up for halloween. i will not let who i was haunt me as i did before. i will be good.
NOT VERY DEMURE 🙁↔️ NOT VERY MINDFUL 🙁↔️
don’t let marauders fans find out there’s a canonized catholic saint called Saint Regulus and he died at sea





Wara! 2023 - oil on canvas — Krzysztof Powałka (Polish, b.1985)
https://www.instagram.com/k.powalka_oilpaintings

A mushroom-covered dog statue
By r/LacedBerry on Reddit

hello from the blood moon