You Walk Down The Street, Eyes Automatically Going To The Wall He Always Leans On. But He's Not There.

You walk down the street, eyes automatically going to the wall he always leans on. But he's not there. You stop, surprised. You don't like him, he acts arrogant and rude, always judging everyone who goes by. You saw him trip a kid once. He's a jerk. But it still surprises you that hes not there. He's there every day... you jump in surprise when a voice says, "who you lookin for baby girl?" You whip around to find the boy standing over your shoulder. You cross your arms tightly, protective, "n-no one..." he laughs quietly, almost to himself, "really? You've been goggling at me every day for like a month." You press your lips together and glare, "it's hard not to when you're standing there judging me every time a walk past." His lips twitch slightly and you whip around. You want nothing to do with him. You start to walk off, but his long fingers wrap around your arm, not gently. His hands are cold, not dead cold, but nervous cold, about to break into a sweat cold. He's unsure. You jerk your arm away, "get off me!" He frowns, but his eyes are twinkling, "come on sweetie, I just wanna get to know you..." you spit, "you're pathetic. The only reason i look at you is because my only other option is to look at the street. Don't think I'm interested, you're nothing." "Nothing" comes out as a cruel hiss. You usually aren't down right mean, but you hate guys who think they can just flirt any girl up and bed them that night. Especially jerky ones like him. No, the best thing to do is give them a harsh taste of reality and leave them to wallow in misery. His head tilts back ever so slightly and his eyes narrow, "I never said you were interested. Or that I was. I said I wanted to get to know you. I guess I know you well enough now..." You bite your lip, holding back the urge to scream at him. It's childish and stupid. No one gets this angry at people they don't even know. It's too much drama for you. That makes you want to laugh, a simple argument with a stranger is too much drama for you. You shake your head, letting your eyes soften, fill with disappointment. You turn and leave, the tiny flash of hurt in his eyes seared into your brain. It doesn't matter. He's a jerk. Jerks should get hurt. Maybe it'll teach him a lesson.....

So when I first got into bts I had NO idea what kpop was. Bts were just a Korean boy group I stumbled across, and I had no friends into it, but now I'm glad that's how it was, because I've noticed that when people get into kpop, one of the first questions there friends ask them is "who's your bias?" I never had that pressure, so I was able to slowly explore bangtan and learn what I loved about each member, with no rush, and, over time, before I even knew what a "bias" was, kookie became my favorite. Then, later, I learned about biases and for me, it wasn't, I chose kookie as my bias, but, instead, kookie chose me. (Although, now, jimin is battling HARD to replace him, y'all the struggle is REAL)

BE FRANK, WHO IS YOUR BIAS??? HONESTLY, I CAN’T CHOOSE ONE. I LOVE THEM ALL EQUALLY.

cr: beardsae

A word of advice for people struggling with self hate and depression, because I've been through it too

Don't insult yourself. This may seem really simple to some people. To others, they may be thinking 'easier said than done' and just assume it's impossible. When I moved in with my aunt I was struggling really bad with depression and self hatred. It had gotten to the point where when I even walked past a mirror I would turn my head the other way, because I just couldn't stand to see myself. I would also insult myself all the time, out loud. I'd drop something and be like "oh you're so clumsy!" Or mess up and be like "what an idiot..." if I did something wrong and my aunt asked me about it, or why I did it, my response would be "because I'm stupid." Or something derogatory like that. My aunt has a daughter who went through depression, so she knew what was going on. She started scolding me for insulting myself, saying "don't say that!" Or "no you're not! You just made a mistake!" And wouldn't let me tell her stuff like that, so I wasn't able to insult myself in front of her. Even if I said it in my head, I had to watch myself and not say it out loud, so I wouldn't get scolded. It became a habit to watch what I said I stopped insulting myself out loud all together. I'm not going to say it's easy, and it's even harder to stop thinking that kind of thing, but if ever you mess up, or are just feeling down, and find yourself talking about yourself, don't. Hold it in, don't say it, go get a drink, or chew some gum, or do something to keep your mouth busy, just don't say it out loud. I'm telling you this helps so much and I became so much happier. It was just one of the many steps it took towards recovery. I still struggle, and sometimes I find myself trying to insult myself again, but I just always think of my aunt telling me not to, and hold it in. If you don't have an aunt, or someone to look up to like that, if you don't have someone to tell you that, then I'm here. Remember what i said. Don't insult yourself. It's pointless and hurtful. You can get through this. Lift your chin a little :)

The boy laughs, looking at you. His eyes are cruel, mocking, “Yeah, if you're a coward. We have a tally, see who can kill the most enemies.” Your lips twist, “That's sick.” He smirks, shrugging, “Not for me.” You shake your head and slowly get up, “Do you have a phone on you?” The boy looks suspicious, “Yeah, why?” “Just making sure you can get a hold of someone.” You slowly walk off, wishing you would have never went looking for him.

Ok but jins hand creeping around onto jks chest and grabbing his hoodie 😂😂😂

jungkook and jimin having a moment while namjoon is apologizing for ripping open jungkooks shirt during inkigayo

What finger do you hold up first???

J2 | Pittcon 2018 [vid: SPNConGirl]