Me: Let's Find Some Nice Walking Music..

Me: Let's find some nice walking music..

[why am I even sharing this? it's not like it's going to be anyones cup of tea.. it tickles my brain just right tho.]

I'm gonna have to reblog this on here.. 😂

[Speaking of me not knowing how to react when people are being kind to me. Accurate depiction by the way.]

Honestly people complain about opening tumblr in public, but I just got a good 4 feet radius of space at the bus stop so I'm not gonna whine about nothin.. 💀

When you're holding back all the shit and sadness to the point of feeling that pressure in the back of your throat.. like a cork. And you keep swallowing hard and make them short "Hmmh" sounds when breathing cause it feels like your chest is about to explode everytime you're trying to inhale..

But they fucking know you well enough to know something's up and without warning they cling on to you and hug you real hard. And you try to push them away cause you know you're not gonna be able to keep the mask on, but they hold on for dear life.

And you manage to keep it together for about 4 seconds before it all explodes out of you. And you cry so hard you're almost just screaming..

Feel like some dissociation is about to happen. Everything looks weird and my head feels funny..

Since I never actually started up the game today [as per usual at this point].. Here's some random mild sluttyness for y'all featuring Ash and Dylan.