I'm Weak Willed And Easily Swayed Toward Temptation That's Fosure..

I'm weak willed and easily swayed toward temptation that's fosure..

When people say they know who you are but you have no idea how they are.. 💀

It happens quite a lot too and I fucking hate it.. feels like I should just answer "Sooo, what's you're pre perceived opinion of my character, stranger?"

I really wish I had better ways [any way really] to regulate my emotions in a healthy way.. Feel like I have very little control over the fluctuations in my mood and I'm kinda just being dragged around by the current.

It makes me destructive in ways I do not wish to be. It's also fucking painful cause the degree of whatever I'm feeling is most often unbearably intense and honestly way more excessive than the situation calls for.. [I'm always aware of this, but that doesn't really change anything.]

The only coping skill I feel I can really use in these moments is just removing myself from people/the situation. If I can't interact with anyone I can't fuck things up either..

I would really love to have ways to effectively ease the emotional distress tho.. Nowadays I'm just trying to control my breathing and focus on not giving into impulses until the worst has passed.. I know I can't trust my thoughts or reasoning in these moments and that I'll be way more rational once I manage to calm down..

Drink night or date night? That is the question..

Eeehh.. question:

Is there a way I can respond to asks that doesn't involve posting them to my blog for everyone to see?

[Pretty sure the person in question wouldn't want what they wrote to be shown publicly.]

Me posting this like 4 months ago: "Oh yeah, that's totally me. Lol."

Me 4 months later: "No, actually I'm like 18 times worse than that asshole.." 💀

This fucker just randomly popped in to my head. I swear to god, if it's not the most relatable caracter I've ever seen anywhere.. It's like they used me for source material. I was absolutely ugly scream-crying from laughing at this motherfucker.