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Grief
Grief
สแดแด s สแดสs x สแดแดแด แดส

แฏโ โ ๐ด๐บ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ด๐ช๐ด โ : ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ด?
แฏโ โ ๐ต๐ข๐จ๐ด โ : ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต, ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ด๐ต, & ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐๐๐
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ หหห โ ๏ฝกห โ๏ธ ห๏ฝกโ๏ฝกหโฝ หหห โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ

๐๐๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ซ
Xavier is unraveling. He refuses to accept the brutal reality of your absence, his mind rejecting the notion that youโre gone. Every day he clings to the desperate hope of finding you, even if it means chasing an illusion. Jeremiah pleads with him to let go, to find rest, but Xavier hasnโt slept a single night since you disappeared. The world insists youโre gone forever, but he canโt believe that. Somewhere, he convinces himself, you must still exist. Heโs willing to turn the world upside down to see you again, despite the gnawing certainty deep inside him that youโre lost to him forever. He will never stop, not until his body collapses from exhaustion. Losing you once was unbearable; he wonโt let it happen again, no matter the cost.

๐๐๐ฒ๐ง๐
Zayne appears composed, his emotions meticulously controlled, his expression unchanged. But the mere mention of your name sends ripples through his calm facade. When alone in his office, the dam breaks. Tears fall freely as memories of your smile flood his mind, shattering his composure. Your disappearance haunts him, and he blames himself for not protecting you, for not being there when you needed him. It takes years for him to begin moving on, and even then, the wound never truly heals. He will always carry the pain of losing the one person who mattered most to him, a scar that time can never erase.

๐๐๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ฅ
Rafayel descends into despair, his mind a tangled mess, his heart shattered beyond repair. The thought of you forgetting him pales in comparison to the agony of losing you completely. He was content just being near you, even if you couldnโt remember. Now, faced with a life without you, he breaks down, collapsing to the ground as sobs wrack his body. He retreats from the world, locking himself away in his studio, which becomes a prison of his own making. What good is anything if itโs only half? Thatโs how his heart feelsโtorn without you, the other half of his soul.

๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ
Sylus explodes with rage. Always the controlled one, he now finds himself consumed by a fury he canโt contain. You were his unexpected source of gentleness and warmth, and now youโre gone, ripped away from him. The news of your disappearance drives him to violent outbursts. He flips tables, shatters glass, and destroys furniture, his shouts of frustration echoing through the mansion. Luke and Kieran keep their distance, knowing better than to approach him in this state. The loss of you makes him question everything. Whatโs the point of keeping the peace, of holding back? If heโs lost his world, he might as well set fire to the entire world in his grief and anger.
ยทโใใใโใโ ใใใใโขใใใใ.ใใใใใโโโข ใยทใ.ใใใโ
๐ด๐ข๐กโ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ก๐: ๐โ๐๐ ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ก๐-๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐โ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ค๐๐ ; "๐ผ ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข'๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ข๐ก ๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ก ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ." ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ด๐๐'๐ ๐ธ๐๐ธ๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐ธ๐๐๐ผ๐๐๐ด๐ฟ, ๐ผ ๐๐๐ธ๐ด๐ ๐ด๐๐พ๐ท๐ป๐พ๐ด๐.
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Hello, if it's ok with you we could have a reaction of the LaDS boys reacting to hearing the reader's sneeze for the first time and she sneezes like a kitten? (my body is ready for Sylus's part
Kitten Sneeze
สแดแด s สแดสs x สแดแดแด แดส

แฏโ โ ๐ด๐บ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ด๐ช๐ด โ : ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ป๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ?
แฏโ โ ๐ต๐ข๐จ๐ด โ : ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต, ๐ง๐ญ๐ถ๐ง๐ง, ๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต & ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐๐๐
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ หหห โ ๏ฝกห โ๏ธ ห๏ฝกโ๏ฝกหโฝ หหห โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ

๐๐๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ซ
Upon sneezing, you sounded remarkably like the cat that Xavier feeds outside the apartment. He paused mid-action, his expression inscrutable as he observed you wiping your nose with a handkerchief, curiosity flickering in his eyes.
โWhatโฆ?โ You asked, blinking at him in confusion.
โI thought I heard an actual kitten,โ he replied, a hint of amusement in his voice. Xavier had a soft spot for kittens, often stopping to pet strays whenever he encountered them. He wouldn't even pull back if a kitten decided to nibble his finger.
โI didnโt know you were capable of mimicking a kitten,โ he chuckled softly, the corners of his lips curving into a rare, gentle smile. His eyes softened, exuding a warmth that made your heart flutter. โIt was very cute.โ

๐๐๐ฒ๐ง๐
โAre you alright?โ Zayne's voice carried a tinge of concern as he glanced at you, his brow furrowing slightly. Before you could respond, you sneezed again, the high-pitched sound eerily similar to a kitten's meow. As a dedicated doctor, his initial worry was whether this was a respiratory problem, but the consistency of your sneezes reassured him it was just a quirky trait of yours.
โDrink water,โ he murmured, gently rubbing your back in slow, soothing circles. With his other hand, he held a glass of water to your lips, which you gratefully sipped. โIโm worried that you might be catching a cold or an allergy.โ
โNo, Iโm okay,โ you reassured him, sniffing a bit.
โMm.โ Zayne subtly nodded at your words; his concern not entirely dispelled. Though he wouldnโt openly admit it, he found your sneezing adorable, its kitten-like quality endearing to someone who secretly had a soft spot for such creatures, like him.

๐๐๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ฅ
โA-Achoo..!โ Your sneeze, sounding like a tiny catโs meow, made Rafayel flinch visibly. He wasn't fond of cats, a fact you were well aware of, but his reaction still caught you off guard.
He stared at you with wide eyes and a furrowed brow, looking genuinely bewildered. โWas that you?โ
You wiped your nose, sniffling as you met his incredulous gaze. โYeah, why?โ
โโฆโ His frown deepened as he slowly backed away, his expression a mix of concern and annoyance. โThis is why you arenโt supposed to come near those fur-monsters! Theyโre already affecting you!โ
โโฆโ You rolled your eyes at his dramatic antics, only to notice him dialing something on his phone. Realization dawned as you saw he was calling an ambulance.
โRafayel-!โ

๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ
Hearing your adorable kitten-like sneeze, the first thing Sylus did was chuckle, his deep and raspy voice resonating throughout the room. He had been engrossed in a book just before you sneezed, but the unexpected sound captured his full attention.
โWhat was that?โ
โWhat was whatโฆ? I sneezedโฆโ
โSeems like Iโve been right all along,โ he mused, his crimson eyes locking onto you with an amused glint. You frowned slightly, unsure of his meaning.
โYou really are my kitten,โ he declared, his voice laced with a possessive endearment that made your cheeks burn. His straightforward claim left you blushing profusely, his intense gaze making your heart race as he reaffirmed your place in his life.
ยทโใใใโใโ ใใใใโขใใใใ.ใใใใใโโโข ใยทใ.ใใใโ
๐ด๐ข๐กโ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ก๐: ๐ผ'๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ฆ ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ฆ, ๐ผ'๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ผ'๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ โ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ค๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ก ๐ผ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐. ๐ด๐๐ โ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ (๐ผ'๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐) ๐ป๐ด๐ป๐ด. ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ข๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ โ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ก- ๐ฟ๐๐ก'๐ ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ก ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐กโ๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ป๐ด๐ป๐ด๐ป๐ด.
๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ก โ๐๐ โ๐ข๐๐๐๐๐ ๐คโ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐?
Help this soooooo CUTE
they way mc fingerguns him just shows conformable she has gotten
DUDE IS HUSBAND MATERIAL
He can COOOK I REPEAT THE MAN CAN COOK
Rainy Encounters
สแดแด s สแดสs x สแดแดแด แดส

แฏโ โ ๐ด๐บ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ด๐ช๐ด โ : ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐บ ๐ด๐ช๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ?
แฏโ โ ๐ต๐ข๐จ๐ด โ : ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฏ, ๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต, ๐ง๐ญ๐ถ๐ง๐ง & ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐๐๐
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ หหห โ ๏ฝกห โ๏ธ ห๏ฝกโ๏ฝกหโฝ หหห โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ

๐๐๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ซ
The rain wasn't heavy, but the light drizzle was enough to make you seek shelter under the awning of a nearby cafรฉ. You mentally kicked yourself for not bringing an umbrella, though you considered making a run for it.
"Y/N," a familiar voice called out. You instantly recognized the gentle, comforting tone and turned to see Xavier approaching.
"Xav, I didnโt know you were around," you said, a smile spreading across your face.
"I was by the bus terminal," he replied, gesturing towards the waiting shed. "Then I saw you."
You realized he had moved just to be by your side, even though he already had shelter. His quiet dedication always amazed you.
"Do you have an umbrella?"
"No," he answered, seemingly unconcerned about being stuck in the rain with you.
You chuckled, typical Xavierโcontent as long as he was with you.
"Look, the bus is arriving," he said, cutting your laugh short. Before you could suggest waiting for the next one, he removed his jacket, revealing a black turtleneck underneath.
Draping his jacket over your head, he gently took your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours as he led you towards the bus.
Your footsteps echoed softly on the wet concrete, and though his hair and clothes grew damp, he remained unfazed.
His priority was your comfort and protection, always putting you first above everything else.

๐๐๐ฒ๐ง๐
As the rain caught up to you on your way home, you were surprised to see Zayne's car parked outside, waiting for you.
He knew you were too stubborn to bring an umbrella, despite his warnings about the weather forecast.
His gaze swept over your slightly soaked appearance with a slight frown. Holding an umbrella over your head, he guided you to the passenger seat.
"Youโre going to catch a cold if you stay out here. Letโs get you somewhere dry and warm. Iโm not letting you get sick on my watch." His concern was genuine, though expressed pragmatically.
"I thought you were working," you said, raising an eyebrow as you settled into the car.
"And I thought I told you to bring an umbrella," he retorted, stowing the umbrella behind the seat.
"I thought the weather forecast was overreacting," you admitted sheepishly. "It wasnโt in my plan."
"I suppose getting drenched was part of your plan for today? Next time, maybe consider an umbrella."
"I will," you laughed. "But Iโm fine, I promise."
He gave a small hum and nod, then turned to you with a hand towel, gently drying your hair with a delicate touch.
His words might have sounded stern, but you knew he was just looking out for you, he always had been.

๐๐๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ฅ
With an umbrella barely shielding you from the rain, you stood outside the art studio, waiting for Rafayel. You probably couldโve intruded but you didn't want to interrupt his creative process.
"You look like a fish out of water," a familiar voice remarked, making you turn around to see Rafayel approaching.
"Enjoying the weather or waiting for me?" he teased, his bratty attitude shining through.
"Iโm enjoying the weather," you retorted, matching his tone with a playful huff.
"A child could lie better," he smirked, leaning in to examine you closely. "You could have called me. I wouldnโt have known you were here."
"Itโs fine, I didnโt want to bother you," you replied. "Besides, I wanted to have dinner with you."
He flashed a small, almost smug smile and took the umbrella from your hand, holding it for both of you. "Letโs get out of the rain before you catch a cold."
He raised his elbow, and you wrapped your arm around it as you walked together.
The umbrella barely covered the two of you, but he made sure you got most of the space, not caring if some raindrops fell on his shoulder.
He could have grabbed another umbrella from the studio, but missing out on having you close?
No way. Not even the rain could keep you apart.

๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ
You glanced outside, seeing the rain pelting the associationโs glass panes. You texted Sylus about rescheduling your plans due to the weather but received no response. You assumed he was busy with his own agenda.
However, as you walked outside the association, you spotted him leaning against his motorcycle, fixing his gloves, completely unfazed by the danger of being near the association that wanted him.
You hurried to his side, whispering, "What are you doing here?" while looking around nervously.
"Is fetching you wrong now?" he scoffed, his arrogance once infuriating but now oddly captivating.
"No, butโ" You were too busy scanning around to notice he used his Evol. Suddenly, you found yourself mounted on his motorcycle, red mist swirling around you.
Sylus wasn't worried at all. He glanced at you, gently placing a helmet on your head, his eyes reveling in the thrill of the situation.
"I donโt want to wait," he said firmly, his voice commanding. He removed his leather jacket and wrapped it around your petite form, the large garment enveloping you.
He was most definitely impatient, but when it came to you, he'd always make time.
Not even the weather would ruin your date.
ยทโใใใโใโ ใใใใโขใใใใ.ใใใใใโโโข ใยทใ.ใใใโ
๐ด๐ข๐กโ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ก๐: ๐ผ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ โ ๐ข๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐คโ๐๐ ๐๐ก ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ . (๐ผ'๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ :<)
๐ผ'๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ก ๐ผ โ๐๐ฃ๐๐'๐ก ๐กโ๐๐ข๐โ๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐กโ๐๐๐.
๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐กโ๐ ๐ค๐๐ฆ~ ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐โ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ก ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐.
Hi! Can I request Lads boys react Mc who's a big fan of k-pop boy band idols to the point their room is filled with their merchandise or if she have a chance she go to concert too? Her delulu and fantasy may or may not make the boys jealous because it make her oblivious to their court. (any of the idols choice is yours)
Thank you!
K-pop Idol Reaction
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แฏโ โ ๐ด๐บ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ด๐ช๐ด โ : ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข ๐ฌ-๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ?
แฏโ โ ๐ต๐ข๐จ๐ด โ : ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต, ๐ง๐ญ๐ถ๐ง๐ง & ๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ หหห โ ๏ฝกห โ๏ธ ห๏ฝกโ๏ฝกหโฝ หหห โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ

๐๐๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ซ
You accidentally left your door open when you grabbed the mail. Xavier, passing by, noticed the open door and his protective instincts kicked in seeing a figure. He entered your room, only to be greeted by a large poster of your favorite K-pop idol.
Hearing footsteps, you turned and panicked, โX-Xavier!โ You tried to pull him away, but it was too late. His eyes roamed the room, taking in the walls plastered with posters and the pictures stuck to your floor-length mirror.
Unfamiliar with the K-pop craze, Xavier looked at a poster and asked, โDo you know these people?โ He tilted his head slightly, inspecting it with curiosity.
You felt a wave of embarrassment wash over you. โWellโฆโ It was a yes and no.
โIโve been following them for a while now,โ you admitted, scratching your cheek and avoiding his gaze.
Xavier misunderstood, thinking you meant they were relatives or significant acquaintances. โDo you want my photos?โ
โโฆ What?โ

๐๐๐ฒ๐ง๐
Zayne knocked on your door, inviting you to eat with him after cooking a meal. However, you couldnโt hear him over the latest album from the K-pop boy band youโve followed since their debut.
When there was no response, Zayne entered the room. You jumped up, hastily removing your earphones and hiding your phone. The door opened widely, revealing Zayneโs curious gaze. He took in the numerous posters on your walls.
โThisโโ you stammered, searching for an excuse.
โI didnโt know you were such a fan,โ he mused, a small smile playing at the corner of his lips. You blushed lightly at his comment and gave him a wordless glare, questioning his sudden intrusion.
โFoodโs cooked. Eat with me while itโs still fresh and hot,โ he said, answering your silent question. He looked around again, assessing your dedication to the band. Knowing their concert was approaching, he added, โIโm free next month. We can book tickets and attend the concert together if you want.โ
โReally?โ Your eyes lit up with excitement. Zayne nodded.
โMake sure you get enough rest if you want it to happen, and eat your meal soon.โ It was a compromise you were absolutely willing to take.

๐๐๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ฅ
You always made sure your door was closed to prevent Rafayel from seeing your room, which was entirely covered with photos and posters of your K-pop idols. But today, he forced his way inside, frustrated by your constant seclusion.
โWhatโs this?!โ Rafayel exclaimed, pointing at a floor-length poster of an idol.
โSurely youโve heard of them, right?โ you replied, feeling like you had just been caught red-handed.
He seemed upset, and you thought it was because you were a fan of a K-pop boy band. But then he surprised you by saying, โWhy arenโt my photos here?โ
โHuh?โ
โIโm quite famous too, yโknow!โ he argued, โWhy arenโt my photos glued to your walls?โ
"..." He was definitely jealous, just not in the way you thought.

๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ
With Sylus and his Evol and Mephisto around, nothing escaped his notice. You didnโt bother hiding your love for the Korean band, openly humming their songs and buying merchandises even with Sylus by your side.
At first, he didnโt mind, even giving you his card to spend as you liked. But when you planned to attend a concert instead of accompanying him to a business meeting, it ticked him off.
โYouโre telling me, youโre letting Luke and Kieran take your place at a business meeting with me because the date of this โconcertโ aligns with the day?โ he asked, arms crossed as he stared down at you.
โYeah, why?โ you replied without hesitation, not seeing the issue.
He sighed, pinching his temples in frustration. โMaybe Iโve been too lenient with you, sweetie.โ
He then added, โI can just sing you a song instead,โ he offered, either oblivious to or ignoring the fact that his singing was โout of this worldโ.
โโฆ Thatโs not the same thingโฆโ you sweat-dropped. โIโm sure Luke and Kieran will love that, though.โ
ยทโใใใโใโ ใใใใโขใใใใ.ใใใใใโโโข ใยทใ.ใใใโ
๐ด๐ข๐กโ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ก๐: ๐๐ธ๐. ๐ท๐ธ๐ฟ๐๐ฟ๐-๐๐ธ๐๐. ๐ผ ๐๐๐ก๐ข๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ก, ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐ก, ๐ด๐๐๐! ๐ฟ๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐ ๐๐ก ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐๐๐~
Grief
สแดแด s สแดสs x สแดแดแด แดส

แฏโ โ ๐ด๐บ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ด๐ช๐ด โ : ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ด?
แฏโ โ ๐ต๐ข๐จ๐ด โ : ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต, ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ด๐ต, & ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐๐๐
โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ หหห โ ๏ฝกห โ๏ธ ห๏ฝกโ๏ฝกหโฝ หหห โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ

๐๐๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ซ
Xavier is unraveling. He refuses to accept the brutal reality of your absence, his mind rejecting the notion that youโre gone. Every day he clings to the desperate hope of finding you, even if it means chasing an illusion. Jeremiah pleads with him to let go, to find rest, but Xavier hasnโt slept a single night since you disappeared. The world insists youโre gone forever, but he canโt believe that. Somewhere, he convinces himself, you must still exist. Heโs willing to turn the world upside down to see you again, despite the gnawing certainty deep inside him that youโre lost to him forever. He will never stop, not until his body collapses from exhaustion. Losing you once was unbearable; he wonโt let it happen again, no matter the cost.

๐๐๐ฒ๐ง๐
Zayne appears composed, his emotions meticulously controlled, his expression unchanged. But the mere mention of your name sends ripples through his calm facade. When alone in his office, the dam breaks. Tears fall freely as memories of your smile flood his mind, shattering his composure. Your disappearance haunts him, and he blames himself for not protecting you, for not being there when you needed him. It takes years for him to begin moving on, and even then, the wound never truly heals. He will always carry the pain of losing the one person who mattered most to him, a scar that time can never erase.

๐๐๐๐๐ฒ๐๐ฅ
Rafayel descends into despair, his mind a tangled mess, his heart shattered beyond repair. The thought of you forgetting him pales in comparison to the agony of losing you completely. He was content just being near you, even if you couldnโt remember. Now, faced with a life without you, he breaks down, collapsing to the ground as sobs wrack his body. He retreats from the world, locking himself away in his studio, which becomes a prison of his own making. What good is anything if itโs only half? Thatโs how his heart feelsโtorn without you, the other half of his soul.

๐๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ
Sylus explodes with rage. Always the controlled one, he now finds himself consumed by a fury he canโt contain. You were his unexpected source of gentleness and warmth, and now youโre gone, ripped away from him. The news of your disappearance drives him to violent outbursts. He flips tables, shatters glass, and destroys furniture, his shouts of frustration echoing through the mansion. Luke and Kieran keep their distance, knowing better than to approach him in this state. The loss of you makes him question everything. Whatโs the point of keeping the peace, of holding back? If heโs lost his world, he might as well set fire to the entire world in his grief and anger.
ยทโใใใโใโ ใใใใโขใใใใ.ใใใใใโโโข ใยทใ.ใใใโ
๐ด๐ข๐กโ๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ก๐: ๐โ๐๐ ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ก๐-๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐โ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ค๐๐ ; "๐ผ ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข'๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ข๐ก ๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ก ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ." ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ด๐๐'๐ ๐ธ๐๐ธ๐ ๐ผ๐๐๐ธ๐๐๐ผ๐๐๐ด๐ฟ, ๐ผ ๐๐๐ธ๐ด๐ ๐ด๐๐พ๐ท๐ป๐พ๐ด๐.