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Frenchie (she/her); i draw and write kotlc stuff :P; I love Bronte omg he is my one true love; Christian ❤️

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Alden Vacker Has A Lot Of Regret. He's Learned To Hide It, If Course. It Comes Natural To Him, More Of

Alden Vacker has a lot of regret. He's learned to hide it, if course. It comes natural to him, more of a survival instinct than anything.

He's felt permanently guilty for as long as he can remember. It builds up. It takes a lot for him to break.

And somehow, he did.

And even though he was healed... it didn't make any of it go away. It just gave his mind enough strength, an supportive brace, to continue functioning.

But he's not fixed.

He's still broken inside.

He still has all those regrets — big and little.

The things he could have done differently.

All the pain he has caused.

He looks at Fitz, he watches him smile, and he sees himself in his eyes. And that pains him.

Alden realizes now just how lucky he is that Fitz is alive today. He realizes that what he did was indeed very stupid.

He feels sorry. But he never apologized.

There was just never the right moment.

There's never the right moment for any of it.

Never the right moment to say "I'm sorry" or "I love you" or "You are enough."

He forgets those things need to be said out loud sometimes.

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Hi I'm making an intro post

Hi, I'm Mia (she/they)

Idk what else to say, please send asks I'm very bored

This is mostly a keeper blog, I do fanart sometimes

I'm a Christian

I like watermelon

I think that's it :)


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