I Don't Need To Want Something I Don't.

I don't need to want something i don't.

I don't have to think thoughts i don't have.

And i don't have to be someone else but myself.

Love and presence

Me trying to love myself better. Observing, no judgment.

Art, thoughts, feelings need to be expressed. It's all about healing, finding inner self, searching for the "I am".

From the book "Getting lost" by Annie Ernaux

For everything there's time to go.

Time to walk on the hills and seeing rabbits is over. And it wasn't perfect as well. While i'm in endless winter of Mother Russia i truly can dream about my new story and create a new life again. While walking in the snow and being so tired all the time. But still... I'm living My life and present moment. Past is in the memory and it's beautiful and sometimes painful as memory usually can be.

Dreams always come true even if you're not ready for them. Suddenly your reality is crumbling, you grow up and the new world is wide open. Cross the threshold don't be afraid.

Someone is knocking. Open the door. It's your destiny, right here.

winter nights live in my bones