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Tired

Jay x Gn!Reader (angst)

a/n: I realized I like writing about couples arguing. This request from a friend so I might as well just open up my request soon.

No no it's happening again. He promised he wouldn't stray away. He promised he wouldn't forget you. It seems like you don't even exist to him anymore. 

It was in the middle of the night and he just got home. You've been trying to gather the guts to approach him. Until you sucked it up and spoke up 

"Jay, we need to talk. I know you’re tired right now but.. I just need to speak with you. If that’s alright?" 

He only sighed and looked at you 

"What is y/n? Go ahead." He looked at you urging for you to speak. You contemplated continuing but it needed to be said.

“It’s just you’ve been distant and quiet, but of course I know you’re just busy and all. I’m just worried.” That question again. Jay could only look at you and shook his head.

“I’m sorry, I’m too tired for this right now. Can we talk about this later?”

Anger built up from inside you. You can empathize with his feelings right now but so were you. You’re also tired of his bullshit "I don't care if you're fucking tired. I'm tired, but do you see me complaining when you need to talk to me?" You wanted to just strangle the living shit out of him there. Why can't he be sympathetic for once. Why won't he be there when you needed him the most 

"What are you trying to get at huh? I just got back from a mission so lay off me" Jay spoke up, now giving all his attention to you. 

"I just want..." You struggled to continue. Your mind was racing, there are so many things you have to say your mind can't process it quickly.. 

"What do you want? Are you seriously still worried about this? How many times do I have to reassure you?" His volume was getting louder. 

"If you actually fucking mean it, why don't you act on it?! Every fucking time you need me I'm here whether I'm tired, sad, happy. WHY CAN'T YOU DO THE SAME THING?" 

He stood up from the couch and walked towards you, getting close to your face and pointed his finger on your chest poking it harshly. 

"I PUT ACTIONS THROUGH MY WORDS! Your mind is just too fucked up to notice it. Why can't you understand that I'm having trouble with my life too. Now stop being such a bother would you?" 

"Then why be with me if I'm such a bother? To use me as some caregiver you can dispose of? I'm a fucking human being Jay, your partner. I also have problems in my life." 

You both stared at each other's eyes. Not filled with love but with hatred. You harshly slapped his hands away from your chest and walked away. 

That's it, this is the last chance. You grabbed your things and stuffed them in a bag planning to get the hell out of your shared apartment. Tears spill out of your eyes from the anger you cannot contain.

"What are you doing?" Jay asked, his tone was softer now. It's not like he just shouted at you earlier. You didn't answer and pushed him away and headed for the front door. The look on his face showed pure panic, he tried to stop you but to no avail you didn't budge. 

"Wait! Y/n please! Just listen! I'm sorry I snapped at you alright? I'm just tir-" 

"Is that your only excuse Jay? I gave you so many chances. I tried understanding you but I can't handle it anymore. I tried pretending it doesn't bother me." You finally turned around to look at him. Tears were streaming down and the look of regret was on his face but it's too late for that. 

"I love you y/n. Please.. Don't leave me." 

"So? Let me go. If you do really love me you would show it. Goodbye Jay." You stared in his eyes one last time and got out of there. You headed for the elevator to the parking lot. You were starting to second guess your decision but deep inside you know it's for the better. 

Jay was standing there alone. Once in a place shared by two. He was trying to process what happened and all the things you said. It was true he couldn't even deny it. 

He snapped back into reality and tried going after you. He used the stairs to get down faster but to no avail he was too late. He can see your car driving away. Jay's tears streamed down again. He knelt on the ground and weeped for you. He tried telling himself this was just a bad dream but sadly it was all reality. 

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Years have passed. You felt happier than ever not having to worry about anything. You found yourself another lover who actually loved you and helped you no matter what. 

Jay was shopping for food in the grocery store when he stumbled on a familiar face. It was you. 

Jay couldn't ever forget what you look like. He was about to approach you when another person walked towards you and held your hand. Sorrow washed over Jay and watched you both. That could've been the both of you. 

He decided against approaching you and minded his own business getting away from there. If only he realized sooner how horrible he was. He's glad you're living a happier life that you deserve. 

FUCKING HOWZER, GREG AND ECHO IS BACK hit me hard there and ngl I'd sacrifice my life for riyo chuchi i love her she can step on me

and man i couldn't watch crosshair getting tortured and fucking when we warned his squad FUCK man

i must admit this dude is pretty good looking if he wasn't a dick💀

one last thing LOOK AT THEM i want to hug one of them too so fucking bad

Have this goofy ahh shaky drawing of rex

What it's like being roommates with Jeff, Ben, and Toby in a dingy apartment headcanons (platonic)

• Ben would nag you to play video games with him but if he lost he'll get pissed and go in the game and hack it

• Eye drops all over the apartment since Jeff leaves them everywhere and keeps losing it

• Toby and Jeff would try and attempt to cook something. You have to supervise them while they are testing out this waffle maker

• They stuffed it with hot dogs and eggs it wasn't half bad solid meal

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• You brought your date around the house, beforehand you had to force them to clean the whole place

• Ben shoved all his crap in cabinets and drawers

• Jeff didn't do shit and made more mess

• Toby is the only one who helped but not without complaining the whole time

• Once you and your date came over it was dead silent, no one in sight. You guys were sitting in the living room chatting when the tv turned on by itself

• Oh you knew what was coming suddenly Ben pops out of the tv and crawls out of it. Your date never went there again

• Every time you bring your date over they take turns scaring the shit out of them and track it down on the scoreboard score. Whoever has more scares wins

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• When you came home upset from whatever happened they tried comforting you.

• They ended up stealing money from a store and y'all spent it all shopping

• Everyone has mood swings so you'll hear shouting here and there

• Music blasting at 3 am from jeff's room

• Bribe eachother with chores or blackmail

• Be careful where you step there might be sharp objects and shit on the ground

• Takes each others clothes after laundry day They accidentally gave each others clothes don't know which is whos

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• One of them has a shrine of slashers they really look up to. Ben likes Patrick Bateman, Jeff likes Billy Lenz, and Toby likes Norman Bates

• Need to replace the xbox controllers a lot cause Ben always throws it

• Jeff punches things to take his frustration out so there are a few holes on the walls

• Toby asks you to punch his stomach while doing pull ups cause he thinks it'll make him stronger it really doesn't do anything since he can't feel pain

• Jeff and Toby sometimes bans Ben from video games cause he usually cheats

• Ben and Jeff were play fighting. Jeff got too carried away and accidentally stabbed Ben. Toby called you to go home and deal with them

• Go yell at Ben to take a shower

• If you're going through something and too tired to do chores they'll do it instead

• You all got pet fish but it died a week later. Ben tried giving them Monster

• You once bought one of those cold cases murder mystery to play it with them not even 15 mins in and they got it right. They bet whoever solves it first doesn't have to do any chores and sore losers has to pay for food and do everything in the apartment

• Whenever you play jazz they pretend to be in a horror movie to freak you out

• When you all watch a horror movie they'll be very sarcastic and exaggerate their reactions

• You blackmailed all of them to dress like the heathers and they blackmail you to be their Veronica

• Whenever you would play video games Ben would randomly pop up in there and give you a jump scare

• You joked to them about them being your guard dogs so when you went out they started barking at everything you never made that joke again

• They purposely piss you off by taking your words literally "What? you told me to piss off"

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• Whenever you start having crush they make a plan on how to get rid/test this new person

• Your date just sees three scary looking men behind you without you knowing

• Ben and you have moments where you laugh at nothing

• Noise complaints all the time you guys almost got kicked out. Don't worry they took care if it meaning sending a warm message to your neighbors

• When you asked what happened to the neighbor they'll just say "they probably moved" and leave before you could ask anymore questions

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ill give you a smooch if u reblog

this is them playing as the heathers💀

these two i swear and guess what nothing gonna happen between them anymore YK WHY?

take a guess..fucking plan 99 hahsAha IM FINE YK IM RLY OKAY HIS ALIVE OKAG fuck you tech. No body no confirmation no death. Nuh uh fuck you.

actually a lil fun fact me and tech have the same mbti INTP and im very happy because of that.

y a y project stardustt rogue one had such a happy ending

ouch

okay believe me or not I WAS RIGHT THEN HA I THOUGHT BEFORE HMmMM THEIR ACCENT IS THE SAME WITH OMEGA MAYBE SHE'S A CLONE and just lowkey looks sus idk- and bro h a suck on it bitch. I regret not posting about that