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❛ why do i need you so damn much ? ❜   ❛ this is just for one night. ❜ ❛ it’s one kiss. what harm can come from one kiss ? ❜ ❛ i think we’re going to have to be secretly in love with each other and that’s that. ❜ ❛ timing is a bitch, huh ? ❜ ❛ everything i’ve done, every change that i’ve made - it’s been for you. ❜ ❛ falling in love with you has made me hate myself. ❜ ❛ you’re in my veins. you’re under my skin. ❜ ❛ just let me go. ❜ ❛ this. us. it will get us killed and you know it. don’t you care ? ❜ ❛ you are my favourite secret. ❜ ❛ tell me that you don’t want this - lie to yourself. ❜ ❛ we crave what we can’t have. ❜ ❛ you’re just an itch i need to scratch. ❜ ❛ i need to get you out of my system. ❜ ❛ i can’t just … unlove you. i wish i could. ❜ ❛ are you ever going to choose me ? ❜ ❛ you are my weakness and my strength. ❜ ❛ shh … be quiet or they’ll hear us. ❜ ❛ i didn’t expect you to show. ❜ ❛ we can run away together. ❜ ❛ this is us that we’re talking about. nothing else matters but us. ❜ ❛ i hope that we meet again in another life. ❜ ❛ none of this makes sense but you - you’re the only thing that makes this world less crazy. ❜ ❛ i don’t care anymore. all i care about is you. ❜ ❛ what would we do if we could have a happily ever after ? ❜ ❛ i know i can’t have you but it kills me to see you happy without me. ❜ ❛ i belong to you. ❜ ❛ we were never going to work. ❜ ❛ we were just playing pretend. ❜ ❛ i’ve tried hating you but every time i expect to find a flaw i just end up loving you even more. ❜ ❛ i know i shouldn’t be here but … i just needed to see you. ❜ ❛ just tell me that you love me. i want to hear you say it - just once. ❜ ❛ i know that they’ll kill me but being without you is a kind of death anyways. ❜

DREW STARKEY as RAFE CAMERON in OUTER BANKS | SEASON 4

It might be, but he's perfectly okay with her being selfish with him. His arms around her, he tilts his head with a smile. ❝ Mm, you want to spend the afternoon together? What about the evening? The night..? ❞ he teases slightly.

❝ I'd like that. ❞

Oh, there's no doubt about her wanting him all to herself. Is that selfish? Probably, but she couldn't give less of a damn. Kissing him again, she smiles against his mouth. "Good, so that's settled." She chuckles. "Now. . . I want your afternoon. We should do something together."

I won't lie, I hate the theory that Hollis is somehow also Rafe and Sarah's mother because she was totes hitting on Rafe and I don't care what kind of game or scheme you got going...

Brother, ew.

He smirks as she laugh, but he tries to put back on a serious expression as he leans in and looks at her. ❝ Maybe it is. ❞ When she asks what he wants in return and he shrugs his shoulders. ❝ Just a kiss? What if I wanted more than that ? ❞

ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇᴅ ꜰʀᴏᴍ x. @borntobebroken

"is that a challenge, cameron?" laugh bursted off her lips, and sofia shifted on her seat so she could sit down closer to him. "i guess it's fair enough. what is it you gonna want in return? but if you ask for a kiss, i'm going to be honest and tell you that i'd give you one of that before you even asked."

When it comes to my portrayal, I imagine Rafe's mother a certain kind of way.

I imagine her a kook, yes, but a free spirit. Loving, caring, affectionate and just full of life. Always there to help, lend a hand to anyone in need and always being the best she can be. Knowing she had money didn't make her better than anyone else. She would use her means to help where it was necessary. Charity, volunteering, she'd do those things because community is important.

When she got pregnant with Rafe, her reaction was full enthusiasm that she'd yell it in the streets after she found out. Finding out it was a boy she was having made silly little bracelets that were all the rage in the early 2000's to give out. She wasn't your typical kook woman, and Rafe adored her. She adored Rafe. Don't get her wrong she loved her daughters, too. But Rafe being her only boy, her little man. She often encouraged him to show emotions even if Ward said he shouldn't. She probably gave Ward a lot of hell, too, when he showed favoritism.

The FC I've chosen for her is Jennifer Connally. But clearly she's an NPC because...dead.