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American Trash 🇺🇸 (my dark feminine poetry reading)

Lot Lizard 🦎 (my dark street art music video)

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my poem:

My demons can’t trick me

If I beat them to the scare

Micro-dosing gasoline

Ab-sing my brain like an engine

My heart is my never ending masterpiece

He taught me how to say yes

Pull the trigger and whisper “take it”

You know you want this

“I’m gonna ruin you on purpose,

No lover will love you this hard”

Sometimes greatness is promised but never reached

Sometimes someone is meant to be yours but the timing is off

The price of this life is far too much

The American Dream, my favorite bold face lie

You too can achieve happiness

It only costs your whole life

Every paycheck goes down the drain

Feed the beast

Feed your best brothers

But never yourself

My mother’s mother

My father’s father

My greatest childhood memory is time

Nostalgic for something I never had

Like great family, beautiful community and safe sidewalks to scribble my pain away

Gunshots for fireworks

You learn the difference by ear

Busted caps and roaches scatter the floor

Pick up the rich man’s innocence and smoke it

Raw laws

Unholy pastors

Teenagers with bloodshot eyes

Working girls discovering the power they hold

Stray cats and runaway dogs

We’re all searching for a home to call our own

I can’t afford a house but I could swallow your spit, if you promise a heart to hold

A chest to lay my respect on

A throat for my claws to dig into

I’ll do it for a buck, I’ll do it for a cigarette

I’m the easiest girl in town

“One of the prettiest girls in the world”

At least that’s what Mr. John tells me

Little loves, big mistakes

Living with no warranty

Loving with no rubber lining

She does it for the money

A virgin in theory

A sl-t in practice

If chasing bliss is blasphemous

So be it

F-k god and me after

He’s such a whiney baby

Nobody’s listening to him anymore

If you have no one to pray for or to

Bow down and get on your knees

I’m the dark princess seducing sin

American Trash disguised as a Genesis Goddess

A myth is only so til proven otherwise

So say my name 3 times and I might just pop up, between your thighs

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