( I Have Been WAITING To Yapp About This)

( I have been WAITING to yapp about this)

Yes, they were sooo close he even named one of her Kids which is so cute and there is btw a Museum in germany, berlin about mori.

And in a family picture of yosano and her family he was also there with yosano, her Kids and her husband. (If I remember correctly)

He also studied in germany and was a Kind man. (Unlike his bsd character...)

And also Tanizaki was WILD

This man tried to rizz up his DAUGHTER IN LAW and also had like a Sex game (I acually can't) with his wife and SISTER IN LAW and his sister in law (his wife sis) was the actress for Naomi and chuuya fell in love with her and wrote a poem for her.

He (chuuya) called her his ideal women. So technically Naomi is chuuyas ideal women in bsd bruh what... and Speaking of Ideals:

Kunikida from bsd and Irl are definetly quit similar:

Sasaki from bsd was his first wife and he was maddly in love with her but they divorced only after a few months of marrige.

Sasakis parents disliked kunikida so much and they didn't want her to get married to him and her mother even said that she'd be happier if sasaki commited Sui*ide then marry him (I would never recover from that if I was him)

Sasaki was also pregnant with his child and he was absolut heart broken that he couldn't be with her anymore but also that he would never be abel to see his child grow up. In his storys after she left him he often wrote about a man losing his child and in a mix of grief and sadness try take care of another child as if it was his own but fail to do so.

And even Rokuzou from bsd was a real person too (the guy Sasaki killed in bsd). Irl he was a relative from kunikida's landlord and kunikida teached him, Rokuzou was disabled irl. Kunikida even created a fictional Version of him and in that story were he is in he died. (Damn he died in kunikida's work and in asagiris work too)

And that Kunikida was a teacher is also true he used to teach math but also german and english at Tsuruya Gakuen.

He even opend his own school to teach Kids who didn't had the money to afford going to school, but had to close it after some time because he ran broke (bro was bathman thats acually such a beautiful thing to do)

Irl kuni was also a wingman.

He and katai were best friends they even lived togehter at some point but like in bsd katai was shy and a big introvert and had problems talking to women (he was afraid to talk to them) so kunikida helped him with this girl katai liked and katai ended up getting married to that girl kuni helped him with. But kunikida was also very popular with the ladies which can be a shocker because in bsd he is super awkward with Sasaki but irl women couldn't stop falling for him.

Kunikida also married again and he and his second wife had 5 children btw.

Irl Atsushi had 3 children with his wife and also had lung Problems.

Dazais brother disliked dazais writings and storys but liked Tanizakis work.

(Btw idk if that happend in one night⬇️)

Chuuya was once drinking with Ango and a few other guys and he (chuuya) liked this waitress but she liked Ango so he (chuuya) yelled at Ango for like 5 Minutes bc of that. (Valid reasons honestly)

He (chuuya) also called ango a damn governor but then sat down again muttering some stuff bc he wouldn't win in a fight against him (Ango) so he sat down (chuuya)💀

But both were also drunk when that happend.

Another time these 2 almost had a physical fight (but both were super drunk) so ango was like trying to stand on his feet and not fall flat on the floor bc he was so drunk and chuuya was punching air 🧚‍♀️ and never hitting ango cuz he was also so drunk. This also went on for a few Minutes. But both calmed down.

And once when chuuya was out drinking with his friends he smashed a bottle on Nakamura Mitsou's head and said: Imma kill you!!!

When his friend scolded him for acting like a maniac he cried and shouted : I'M SAD!!!"

He also harassed dazai alot... once when the blue flower Club (i love that name) went drinking he (chuuya) got drunk and was talking to dazai and dazai was replying with an "hm" mostly. He didn't wanted to say something that could upset chuuya because chuuya was 2 years older then dazai and dazai even admired chuuyas work plus respected chuuya.

But chuuya started to say: " why the hell does your face look like a flying blue mackerel? What is your favorite flower anyway?"

With a trembleling voice he (dazai) said : peach blossom

Chuuya: tch, thats why you suck (😭🤣)

Once he was drunk and broke in dazais HOUSE (idk how he maneged to do that) and insluted him by calling him a moron and according to dazais wife he (dazai) went to the bedroom and put the blankets over him and started to cry (damn)

Its funny cuz in bsd chuuya is only angry when dazai is around and irl chuuya looks like a calm person but the Anger issues from the mad Poet (chuuya) can be explained: his parents used to abuse him but they did it to Disziplin him to make him a proper Gentleman (they used to Isolate him, burn his feet with cigarrets and let him sleep outside in the cold which is a very terrible thing to do to a child and when chuuya was 5 he lost his younger brother)

But he (chuuya) was really good with Kids and spoiled them alot, but once when he was 17 he had a girlfriend but she cheated on him and he was angry at that but she got pregnant so he had to act like the father for the child and treated the child really good. But then she married a Business man and he never had a chance with the child again.

He also had 2 children with his wife but both died, his first son died and he never recoverd from that and even after his second son was born he was still in grief but he died a few months before his sec child died.

His poor wife, she lost everything.

🧚‍♀️

This is so long but I have been waiting to yap about this for so long!!!!

@viiper1 @2econd2ight2aver

Imagine if the real bsd authors looked at what the Fandom is saying abt them. "Fem Nikolai has big boobs", if Gogol saw that he would have a stroke. Chuuya would be mad about people making fun if his height, because he actually was really short. Idk if Dazai would be ecstatic or even more suicidal after seeing that. Fyodor would definitely write a book anylising his character's philosophy and motivations. DONT GET ME STARTED ON SOUKOKU

Albert is handsome but in the same time really not that Handsome. Same with william

I'm starting to think that Louis is the acually really handsome one of these 3.

Yeah Louis really does looks the best, but you know what?

I have to say William looked majestic in this pic I love this one alot. He eat ngl.

But what really bothered me about wills and Alberts looks are that there jaws are drawn too big sometimes.

Don't get me wrong there jaws are beautiful but sometimes too big or differently drawn but Louis always stayed the same and always looked good.

I think Louis had the best glow up too (mostly because he started to show us is whole face and he looks really really good)

And why does Alberts hair looks so all over the place all the time 😭?

Nana

Guys i told my friend about nana and said it has an happy ending and is a cute anime about 2 Lesbians who love each other.

She dosen't know what she got herself into.

The nana lore is deep and wild.

She said she will watch it

YEAH IN THE BEGINNING DAZAI LOOKED UP AT HIM BUT THEY BECAME OPS FOR THE REST OF THERE LIVES

and yes its so cute this man wrote a poem for her thats how much he liked Naomis actress!!!! (I feel him too, crying bc your friend scolded you is so me core)

And maybe if Tanizaki wasn't in the way he would have had a chance.

This man chuuya needs the biggest hug in the World, yes I agree.

And omg I didn't know that fyodor was in a Fanclub for Nikolai that is so cool

But did you know Nikolai was a history Professor but made up so much stuff in his classes that weren't true? This man was such a mood

And chuuyas Poems are soooo beautiful, they reflect alot on how he felt he also wrote a poem (I think it was his first poem) it was about the death of his younger brother, he was also only a child when his brother died, and after his son died he also wrote about that to cope with the lost. I read the poem for his lost son and it was heartbreaking.

The same goes for kunikida, his storys are also a big reflection on how he felt.

Also did you know that Irl Ranpo once when he was like a child wanted to confessed his feelings for a girl so he put a letter in her shoes but then changed his mind and took the letter from her shoes again (It reminded me of how I wanted to do smt similar in 5 grade with my crush) he also had 1 child a son.

And yeah in bsd asagiri always changes the relationships like dazai admired aku but in bsd It's different and in Real live dazai was a Christian but he read the Bible mainly bc the authors he admired did too and akutagawa also read it.

Akutagawa also had alot of problems, like lung Problems, insomnia, anxietes since he was a child (same) plus he couldn't have a emotional relationship to his mother, she was very absent because of her health and she died when he was 10. His father was a man who Sold milk but it didn't went that well.

He (aku) also used to teach english.

Atsushi was also a teacher and teached english and korean.

Kenji was also a teacher.

Why are all of them teachers? (And some of there wifes were either teachers or waitresses: dazais second wife was a teacher and Ranpos wife too, atsushis wife was a waitress and odas first wife too)

And that akus mom was very absent in his live reminded me of dazais his mother who Was also very absent due to her health so his aunt took the mother figure and he was very attached to her (his aunt) (Same with aku but idk if he was very attached to his aunt) but there was also this Maid who was a second mother to him (dazai) too, he even once said in an Interview (I'm not sure anymore) : she is my mother and I am her son

Which is so cute there is also a Statue of him and her (the Maid who took care of him who he saw as a mother).

Odas father was also a fisherman.

When atsushi died no one thought he would acually die so his father didn't pay him a visit before he died in the Hospital.

And dazai once wrote a letter to a man named Ibisu he was a writer too and dazai liked him but in his letter he told him that if he wouldn't meet up with him he would kill himself. (This is such a dazai way to meet dazai)

But later he (Ibisu) became his mentor and even introduced dazai to his sec wife.

If there relationship was potrayed in bsd Ibisu will also look up to dazai and not dazai like asagiri always does it...

But yk sometimes it feels strange to read all the stuff that the fandome makes for them knowing that they are real ppl. Bc since I started to find out more abt the real people it feels different now to read all of that or is it just me?

And btw gin wasn't a real person, she was a fictional character that aku made in a story.

@2econd2ight2aver @viiper1

Imagine if the real bsd authors looked at what the Fandom is saying abt them. "Fem Nikolai has big boobs", if Gogol saw that he would have a stroke. Chuuya would be mad about people making fun if his height, because he actually was really short. Idk if Dazai would be ecstatic or even more suicidal after seeing that. Fyodor would definitely write a book anylising his character's philosophy and motivations. DONT GET ME STARTED ON SOUKOKU

explain why you like sebastian moran

from his tragic backstory to his corny ass lines literally everything, but if i had to choose a favorite thing about him i'd say his devotion and how much he cares about his loved ones. I've talked about this many times before but he's like the big brother in the group and i find that dynamic awesome

SAME OMG

i'm so jealous of those who can post about their interests in their own language because the fandom in their country is big enough. wish that was me