Why Is The Person I Want To Be Always Mocking The Person I Am?

why is the person I want to be always mocking the person I am?

35 Frillylilfairy Agere asks for regressor's

1. What's your favorite snack to eat when you're regressing?

2. What's your favorite cartoon?

3. Do you have a caregiver ?

4. What's your favorite stuffies name ?

5. Sippys or bottles ?

6. What's 3 things that help you regress ?

7. If you could describe your dream pillow fort what would it look like ?

8. What do you like to wear when you're regressing ?

9. Zoo or aquarium ?

10. What's your favorite storybook or fairytale ?

11. Do you like paci's ? How many do you have?

12. What is your comfort item ? (thing that helps you calm )

13. Library or the park ?

14. What's 3 things that you need in order to sleep ?

15. What do you like to drink in your bottle/sippy?

16. What's your favorite Disney movie and Disney character?

17. Chocolate milk or strawberry milk ?

18. What do you like to be called when you regress ?

19. What's your favorite colors ?

20. What's your favorite candy ?

21. Are you afraid of the dark ?

22. What's your favorite toy to play with ?

23. What kind of music do you like to listen to when you're regressing?

24. Are you a mentally ill regressor ?

25. Voluntary or involuntary regression ?

26. Do you regress to cope ?

27. What's your favorite animal ?

28. What's your favorite game ?

29. What is your aesthetic like ?

30. Do you also pet regress ?

31. What age range do you regress to ?

32. Naptime or no naptime ?

33. Sidewalk chalk or finger painting ?

34. What's your favorite type of weather ?

35. What's your biggest fear ?

vent only i’m simping over a friend

i’m convinced that one of my best friends is an actual god. he’s absolutely wonderful. when he comes into the gc, everything lights up. he’s so unbelievably kind, to everyone he meets no matter how much pain he’s in.  he’s so fucking strong. he has the best sense of humor, ya’ll have no idea. he could make you laugh for h o u r s. he never gets boring. he always has something new to talk about. a new catchphrase, a new joke, a new something. I hope him and his boyfriend can live happily ever after. They’re both so so sweet and have helped me so much, I wanna give them the world, they deserve nothing but happiness. fuck thinking about this makes me wanna cry. i’m so lucky. so fucking lucky to have people as great as them in my life.

I had a full on panic attack last night crying for half an hour thinking about bread. what have I come to.

http://chng.it/FnzMtCbjQN sign the fucking petition.

day 9. yeah lmao. a boy at church (my age, mind you) said I looked like a hippo in the 7th grade. my abusive ex-stepdad used to make comments on my body, always telling me to cover myself because “no one wants to see my ugly fat ass”. also he used to fat shame random girls he saw on the street, along with other stuff that happened. but yes, ppl have said shit to me.

day 1 cw: 141 sw: 149 hw: 165 gw: 115 ugw: 106