A Request For Jude : He Doesnt Realize What He Has Until Its Gone

A request for Jude : He doesn’t realize what he has until it’s gone

I know my love should be celebrated but you tolerate it!

Pairing - Jude Bellingham x fem! Reader

Summary - being a famous footballers girlfriend only comes with a price, and the fact that he cares more about the fame than you is more than enough to let him go.

Warnings - swearing, yelling, arguments.

A/n - thank you so much for the request! And all the love on the last Jude fic!!

Masterlist!

Having a famous boyfriend was good, until it wasn’t, all he really cared about was the fame, and the money, he showed affection sometimes, yet this was usually around his mother or any other member of his family.

But she had enough, she had been there through thick and thin, and he didn’t care to show anything back, and she wanted more. She needed more than this, and her friends were even agreeing with her.

“Just dump him, you deserve better y/n” one of her friends had said and so that is what she did.

“Hey” she made her way downstairs, her voice catching the attention of the footballer “alright?” He mumbled turning his attention back to the TV in front of him “can we talk?” She said playing with the hem of her shirt “mhm” he said not taking his attention off of the TV.

“I think we should break up.” She said straight up “what” his head snapped towards her “I think we should break up” she hummed as his eyes went wide.

“No” he turned back around “no? What do you mean no?” she stood up grabbing the remote from his hands and turning the TV so his attention Had to be on her “I mean no” he crossed his arms over his chest.

“You.. you can’t do that Jude, you treat me like shit, you barely show any attention to me and you expect me to do every single thing for you. So what do you mean no!” She spat “I don’t treat you like shit”

“Oh really? When was the last time you actually done something nice for me?” She said tears forming in her eyes as he sat there blankly.

“Exactly” she huffed in frustration walking away from him “baby” he said “no Jude, don’t baby me” he pushed his hand off of her as she walked to the door “we’re done.” She slammed the door

“You can’t do this babe” he said tears forming in his eyes, surprisingly. “Don’t call, don’t text, don’t do anything we’re done Jude and I mean it.”

That was the last time he saw her, she never came back to get her stuff or anything, and he sulked in his bed, he missed her, and surprisingly he had realised what a terrible boyfriend he had been, while y/n gave him the whole world. He screwed up big time.

Masterlist

Florida!!!

Pairing - JJ Maybank x fem! Reader

Summary - much needed vacation with the Pogues became reality, when the beach house that y/n’s family go to each year gets offered to them, while there unresolved feelings become and issue when JJ starts to show more interest in her.

Warnings - smoking, feelings, JJ being an asshole, sexual innuendos, swearing, alcohol, unestablished relationship, angst, fluff.

Series playlist + extras!! - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5wGDnhGShjRmEUyOoL24nd?si=wrGnSLJFTd-lC-1jixn6XA&pi=e-iJTy102tRBWV

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Summer masterlist!

: ̗̀➛ summer nights. Y/n discovers that her family has offered her and the Pogues the summer at the beach house… and of course the group had to accept that offer.

: ̗̀➛ teenage dream. the Pogues are ecstatic, getting to chill out for the summer and not worry about parents - however, y/n everlasting crush on JJ become more apparent to the girls, as they take a stroll through a mall.

: ̗̀➛ under pink light in June. After getting confronted by Kie and Sarah the three girls go out to a party & y/n meets a boy… and JJ isn’t too happy about that.

: ̗̀➛ what does kill me makes me want you more. feelings are hard especially when the boy you like shows no interest but the second you talk to a guy he’s all jealous and shit.. but y/n sneaks out and goes on a date with said boy she met

: ̗̀➛ could you be loved. A day on the boat unravels JJ’s feelings towards y/n to the rest of the group apart from her, as she goes on another date and left heartbroken

: ̗̀➛ uptown girl. After it not working with club boy, she sulks in her bedroom her feelings growing deeper for JJ, as he works up the courage to ask y/n on a date.

: ̗̀➛ walking on a dream. After her long-term crush asks her out, she forgets all about club boy and finally goes on a date with JJ, while catching a drive in movie with the Pogues.

: ̗̀➛ Watch the world pass us by. As the beach house trip comes to a close, the group recalls the memories that they made, while JJ and y/n sneak off to watch the sunset on the beach.

Sight for sore eyes!

Pairing - JJ Maybank x fem! Reader

Synopsis - JJ Maybank was a sight for sore eyes, and y/n has clearly had enough.

Warnings - kissing, jealousy???

Cruel summer! Masterlist.

THE SUN WAS SLOWLY SETTING as the boneyard filled with more and more teenagers, Kiara and y/n chatting away about a recent movie the pair had gone to see at the cinema, when something caught her eye, it was JJ. She slowly tuned Kiara out, her eyes locked onto the prissy blonde he was flirting with.

“Y/n! Earth to y/n!” Kiara’s hand was waving back and forth infront of her face “are you listening?!” She said tapping her shoulder “yeah! Sorry” she threw her a sympathetic look

“See if you asked him out already, he wouldn’t be doing that” Kie said following her line of vision also spotting JJ flirting with the blonde, they watched as she touched his bicep as he said something funny

“He’s not even that funny, kie” she sighed standing up to get another drink, Kie following along “what have I told you y/n” she took Kie’s cup in her hand filling it up “I know but how am I meant to tell him Kie? He doesn’t even see me like that anyway” she shrugged

“Are you being serious y/n? Do you not see the way he looks at you?” She’s not being serious right? She’s just feeding into it “very funny Kie” she rolled her eyes “He doesn’t like me like that!” You sighed “Y/n you must be blind he’s like in love with you!” She turned to kiara with wide eyes as she practically yelled “who’s in love with who?” She froze, fuck

“No one- No ones in love with anyone” she turned around giving JJ a slight smile “why don’t you go back to your new girlfriend, looks like she’s waiting for you” He gave her a sarcastic smile pushing her shoulder “what’s that? Your fourth girlfriend this week?” She laughed “ha ha” he said “you seem jealous? Are you jealous y/n?” A scoff escaped from her lips as she rolled her eyes

“In your dreams Maybank” she sighed “anyways she’s just a friend anyway” he shrugged his eyes searching her face for any reacting “mhm…sure, anyone from a mile away could see she’s likes you”

“Just like you then..huh?” She froze again not noticing him slowly stepping closer to her “what?” She raised her brows “just like you” he repeated “I have no clue what your on about” the blood rushed onto her cheeks “I overheard you and Kies conversation” she was now, quite literally scarlet.

“How much did you hear?” She looked up at the boy “you like me?” He ignored her question his face softening “I-uh-well” she cleared her throat looking everywhere but him.

“No?” Her voice trailed “mhm” he nodded sarcastically “what? You really think I’d like you” she poked his chest, he caught her rest “you think I’m stupid” he tilted his head to the side lightly giving her a smirk “now why would you think that Maybank?” She copied his actions “cause you think I don’t know”

“You don’t” she shrugged feeling his free hand slip down to her waist pulling her closer “you think I like you..? Oh JJ you could sneeze and every girl would be fawning over you” she laughed “your a sight for sore eyes” he gave her a confused look “sight for sore eyes?” She raised his brows “it means your nice to look at” his smirk became wider

Due to how close he was, she could feel his breath on her lips, her eyes flickered to his lips then back up to his eyes, his gorgeous blue eyes.

“What are you doing?” She made no effort to move, he shrugged “just talkin’ to you” he said before a silence overcame them.

Before she new it, his lips found hers and the cup that was in her hand was now long forgotten as it fell to the ground the alcohol spilling over the sand as her arms reached up wrapping around his neck

“Do you still not like me?” He said as he pulled away from her “yeah I still don’t like you” she said before pulling him back into a kiss.

Guilty as sin?

Pairing - JJ Maybank x fem! Reader

Summary - JJ Maybank & y/n had a complicated relationship with is complicated reputation with girls and her little knowledge on boys.

Warning - kissing. Fluffy

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The boneyard. The one place where Kooks and Pogues can party without fighting. It wasn’t unusual for a party at the boneyard on a Friday night, every week during summer vacation. The Pogues loved partying especially JJ Maybank & y/n y/l/n.

JJ lingered around the girl. Glances ever so often, as she talked to people that were in her classes last year before Kiara came up behind her putting an arm around her shoulder “he’s staring again.” She chuckled the two girls a little tipsy.

“Who’s staring Kie?” The girls eyebrows raised a smile taking over her face, as she looked around the beach, the brunette hit her jokingly “you know!” She said, a wider smile appearing on her face as she turned around seeing JJ leaning against a tree, sipping his drink.

“Oh! maybank?” She grinned “what are you on about Kie? I literally saw him Making out with a girl not even ten minutes ago.” She shrugged “you know he only has eyes for you y/n” she nudged her.

“JJ Maybank does not like me, Kiara” she sighed downing the rest of her drink “I’m definitely not his type. For one. And two, literally every girl goes for him because he’s a hot idiot” Kiara followed her over to the keg as she filled her drink up, Kiara had noticed JJ walking over.

The girl had turned around to say something to Kie but noticing that she had disappeared, she carried on filling her drink up.

“Alright y/n?” JJ approached her putting a hand on her bare shoulder with a firm grip “hey J” a light smile spreading on her face as she turned around “enjoying the party?” She asked as he moved his arm to around her shoulders draping over them.

“I am now that I’m with you” he smiled down at her “weren’t you just making out with a girl like 15 minutes ago?” Her brow raised “Hm, maybe I was maybe I wasn’t” he shrugged.

“Walk with me?” He said pulling her in the opposite direction of the party, the music becoming distant as they walked towards the water.

“You look really pretty tonight y/n” he whispered in her ear, a warm feeling taking over her body “your not being serious J” the girl laughed “if I wasn’t being serious, would I do this?” He said before standing in front of her cupping her face in his hands and planting his lips onto hers.

“I love you y/n” he released himself from her “but J-.” He cut her off “no, y/n. Please if you’d just give me a chance, I can make it work please. Just give me a chance y/n” her face was still cupped in between his hands “I love you y/n. And it’s came as a shock to me, but I do. I really do.” She sighed “I love you too JJ.”

Hey Stephen!

JJ Maybank x fem! Reader

Summary; okay, maybe writing a song about a certain blond pogue wasn’t such a bad idea .. but getting it exposed by one of her sisters, she still probably shouldn’t have done it.

Warnings - smoking, alcohol, sisters being sisters.

The light pink hues of the sky casting over her face as she sat on the sofa outside the chateau with a pen and a bit of paper, as the bit of paper balanced on her thigh as she wrote, everyone was inside drinking and as much as she would hate to admit she was drunk, she was, well maybe just a bit tipsy and the great idea to write a song about a certain blond pogue came over her.

So here she was biting the cap of the pen, as she thought. She had came out here to gain some peace to write, She couldn’t even admit she’d be doing this infront of the boys, they’d laugh, and call her pathetic, aswell as JJ.

She decided to just write down her feelings and maybe the misinterpreted signs she may have picked up from JJ, not that he’d ever like her back anyways, he had plenty other girls, girls like Kiara, her best friend, and the only other girl in the group. Although kiara was taking her shot on pope the now, she couldn’t deny the way she’d seen her look at JJ.

*Hey Stephen, I know looks can be deceiving but I know I saw a light in you..*

Maybe the longing glances from her were catching up to him as everytime she’d look over she make eye contact a confused look taking over his face as he tilted his head making her turn away a light pink blush appearing on her face.

As they’d walk, he’d talk and talk and of course she’d admire him his beautiful jaw line, matched his tanned skin and his blonde hair pushed back with a cap.

And obviously she’d talk too but she’d never say half the things she wanted too.

*and as we walked we would talk and I didn’t say half the things I wanted too..*

As the group wondered down to the beach for a beach day to surf, tan which is what she would be doing most of the day.

She tried to pry her eyes away as JJ took his shirt off walked towards the water with his bored, wow.

And of course multiple other girls that were at the beach that day, were drooling over him, giggling with their friends as the watched him, her head snapped around as kiara started talking to her about pope, she nodded showing that she was listening as she pulled out the piece of paper and pen with her note book

“What’s that?” Kiara asked leaning back on her arms “homework..?” She said as if she was unsure as she turned over so she was lying on her stomach placing the note book and paper infront of her, still facing the water so she could sneak glances at JJ.

“Me and pope are going on a date today” kiara spoke copying her “cool” she responded as she bit the pen cap thinking of more lyrics.

“You seein’ anyone” kiara spoke distracting her again “no, kie. If I was I’d tell you, remeber?” She chuckled turning back to the paper.

*of all the girls tossing rocks at your window, I’d be the one waiting there even when it’s cold, hey Stephen, boy, you might have me believing that I don’t always have to be alone*

Maybe, he wasn’t real, or maybe she was just dreaming but she swore that he looked angelic the sun beaming down on him, his wet hair hanging over her face as he walked towards the two girls with John B and pope. She quickly turned the note book over.

A smile appeared on his face as he looked at her, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad kissing him in the rain.

“Earth to y/n” he waved his hand infront of her laughing, she shook out of it staring at the space where he was to now beside her, shit, she thought looking up at that gorgeous face.

*cause I can’t help it if you look like an angel, can’t help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so. Come feel this magic I’ve been feeling since I met you, can’t help if there’s no one else.. mmm. I can’t help myself*

“Y/n!” The way he said her name, was beautiful, even the way he walked over the weed catching up to her as she leaned her head back.

The two of them sat in comfortable silence as she leaned her head on his shoulder “why are people always leaving?” JJ spoke sighing leaning his head on hers “I think you and I should stay the same” she muttered blowing the smoke out before handing it back to him.

Even now, he still looked like an angel sent from heaven, he’s quite literally perfect.

*hey Stephen, I could give you fifty reasons why I should be the one you choose, all those other girls while there beautiful but would they write a song for you? … ahah!*

As she walked into her bedroom she noticed that her closet was wide open, with clothes on the floor and a certain box that she kept her ‘song’ in wide open. Her eyebrows furrowed bending down to inspect it more the many photos of her and JJ scattered around it while the bit of folded paper that read ‘JJ’ with a bunch of hearts around it that also held the song she wrote was gone. Gone.

“Shit” she spoke her hands moving faster trying to find it but it being no where in site, shit, shit shit, no, it couldn’t be, this can’t be happening right now.

She stood up bolting into her younger sisters room spotting her on the bed “why were you going through my closet?” She asked leaning against the door “what gave that away” she snickered eyes glued to her phone

“Well maybe the way all my clothes are on the floor and the box that no one is allowed into is wide open and a bit of paper is missing from it” she crossed her arms over her chest watching as her sister looked up “oh!” She smiled “I gave it to JJ” her sister said nonchalantly making her heart drop

“Please, tell me you didn’t do that” she spoke her face flushing “yeah I did, It had his name on it so I found him at the beach told him it was from you” she shrugged looking back down at her phone “Ava!” She yelled “why do you think I keep it in a box in my closet?!” She spoke her sister looking surprised “no one is meant to see it!” She spoke her hands going straight to her hair.

“Holy shit what the fuck am I gonna do” she panicked as her sister stood from her bed “go get it back from him I’m sure he hasn’t even read it, when I left he was putting it in his bag” Ava shrugged before leaving the room.

She took a deep breath before leaving her house making her way down to the beach where JJ was as she reached she noticed his bag sitting beside John b’s she looked out noticing he was still surfing scoffing as she saw girls looking at him.

She turned round bending down searching through his bag, “shit, where is it” she mumbled her hand searching the inside contents “fuck!” She sighed in defeat

She had no clue where he had hid it as she went to get up from the bag water droplets fell on her back, she froze “lookin’ for this?” She turned round noticing the folded piece of paper in his hands a smirk on his face.

“Sorry, Jay, my sister-.” He cut her off “do you mean it?” He spoke “do I mean what?” She raised her brows “I look like a ‘angel’, I’m ‘beautful’ and I’m perfect for you?” He spoke unfolding the crinkled paper “I.. uh” she froze again “no?” She spoke unsure

“Cuz’ never would I have imagined someone writing a song about me.” He spoke placing his board down “ ‘specially the girl I like” he scratched his head her stomach fluttered “and no they wouldn’t”

“What?” She raised her brows confused as he took a step closer “they wouldn’t write a song for me” he chuckled cupping her face before pressing his lips to hers.

*mhhh. I cant help myself*

Mary’s song ( oh my my my )

Pairing - JJ Maybank x fem! Reader

Summary; JJ and the reader’s relationship based on the song “Mary’s song (oh my my my)”

Warnings - smoking, kissing.

She said, I was seven and you were nine. I looked at you like the stars that shine in the sky, the pretty lights.

The sun had set, and the two kids sat side by side staring into the water as it glimmered against the moonlight, her head turned looking at the blonde-headed boy she called her best friend.

He shined, like the stars. She thought as she admired how pretty he was, although the two had no clue what the hell love was or hormones yet. She felt funny.

She wondered if he saw her like that, and if he felt funny whenever he looked at her. All she saw was stars when she looked into the blue eyed boy.

And our daddies used to joke about the two of us growing up and falling in love and our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes and said oh my my my

Although her family were kooks they were the most loving people ever. Excepting her and her little friend JJ Maybank she had met at the park, and she beg beg and beg her parents to let her go to the same school as him.

One Friday evening after pre-school, the four sets of parents had invited the Maybanks round for a dinner, obviously Before everything had happened with JJ’s mom passing away and his father becoming an asshole.

The two of the kids had ran off somewhere, carrying on just like kids do, when the two dads had spoke up. “They’re gonna realise their love for each other I bet you!” Y/n’s father said “he’s the only one I’d accept and trust with my daughter” he smiled at the Maybank family. 

“Very funny” her mother laughed making the mom’s roll their eyes at the two dads “it’s true! The two of them will, I bet” Luke spoke agreeing with her dad making the women roll their eyes again laughing at the men.

“Not gonna lie, I kinda see it happening aswell” JJ’s mom turned to look at y/n’s mom as the dads were off in a separate conversation “don’t tell them, but same” the women laughed watching the kids from a distance.

Take me back to the house in the back yard tree. Said you beat me up you were bigger than me, you never did, take me back to when our world was one block wide. I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried. Just two kids you and I, oh my my my.

The house up in the tree that her dad had build, not too long ago for her 11th birthday was also a gift for JJ, since the two would spend most time up there, playing video games or just chilling whatever kids do.

The two were currently playing a video games nudging each other as they were completing with each other “I’ll beat you up!” He yelled a laugh coming along with the comment, “you wouldn’t dare!” She yelled back nudging him again. She was right he would never dare to touch his precious y/n y/l/n.

Now the two currently sat playing truth or dare after she bet him in the video game the two were playing “truth or dare, Jay” she said leaning on the bean bag “dare” he said copying her actions.

She sat in thought for a couple seconds as an idea had popped into her head “I dare you to kiss me!” She said before bolting out of the tree house, Him hot on her tail as he chased her around the yard laughing out loud when she almost tripped over her bike that way laying next to his.

Well, I was sixteen when suddenly I wasn’t that little girl you used to see. But your eyes still shined like pretty lights

No longer the little kids the two of them intended to be, at her sweet sixteenth birthday party, y/n and JJ had snuck away down to the beach to relive some old memories, it was dark as the two snuck down “crazy how we’re not kids anymore” she sadly smiled and sat down after placing a towel down to not ruin her dress.

“I know, least I got to spend the years with you huh” he said. Now, the two teenagers had turned into hormonal snot nosed teenagers, that smoked and drank against her parents wishes.

JJ had turned into, the islands heart throb, with girls. Y/n hated it, she hated all the attention he got, she missed when she was just hers and no one else’s.

As for y/n she had turned into a respectful young woman, but her and JJ were at different ends of the social spectrum but the still hung out when the could, obviously they had made more friends like now the two of them were Pogues, hung out with John B, pope, and kiara, ( who was another kook, like her ). Pope and kiara were the only ones who hung with her at school, but John B and JJ had their own friends.

But it was fine, she still loved JJ the same and maybe even more, and maybe just maybe he felt the same way about her.

“Remember that time you dared me to kiss you? And then you ran when I tried?” He said lighting the blunt that was already in his mouth “huh?” She raised her brows, of course she remembered, how could she forget? “We were playing truth or dare and you dared me to kiss you and then you like bolted away from me when I tried” he said handing her the blunt.

“Oh shit” she laughed “i do” she chuckled again leaning down on the towel “y’know” he paused taking the joint back “I would’ve done it if you would of let me” he copied her action leaning on of his side facing her “dude, we were what? Nine?” She shook her head “I’m surprised you even came tonight” she sighed

“What’d you mean” he said as the girl turned around on her side facing the boy “wouldn’t miss my favourite girls birthday over anything” he said reaching out and brushing a strand of hair that had fell out of place, behind her ear.

“Wanna play truth or dare?” He asked sitting up in a upright position “sure” she copied him “okay you go” she said “truth or dare birthday girl” the girl thought for a second before answering

“Dare” she sat back the boy copied her actions from when she was nine before he repeated her answer from that exact day.

“I dare you to… kiss Me” he trailed making the girls eyes go wild “what?” She chuckled awkwardly “I dare you to kiss me” he shrugged a smirk appearing on his face “if you insist” he smiled at her as he leaned forward puckering his lips up for her.

She took a breathy laughed before pressing her lips against his.

And our daddies used to joke about the two of us, they’d never believed we’d really fall in love, and our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes and said oh my my my

And yet they did bet on it, but they didn’t think it would become reality, as y/n told her father about her and JJ becoming a thing. Her dad had grinned high-fiving her mother with a grin making the woman roll her eyes.

JJ’s mother had passed, making it extra tough on JJ, but her family still accepted the boy, even though JJ’s father was now an asshole and bet the boy up repeatedly.

But y/n would welcome him with open arms and patch up back into one piece, and she was lucky enough to have parents that let boys sleep in her bedroom.

Take me back to the time, we had our very first fight slamming doors instead of kissing goodnight you stayed outside till the morning light.. oh my my my

No one ever expects it but it happens, some girl was flirting with JJ at a party while he was getting himself and y/n another drink, and yet he didn’t do anything it look like he was and y/n was mad.

“Why did you not just tell her to fuck off JJ!” She yelled as John B, Sarah, Kie and pope sat on the couch awkwardly glancing between the couple and themselves

“I don’t flirt with every girl I talk to y/n!” He yelled back “and she didn’t know I have a girlfriend!” He spat “you could’ve of told her, it’s so simple “oh by the way I have a girlfriend that I love so much and care deeply about” see that easy” she yelled

“She just wanted a drink y/n!” He explained angrily “yeah! Sure! That was totally the only thing on her mind when she was touching up all over you!” She yelled before slamming the door behind her after leaving the chateau.

It was around 4am when she heard light taps on her windows as she rolled her eyes knowing it was JJ, she turned her TV’s volume up ignoring the boy who just wanted her attention.

A few years had gone and come around we were sitting at our favourite spot in town, and you looked at me got down on one knee.

The beach was always pretty during sunset, the couple were now both 23 and had moved out of outer banks, only back to visit her parents for a couple days during the summer.

The girl had been caught up in the pretty sunset as they were sitting on one of the fold up chairs her parents had in the garage, she hadn’t noticed JJ looking at her with such love and affection in his eyes, but she had noticed the strange feeling that someone was stairing at her burning holes into the side of her face.

“What..?” She said a smile appearing on her face as she turned around to look at her boyfriend “nothing” he said getting up from the seat and bending down on one knee “y/l/n” he paused “I’ have loved you ever since I met you. And I’m extremely lucky to have such an amazing, gorgeous and incredible girl in my life.. so will you marry me?” He said tears prickling in her eyes as he spoke.

“Yes, yes, yes!” She smiled as she stood up as he copied her actions engulfing her in a hug and placing a light kiss on her lips.

Take me back to the time, when I walked down the aisle, the whole time came and my mama cried you said I do and I did too

The time had come for the couple to get married, the long white dress trailed behind her as she slowly walked down the aisle after Kiara and Sarah. Everyone’s eyes on her as she made her way towards JJ, his eyes glassy as she stood across from the boy.

The vows, came and this was it “do you.. JJ Maybank take thee y/n y/l/n to be your lawfully wedded wife?” He said as JJ nodded “I do” he said wiping a quick tear away “and do you y/n y/l/n take thee JJ Maybank to be your lawfully wedded husband?” a smile appeared on her face “I do” she smiled as the family and friends cheered a smile appearing on her face as JJ left the room with her bridal style.

I’ll be eighty seven; you’ll be eighty nine I’ll still look at you like the stars that shine in the sky.. oh my my my