No Because Cas Was Seriously Onto Something With His Whole Speech Like Dean IS The Most Caring Man On

no because cas was seriously onto something with his whole speech like dean IS the most caring man on earth and the most selfless loving human being and knowing him has changed me too

the only responsible thing to tweet during this time

[Image ID: The Destiel confession meme edited so that Dean answers 'I, Jensen Ackles, am desperately trying to hold back my look of admiration, not a homophobic slur. I am having flashbacks to all of Cas' scenes.' to Cas' 'I love you'. /End ID]

cockles panel bingo card. jackles horse laugh. jackles talking about misha's performance in 15x18. misha talked about them posing shirtless for a poster together for his personal use. misha gummy smile. intense eye contact. BIG GUY.

I’m fine. Totally fine.

Having watched the spnoh panels, there are two things that visibly for reals seemed to bother Jensen (no, Misha’s jokes aren’t one of them, that was all light-hearted ribbing, all around). One is the “dance monkey dance” effect. Jensen used that on his panel with Jeff and with Misha, and the demands of some of the audience to perform a certain way, combined with what are objectively some not that relevant questions that a few times, seemed to leave the actors baffled how to respond, and Jensen, rightly I think, was feeling worn down by it. Misha seemed very same page with Jensen.

Actors are human beings. Not toys.

The other thing was Misha’s self-effacing tendencies. After Misha answered the question about a scene they were particularly proud of filming with a retread of a funny old story about his inability to throw a punch in S9, Jensen took off his hat, rubbed his hand over his face, laughed in an exasperated way, and then took charge and launched a soliloquy praising Misha for Cas’s 15.18 speech and exposing his heart about his Cas feelings, Misha feelings, Cas and Misha feelings, and openly admiring Misha’s acting abilities. Misha sat stone still during this. He was trapped. He had to sit there and listen. And then seemed genuinely overwhelmed and touched and instead of making another snarky joke he thanked Jensen very sincerely. Pray4Jensen. Misha, pls have mercy on your friend, who thinks you’re great and thinks you deserve better than what you think you deserve for yourself.