Its 2 Am Where I Am And I Started Sleepily Writing For The Next Chapter Of Eating Alone.

its 2 am where i am and i started sleepily writing for the next chapter of eating alone.

just so you guys know, my first thought was: i hope i make someome cry. tomorrow im going to wake up and probably wonder what the fuck i was thinking.

there you go tomorrow brain

I’ve been thinking about idly streaming for a while, but they would all be games where I’ve already played them and then lamely did research on genre writing for the game beforehand. I’m not sure I’m going to do this yet, seems a bit of a commitment when I’m trying not to drown in school, but the end of the semester is approaching and a month would be plenty of time to get started on research for multiple games. I’m wondering if anyone would be interested and am open to suggestions.

Mafia: Definitive Edition (probably whole series) and looking into different eras of mobster movies.

L.A. Noire and obviously noire cinema

Life is Strange (in preparation for life is strange two) and certain kinds of “serious ya”/teen movies that deal with more mature themes (I want an excuse to watch the Heathers and Firewalk with me okay?)

Mass Effect when the definitive edition comes out and sci-if (specifically military sci-fi)

What Remains of Edith Finch. I’m not sure what genre I’d be looking into but I like this game and want to talk about grieving and death and trauma. Family tragedy.

Accompanying the former will be Gris

Far From Noise; probably will be the first one I play bc I don’t intend to do a lot of research. This is just such a good game and I’m not sure I can do it justice by talking about existentialism, therapy, etc

Firewalk and cinema with themes for middle aged adults as well as nature~

Dark Picture Anthology and horror movie influences. I may or may not rant about Little Hope and my love hate relationship with the game bc I like ALL of the premise but none of the execution and I have OPINIONS on how it could have been done better and been roughly the same game

I’m sure there are more but this is what I’m sitting with. Let me know (if anyone actually reads this) what kind of stuff you’d be interested in (if this seems interesting) and if there are any influences in the ones already mentioned that could be beneficial to examine

I don’t know why several people I have seen playing Mafia DE make comments about Tommy being a bad liar. He isn’t.

Remember that he lied to people on multiple occasions, including Don Salieri, and no one called him on it. Are you going to tell me that Tommy telling the Don that the Collettis are dead wasn’t one of the riskiest lies he could have told (considering that Salieri had to be looking for the rat at the point).

Tommy is only a bad liar to Sarah (one would hope so; she’s his wife). She’s seen him at his most vulnerable times, so he knows she’ll see through him. Thus, he increases compensating behavior to appear casual. It doesn’t help that he’s convinced they are in danger now and is anxious/scared for the lives of those he cares for. I’m pointing out the beginning of the Death of Art because that’s the scene where most people start declaring it.

Tommy seems pretty capable the occasional times he manipulates/threatens people (even Det. Norman), but is also utterly useless at flirting with Sarah. She exposes his squishy inner bits that are still convinced he’s just a normal guy and a cabbie and I love it.

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Me: *opens up my steam planning to adjust what games are in my computer again*

Steam: downloading disco elysium final cut

Me:

Me:

Me: sorry studying tomorrow’s exam will have to wait. I have better things to do.

Sorry for the lack of update on eating alone. I know it’s been a few weeks. I’ve just not being doing well headspace wise (I am receiving help, it’s just not fixing stuff; you know how it is) and I am also overwhelmed by school now that it’s finals season. I promise I’ll get back to it