Our Story: Chan And Jisung's Story

Our story: Chan and Jisung's story

Pairing: Chan x Jisung (skz)

WC: 4406

Warnings: Mentions of anxiety, anxiety attack, language, making out. Hogwarts au

Blurb: Chan didn't think about boys, nor did he think about things such as kissing boys. That is, until, Han Jisung came into the picture.

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All throughout Chan's life he had been taught to be a good boy. He grew up in a slightly sheltered home because he had more conservative parents. "remember to greet people when you enter a room" "shake their hand and if your hosting, offer them a drink" Chan's father had taught him most of his social skills whereas Chan's mother taught him other skills. "Math won't be the most important thing ever because your a wizard however, you should still know how to count numbers and add them together" "focus on your studies and your future, don't worry about other things"

Don't worry about other things.

For the most part that was easy, it was easy for Chan to be a good boy. It was easy for Chan to focus on his future and not worry about silly things such as love because he had nothing to distract him.

Except for his slightly less mannered friend Felix, who Chan frequently contemplated as to why he was friends with in the first place. "Because I'm one of the only few who don't make fun of the fact that you live a boring life" Felix would always retort with, and Chan had to admit he was right.

Chan thought he had his life together, thought he had everything under control, thought that he could make it through the year with no hiccups.

That is, until, he locked eyes with a mysterious boy and from that very moment things would never be the same. For now Chan only had one thing on his mind; who is this mysterious Hufflepuff and why does he make my heart flutter so?

"Who is that?" Chan leaned into Felix, and whispered in his ear.

"Who are you talking about?" Felix retorted, a confused look on his face.

"Over by the door, that Hufflepuff!" Chan tried his best not to point so he did it with his eyes.

Over by the door, stood a boy talking to 2 other boys from Ravenclaw. He leaned against the wall and laughed at whatever the Ravenclaws just said.

"Oh him! I think his name is Jisung? I don't know his last name though I haven't spoken to him much, why do you ask?"

"Oh no reason, just wondering" Chan trailed off, and he found himself staring at Jisung again. His eyes would light up and he would open his mouth so wide when he laughs, it was a beautiful sight in Chan's mind.

Jisung must have noticed, because when the Ravenclaws left he smiled awkwardly at Chan and waved; in a way that said "um hi, why are you staring at me?"

Chan shook his head furiously, willing all these new thoughts to go away. Since when did Chan think about boys? since when did Chan suddenly decide that he was gay for one thing? He needed to be alone for a while to gather his thoughts so that he could figure things out. Chan sighed, finishing the last of his apple before standing up; "I'll catch you later Lixie" he said before walking out of the dining hall.

Jisung was a special person, while he could be happy and had plenty of social skills, a lot of things freaked him out. Being up in high places freaked him out, certain social settings freaked him out, that one time he was cornered in a bathroom and beaten to a pulp for hanging out with a girl one of them liked freaked him out.

At least he always had his best friend Jeongin by his side, he was always there to calm him down from a panic attack or comfort him when he was sad even if for no reason, and was just a really chill person to hang out with. Jeongin understood Jisung and never judged him, not even once.

Jisung was known to be quite loud, despite his anxiety holding him back in certain areas. His therapist thought it was a good idea to channel it into sports so that's how he became one of the Hufflepuff beaters.

"And so I was like who the fuck do you think you are climbing in through our window" Seungmin re-told, mid-bite of a ginger cookie.

"You should have seen his face, looked like he was about to shit himself" Yeosang commented with a laugh which caused Jisung to laugh too, however, he stopped when he saw from the corner of his eye that someone was looking at him.

Why is someone looking at me? do I have something on my face? am I just ugly? Jisung didn't like it when people looked at him, it made him wanna question everything.

"Jisung, you ok?" Seungmin noticed that he looked away in the clouds, and Yeosang placed a comforting hand on his shoulder.

"Oh yeah I'm fine, sorry what were you saying?"

"It's ok I was finished anyway, I actually have to meet my baby boy Innie so bye!" Seungmin and Yeosang went on their merry way, however, Chan was still looking at him. This caused Jisung to just smile awkwardly and wave at him, hoping that he might stop. Seungmin and Jeongin bumped into each other at last years Yu ball and have basically been a couple ever since.

Later that night while in his common room with Jeongin playing chess Jisung just couldn't stop himself from asking; "what do you know about Bang Chan?"

"Bang Chan? why do you wanna know about him plus I don't know much except for he's always hanging out with that Felix guy and sometimes Hongjoong from a year below us" Jeongin explained before making his move, "by the way, I just won."

"ugh you always win because my mind is always elsewhere. Chan just kept looking at me this morning, it creeped me out."

Jeongin frowned at this, saddened by Jisung's words. Don't people know it's rude to stare! he knew that this would not go down well in the long run but he just chose to respond with a response that had a positive tone.

"Maybe he likes you, people tend to stare if they like you, Seungmin once told me that.”

"Why Bang Chan though, since when am I so interesting?"

"Who knows, just don't think on it too much or you'll give yourself a headache. Another round?"

"Nah I'm getting tired I'm just gonna go to bed, see you in the morning."

The next few days went by pretty smoothly for Jisung, he would go to class then hang out with Jeongin once classes were over and it was safe to say that a certain someone hadn't been on his mind.

The same couldn't be said for Chan however, the next few days for him were anything but smooth! Any time Jisung walked past or he thought about Jisung or Jisung smiled in his direction even if not directed to him; Chan could feel himself slowly turning to goo.

It was getting harder to focus on the upcoming owls when all Chan wanted to do was be with Jisung!

"Now remember for your owls next week you will have to produce 2 potions without any help from me- oh dear" the professor stopped herself, then turned her head to Chan.

"Chan, do you mind taking over for a minute your so good at that. I'm just going to head to the loo" and with that, she walked out of the room leaving Chan to fend for himself.

"Look at goody too shoes Chan always taking over" Miho teased from behind and before Chan himself could respond Felix stepped in.

"Shut the fuck up Minho!"

"Ooooh your boyfriend here is trying to save you."

"Would you knock it off already?"

"Minho for the love of God" Changbin one of his friends added.

"What?"

"Not today."

"ugh your such a buzz kill."

"Thank you Changbin" Felix for some reason found himself saying to a Slytherin.

"I did not do it for you freckles" and there it was, the reason Felix took a double-take when saying thanks to one.

"My name is Felix, not freckles!"

"Ok so as the professor was saying you must make 2 potions and the only help you get is the recipe itself. As for the theory portion, you will be asked questions related to potion making, and you must answer them to the best of your ability" Chan read from the sheet of paper until the professor came back.

Later that day Chan found himself sitting by the river, a book in hand and just enjoying the sounds of nature. Chan often comes here when he wants to be alone or when (even though he loves Felix to death) Felix becomes too much.

It's just so peaceful and calming, it lets Chan's mind rest for a moment and gives him the self-recuperation he needs to go back to the real world.

The book Chan currently holds is a notebook, where he is writing down his thoughts. Some things he writes are about his troubles, or his concerns, even concerns for his friends, or life goals. Some things however are about Jisung, the way his nose scrunches up when he laughs or how he goes from cute to sexy by just deciding to have his hair swept back that day.

Speaking of the devil, the river is also a place that Jisung frequently visits, and for similar reasons that Chan visits.

Jisung comes to the river when he too wants to be alone, it's almost like a safe space for him, besides the warmth of Jeongin's arms though. When Jisung's anxiety gets too much or just the world gets too much he will come to the river so that he can simply breathe and be.

It's unusual how the 2 wizards have never run into each other, they must visit on different days or sit at opposite ends. Not very many people come to the river, and when people do it's always quiet. Like an unspoken rule that to visit the river you must be quiet, this is a quiet place for quiet people who just want to escape for a minute.

As Jisung plonks himself down on the grass, he takes a deep, steadying breath and tilts his head back to bask in the sun, it had been a long day for Jisung where things just kept going wrong. Like don't even get Jisung started on how bad he feels for spilling his juice on Jeongin's shirt during breakfast, and that was only the beginning of his bad day. Chan thought that this was finally time to make his move, no one was around to watch or judge him.

"So you come to the river too?" Chan asked while putting his book down.

The sudden noise startled Jisung, who moved his head so fast to find out who disturbed his moment. "Hmm, very much so" he replied after locking eyes with Chan. They weren't sitting too far apart, just far enough to have their own space.

"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable the other day, it wasn't my intention to do so" Chan apologized and lowered his head in shame.

"Oh no that's ok I'm over that anyway. I tend to be a little oversensitive because of my anxiety" Jisung explained, it wasn't something he bragged about but wasn't something he lied about either. "I come here when it all becomes too much, nature can be so relaxing."

"Yeah I come for similar reasons, sometimes you just need a break you know?"

"I definitely feel you, I'm guessing you came here after that day Minho gave you grief in potions?"

"Ah yeah he can be annoying."

"Does he target you like that often?"

"Hmm not often, and I don't think I'm the only one. He's just a Slytherin you know? that in itself should answer everything."

"yes so true." Just like that, they were laughing. Belly aching, eyes watering and rolling around laughing. The both of them thought to themselves; when was the last time I laughed like this?

"Speaking of Slytherins, my best friend Felix apparently likes one."

"NO FUCKING WAY!"

Chan and Jisung spent the better part of the afternoon getting to know each other and telling each other crazy stories about their friends. They laughed and talked for hours, every other care in the world be dammed. Maybe Jisung had been wrong about the type of person Chan was? and Chan was so proud of himself for making his move, Jisung was all he could have hoped for and more.

The sun was starting to settle, and a cool chill replaced the warmth. Jisung rubbed his arms without knowing when the change hit. "I think it's getting a bit late, I think dinner will be served soon. I should get going" Jisung frowned and stood up, he had just had the chat of his life and really didn't wanna go but could no longer ignore the rumble in his stomach that told him he was hungry.

"Yeah I should wash up too, and Felix is most likely wondering where his best friend is" Chan stood up too but he couldn't leave without a proper goodbye.

Just as Chan was about to continue, Jisung cut in and they both spoke at the same time; "do you wanna meet here again tomorrow?"

This caused them to laugh again, but both were glad that the other was thinking the same. "yeah sure, same time?"

Jisung leaned in, and Chan's eyes widened. keep calm keep calm. It wasn't anything to fuss over as Jisung only leaned in to give Chan a hug. "Goodbye Chan" and off Jisung went on his merry way.

"UGH I hate everything" Felix stated as he sat down for dinner, it was Mexican night.

There were 10 different nights that always rotated so that there was always a variety at dinner. Thai, Mexican, Japanese, Korean, Italian, Vietnamese, Greek, Indian, Chinese, and English.

"What's going on?" Chan turned to his friend with worry, Hongjoong also looked over from the distress coming from Felix.

"Hyunjin and I are having problems" Felix huffed, playing with his food but not really eating it.

"I hate to say it but that's what you get for fooling around with a Slytherin" Hongjoong cut in, then added "there a snake for a reason you know."

"But it wasn't just fooling around to me! I really liked him!" Felix's lips wobbled, it made Chan want to march right over to Hwang Hyunjin and punch some sense into him. Instead Chan chose a different path, one that wouldn't land him in detention.

"What happened Lixie" Chan asked and took his hands in his, Felix squeezed tightly so that he wouldn't cry in front of everyone.

"I saw him making out with Lee Minhyuk, the guy who wears the fake nails." Chan and Hongjoong both gasped at this.

"And...?" Hongjoong pressed on.

"And I confronted him about it, he acted like it was fine because we never discussed monogamy"

Chan contemplated for a moment; I can not believe I'm about to say this, but it is Felix's happiness on the line.

"If you really like him then don't give up just yet, and if he really likes you then he will apologize" Chan cringed while saying that, while Felix most of the time made the right decision he always made questionable ones when he came to men.

"I don't think I'm in the mood to eat" Felix wiped his eyes when a few silent tears fell, the squeezing really helped.

"Come on Lix just a few mouthfuls? we have a quidditch game tomorrow" Chan tried to coax, Felix needed to be at his best if they had any chance of winning.

"Who are we versing again?"

"Hufflepuff."

The game went smoothly, the weather was nice and no one got injured, however it was Hufflepuff that took home the win. The Gryffindor team were a little bummed but it didn't stop them from getting fired up for their next game. Hufflepuff were rewarded with a free dinner at the 3 broomsticks for their win, where they celebrated big.

Chan was walking back to his dorm when on his way he ran into Hyunjin; Minho and Changbin were tagged along. For some reason seeing Hyunjin looking so dam OK made his blood boil.

"Hwang Hyunjin!" Chan called, gaining the attention of all 3 Slytherins. Changbin gave Hyunjin a look while Minho snickered.

"I'll see you bitches back at the dorm" Hyunjin shoed off his friends then walked right up to Chan.

"Well if it isn't the Bang Chan" Hyunjin had a smirk on his face.

"I want to speak with you" Chan seethed through his teeth, trying his best to stay calm and not hit him.

"Pray do tell Bang Chan, speak."

"You really hurt Felix with what you did you know, he was so close to tears during dinner yesterday."

"Look, I had no idea he felt that way, I thought it was just a fling."

"Do you even like Felix?"

"Of course I like Felix, he's so adorable and innocent."

"Well then you better make this right, I don't wanna have another conversation like this."

"You don't scare me, Bang Chan!"

Jisung again found himself at the river around the same time Chan was, granted they planned to meet up this time. They talked again for hours, getting to know each other even more if that was possible. Jeongin couldn't wait for Jisung to shut up and go to sleep the other night after babbling for ages about "how amazing Bang Chan is."

"Ok, my turn, what's your favorite muggle movie?" Jisung asked.

"I think it would have to be Deadpool, I really like this guy named Ryan Reynolds" Chan answered without hesitation. "Oh, I have a good one! Do you like the house you were placed in?"

Jisung paused for a moment, wasn't expecting to be asked something so deep, but the answer came to him right away. "Of course! I wouldn't have met Innie otherwise, I honestly don't know where I would be without him."

The day got the best of them again and before they knew it, it was dark once more and they were parting, since you had to sit at your specific house table during dinner. The headmaster didn't care where you sat for breakfast or lunch but dinner was the time he gave out announcements and wanted to speak to the school as a whole.

Everything was going well for Jisung, well he thought it was going well until he woke up with a killer headache and just felt so anxious and jumpy the whole day. It all came to a halt when Minho was in one of his troublesome moods and wanted to play a trick on Jisung by making the floor soapy so that he would fall over. While Minho and his friends started laughing Jisung just burst into tears and was even hyperventilating a little.

Luckily Chan saw this and ran straight over to him. "JISUNG" he cried and sat down next to him, not caring if the floor was wet, he could just cast a spell to make it all dry anyway.

"Hyung, I- Can't do-"

"Shh Sungie shh, don't focus on anything else right now except for breathing" Chan had pulled Jisung into his arms, slowly rocking them back and forth.

"No I can't-" everything was too tight, his head felt like it was going to explode. "it hurts."

"Yes you can baby, breathe in for 4 out for 4" Chan over-exaggerated his breaths so that Jisung would follow them. It took a few minutes, but eventually, Jisung did calm down. His breathing had evened, his sobs reduced to sniffles and his headache lessened (thanks to a wordless spell Chan cast to make the pain stop.)

"Thank you Hyung" Jisung whispered and looked up to face him. In this moment the world stopped, and there was only Jisung. There was no Jeongin crazily searching for the whereabouts of his best friend, there was no Minho and his friends running away in fear of being caught, there was only Jisung.

Chan leaned in, Jisung closed his eyes, and their lips met. So soft and warm Jisung leaned in even further to deepen the kiss, Chan's hands landed on the back of Jisung's neck lightly stroking.

They stayed like this for a couple of moments, basking in each other's scent and eyes widening when tongues touched, swirling around, tasting.

They were broken apart by a very loud Jeongin calling out for his best friend.

"Oh thank god! are you ok does anything hurt?" Jeongin sat down and took Jisungs hands in his. Word must travel fast about a student having a breakdown.

"I'm ok Innie don't worry" Jisung smiled tiredly, anxiety attacks always made him tired.

Jeongin wasn't too sure so he looked to Chan for reassurance.

"He's ok Jeongin, I've got him" Chan reassured as if he read his mind and leaned down to kiss his forehead.

"Please don't scare me like that again you asshole" Jeongin lightly smacked Jisung's arm, which made them all laugh a little. Jeongin left once he knew that Jisung was in capable hands.

"Chan, I'm feeling tired, will you please take me to bed?" Jiusng yawned, the drowsiness settling in.

"Only if you promise to be my boyfriend?" Chan asked back with a wink.

"Are you kidding, what took you so long" Jisung leaned in for one last kiss, savoring every last drop of Chan before he got too tired to respond.

The yearly Yu ball was coming up, which meant fancy food and fancy clothes, and fancy music. If you were nominated for King or Queen then it was customary for them and their dates to participate in a waltz. The band Day6 was hired to play the ball after the formal part was over, many girls could be heard gushing over them.

The announcements for King and Queen nominations happened during herbology class.

"Sorry for the disturbance students and staff this won't take long. The nominations for Yu ball Queen are; Kim Soojin, Jung Mina, and Ying Taehee. The nominations for Yu ball King are; Hwang Hyunjin, Kang Yeosang, and Han Jisung. Thank you and have a blessed day."

The river had slowly turned into Chan and Jisung's special place, with the word out that the 2 were dating everyone gave them looks and it seemed that the river was the only place they didn't get looks.

Chan sat against a tree while Jisung laid across his lap, the sounds of birds chirping and Chan softly massaging Jisung's head were the only sounds that could be heard.

"Oh that's so good" Jisung closed his eyes and breathed deeply a few times, he didn't like being looked at and Chan knew this which is why he always tried his best to keep his boyfriend calm even if wordlessly.

"That's good baby, glad you feel good" Chan praised but continued his actions.

"Do you want to go to the Yu ball with me?" Jisung asked after a few minutes of blissful silence. He sat up to look at Chan in the eyes.

"Aw baby! nothing would make me happier" Chan smiled and leaned in to capture Jisung's lips in a sweet kiss, but it wasn't sweet for long as Chan decided to try something a little extra.

Chan flipped them over onto the grass after making sure that no one was around to see. Chan's kisses went a little lower onto Jisung's neck and he stayed there for a while.

"Chan! oh please!" Jisung moaned out when he started sucking, a red mark was surly to form from this. Jisung wasn't even sure what he was asking for, he just wanted more.

"Mmh Sungie, you taste so sweet" Chan mumbled once back onto his lips, kissing like their lives depend on it.

Jisung was a bit anxious leading up to the Yu ball since he didn't like attention on him, he kept wondering why he was even nominated for King so Chan had to keep reminding him that he was a very handsome man and that's why he was nominated.

The night rolled around in true style, men dressed in fancy suits and women dressed in fancy dresses. Hyunjin had finally stopped being such an ass and asked Felix to be his date, to which Felix sobbed into Chan's arms about later, crying happy tears because Hyunjin liked him again. Jeongin was obviously going with Seungmin, and Minho was apparently going with Changbin.

"Welcome everyone, please take your seats while the king and queen nominees along with their dates partake in the traditional waltz dance, I encourage you to applaud upon their entrance."

"Baby you look stunning" Chan was almost at a loss for words, seeing his beautiful boyfriend all dolled up like this.

"So do you handsome, now let's get this shitty first bit out of the way hmm?" a quick peck on the lips was all they could get in before the big doors opened and they were ushered inside.

Music started, signaling the start of the dance. Thankfully both Jisung and Chan were able to make it through the whole time without missing a beat, just smiling at each other and basking in their presence.

"Now while Day6 set up, I shall announce this year's Yu ball King and Queen" an envelope was opened, eyes were wide with anticipation. "This year's Yu ball Queen is; Ying Taehee!" the crowd went wild as she walked up to claim her crown. "and the Yu ball King is; Han Jisung!"

The crowd went wild again, but for Chan and Jisung the world stopped. "Oh my god baby you won" Chan ushered for Jisung to get his crown, but he followed right after so that he could passionately kiss his boyfriend while wearing the crown, he didn't care who saw it.

"I think I'm in love with you" Chan breathed once he pulled away. His heart was pounding, flooding with so many emotions that he prayed Jisung was also feeling. Jisung's eyes filled with tears, his heart also pounding.

"Oh I love you so much" Jisung cried and kissed him again. For there was a world outside, yet neither cared. Soft and warm lips, a little wet with Jisungs happy tears collided once more and they knew that this is where they belonged, together wrapped in each other's arms with the promise of never letting go.

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