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I miss you. I miss our talks. I miss the way you smiled at me when I say something corny. I miss hearing about your day. I even miss the arguments we get in because us communicating through it showed how much we were willing to fight to be together. I know you need to make yourself happy, I know you want independence and time to be you by yourself. And I refuse to ever come in the way of you loving yourself! I just hope you know that I will be here when you’re ready. You haven’t lost me. You could never lose me.
Why is it that when the story ends,
we begin to feel all of it?
Our story: Chan and Jisung's story
Pairing: Chan x Jisung (skz)
WC: 4406
Warnings: Mentions of anxiety, anxiety attack, language, making out. Hogwarts au
Blurb: Chan didn't think about boys, nor did he think about things such as kissing boys. That is, until, Han Jisung came into the picture.
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All throughout Chan's life he had been taught to be a good boy. He grew up in a slightly sheltered home because he had more conservative parents. "remember to greet people when you enter a room" "shake their hand and if your hosting, offer them a drink" Chan's father had taught him most of his social skills whereas Chan's mother taught him other skills. "Math won't be the most important thing ever because your a wizard however, you should still know how to count numbers and add them together" "focus on your studies and your future, don't worry about other things"
Don't worry about other things.
For the most part that was easy, it was easy for Chan to be a good boy. It was easy for Chan to focus on his future and not worry about silly things such as love because he had nothing to distract him.
Except for his slightly less mannered friend Felix, who Chan frequently contemplated as to why he was friends with in the first place. "Because I'm one of the only few who don't make fun of the fact that you live a boring life" Felix would always retort with, and Chan had to admit he was right.
Chan thought he had his life together, thought he had everything under control, thought that he could make it through the year with no hiccups.
That is, until, he locked eyes with a mysterious boy and from that very moment things would never be the same. For now Chan only had one thing on his mind; who is this mysterious Hufflepuff and why does he make my heart flutter so?
"Who is that?" Chan leaned into Felix, and whispered in his ear.
"Who are you talking about?" Felix retorted, a confused look on his face.
"Over by the door, that Hufflepuff!" Chan tried his best not to point so he did it with his eyes.
Over by the door, stood a boy talking to 2 other boys from Ravenclaw. He leaned against the wall and laughed at whatever the Ravenclaws just said.
"Oh him! I think his name is Jisung? I don't know his last name though I haven't spoken to him much, why do you ask?"
"Oh no reason, just wondering" Chan trailed off, and he found himself staring at Jisung again. His eyes would light up and he would open his mouth so wide when he laughs, it was a beautiful sight in Chan's mind.
Jisung must have noticed, because when the Ravenclaws left he smiled awkwardly at Chan and waved; in a way that said "um hi, why are you staring at me?"
Chan shook his head furiously, willing all these new thoughts to go away. Since when did Chan think about boys? since when did Chan suddenly decide that he was gay for one thing? He needed to be alone for a while to gather his thoughts so that he could figure things out. Chan sighed, finishing the last of his apple before standing up; "I'll catch you later Lixie" he said before walking out of the dining hall.
Jisung was a special person, while he could be happy and had plenty of social skills, a lot of things freaked him out. Being up in high places freaked him out, certain social settings freaked him out, that one time he was cornered in a bathroom and beaten to a pulp for hanging out with a girl one of them liked freaked him out.
At least he always had his best friend Jeongin by his side, he was always there to calm him down from a panic attack or comfort him when he was sad even if for no reason, and was just a really chill person to hang out with. Jeongin understood Jisung and never judged him, not even once.
Jisung was known to be quite loud, despite his anxiety holding him back in certain areas. His therapist thought it was a good idea to channel it into sports so that's how he became one of the Hufflepuff beaters.
"And so I was like who the fuck do you think you are climbing in through our window" Seungmin re-told, mid-bite of a ginger cookie.
"You should have seen his face, looked like he was about to shit himself" Yeosang commented with a laugh which caused Jisung to laugh too, however, he stopped when he saw from the corner of his eye that someone was looking at him.
Why is someone looking at me? do I have something on my face? am I just ugly? Jisung didn't like it when people looked at him, it made him wanna question everything.
"Jisung, you ok?" Seungmin noticed that he looked away in the clouds, and Yeosang placed a comforting hand on his shoulder.
"Oh yeah I'm fine, sorry what were you saying?"
"It's ok I was finished anyway, I actually have to meet my baby boy Innie so bye!" Seungmin and Yeosang went on their merry way, however, Chan was still looking at him. This caused Jisung to just smile awkwardly and wave at him, hoping that he might stop. Seungmin and Jeongin bumped into each other at last years Yu ball and have basically been a couple ever since.
Later that night while in his common room with Jeongin playing chess Jisung just couldn't stop himself from asking; "what do you know about Bang Chan?"
"Bang Chan? why do you wanna know about him plus I don't know much except for he's always hanging out with that Felix guy and sometimes Hongjoong from a year below us" Jeongin explained before making his move, "by the way, I just won."
"ugh you always win because my mind is always elsewhere. Chan just kept looking at me this morning, it creeped me out."
Jeongin frowned at this, saddened by Jisung's words. Don't people know it's rude to stare! he knew that this would not go down well in the long run but he just chose to respond with a response that had a positive tone.
"Maybe he likes you, people tend to stare if they like you, Seungmin once told me that.”
"Why Bang Chan though, since when am I so interesting?"
"Who knows, just don't think on it too much or you'll give yourself a headache. Another round?"
"Nah I'm getting tired I'm just gonna go to bed, see you in the morning."
The next few days went by pretty smoothly for Jisung, he would go to class then hang out with Jeongin once classes were over and it was safe to say that a certain someone hadn't been on his mind.
The same couldn't be said for Chan however, the next few days for him were anything but smooth! Any time Jisung walked past or he thought about Jisung or Jisung smiled in his direction even if not directed to him; Chan could feel himself slowly turning to goo.
It was getting harder to focus on the upcoming owls when all Chan wanted to do was be with Jisung!
"Now remember for your owls next week you will have to produce 2 potions without any help from me- oh dear" the professor stopped herself, then turned her head to Chan.
"Chan, do you mind taking over for a minute your so good at that. I'm just going to head to the loo" and with that, she walked out of the room leaving Chan to fend for himself.
"Look at goody too shoes Chan always taking over" Miho teased from behind and before Chan himself could respond Felix stepped in.
"Shut the fuck up Minho!"
"Ooooh your boyfriend here is trying to save you."
"Would you knock it off already?"
"Minho for the love of God" Changbin one of his friends added.
"What?"
"Not today."
"ugh your such a buzz kill."
"Thank you Changbin" Felix for some reason found himself saying to a Slytherin.
"I did not do it for you freckles" and there it was, the reason Felix took a double-take when saying thanks to one.
"My name is Felix, not freckles!"
"Ok so as the professor was saying you must make 2 potions and the only help you get is the recipe itself. As for the theory portion, you will be asked questions related to potion making, and you must answer them to the best of your ability" Chan read from the sheet of paper until the professor came back.
Later that day Chan found himself sitting by the river, a book in hand and just enjoying the sounds of nature. Chan often comes here when he wants to be alone or when (even though he loves Felix to death) Felix becomes too much.
It's just so peaceful and calming, it lets Chan's mind rest for a moment and gives him the self-recuperation he needs to go back to the real world.
The book Chan currently holds is a notebook, where he is writing down his thoughts. Some things he writes are about his troubles, or his concerns, even concerns for his friends, or life goals. Some things however are about Jisung, the way his nose scrunches up when he laughs or how he goes from cute to sexy by just deciding to have his hair swept back that day.
Speaking of the devil, the river is also a place that Jisung frequently visits, and for similar reasons that Chan visits.
Jisung comes to the river when he too wants to be alone, it's almost like a safe space for him, besides the warmth of Jeongin's arms though. When Jisung's anxiety gets too much or just the world gets too much he will come to the river so that he can simply breathe and be.
It's unusual how the 2 wizards have never run into each other, they must visit on different days or sit at opposite ends. Not very many people come to the river, and when people do it's always quiet. Like an unspoken rule that to visit the river you must be quiet, this is a quiet place for quiet people who just want to escape for a minute.
As Jisung plonks himself down on the grass, he takes a deep, steadying breath and tilts his head back to bask in the sun, it had been a long day for Jisung where things just kept going wrong. Like don't even get Jisung started on how bad he feels for spilling his juice on Jeongin's shirt during breakfast, and that was only the beginning of his bad day. Chan thought that this was finally time to make his move, no one was around to watch or judge him.
"So you come to the river too?" Chan asked while putting his book down.
The sudden noise startled Jisung, who moved his head so fast to find out who disturbed his moment. "Hmm, very much so" he replied after locking eyes with Chan. They weren't sitting too far apart, just far enough to have their own space.
"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable the other day, it wasn't my intention to do so" Chan apologized and lowered his head in shame.
"Oh no that's ok I'm over that anyway. I tend to be a little oversensitive because of my anxiety" Jisung explained, it wasn't something he bragged about but wasn't something he lied about either. "I come here when it all becomes too much, nature can be so relaxing."
"Yeah I come for similar reasons, sometimes you just need a break you know?"
"I definitely feel you, I'm guessing you came here after that day Minho gave you grief in potions?"
"Ah yeah he can be annoying."
"Does he target you like that often?"
"Hmm not often, and I don't think I'm the only one. He's just a Slytherin you know? that in itself should answer everything."
"yes so true." Just like that, they were laughing. Belly aching, eyes watering and rolling around laughing. The both of them thought to themselves; when was the last time I laughed like this?
"Speaking of Slytherins, my best friend Felix apparently likes one."
"NO FUCKING WAY!"
Chan and Jisung spent the better part of the afternoon getting to know each other and telling each other crazy stories about their friends. They laughed and talked for hours, every other care in the world be dammed. Maybe Jisung had been wrong about the type of person Chan was? and Chan was so proud of himself for making his move, Jisung was all he could have hoped for and more.
The sun was starting to settle, and a cool chill replaced the warmth. Jisung rubbed his arms without knowing when the change hit. "I think it's getting a bit late, I think dinner will be served soon. I should get going" Jisung frowned and stood up, he had just had the chat of his life and really didn't wanna go but could no longer ignore the rumble in his stomach that told him he was hungry.
"Yeah I should wash up too, and Felix is most likely wondering where his best friend is" Chan stood up too but he couldn't leave without a proper goodbye.
Just as Chan was about to continue, Jisung cut in and they both spoke at the same time; "do you wanna meet here again tomorrow?"
This caused them to laugh again, but both were glad that the other was thinking the same. "yeah sure, same time?"
Jisung leaned in, and Chan's eyes widened. keep calm keep calm. It wasn't anything to fuss over as Jisung only leaned in to give Chan a hug. "Goodbye Chan" and off Jisung went on his merry way.
"UGH I hate everything" Felix stated as he sat down for dinner, it was Mexican night.
There were 10 different nights that always rotated so that there was always a variety at dinner. Thai, Mexican, Japanese, Korean, Italian, Vietnamese, Greek, Indian, Chinese, and English.
"What's going on?" Chan turned to his friend with worry, Hongjoong also looked over from the distress coming from Felix.
"Hyunjin and I are having problems" Felix huffed, playing with his food but not really eating it.
"I hate to say it but that's what you get for fooling around with a Slytherin" Hongjoong cut in, then added "there a snake for a reason you know."
"But it wasn't just fooling around to me! I really liked him!" Felix's lips wobbled, it made Chan want to march right over to Hwang Hyunjin and punch some sense into him. Instead Chan chose a different path, one that wouldn't land him in detention.
"What happened Lixie" Chan asked and took his hands in his, Felix squeezed tightly so that he wouldn't cry in front of everyone.
"I saw him making out with Lee Minhyuk, the guy who wears the fake nails." Chan and Hongjoong both gasped at this.
"And...?" Hongjoong pressed on.
"And I confronted him about it, he acted like it was fine because we never discussed monogamy"
Chan contemplated for a moment; I can not believe I'm about to say this, but it is Felix's happiness on the line.
"If you really like him then don't give up just yet, and if he really likes you then he will apologize" Chan cringed while saying that, while Felix most of the time made the right decision he always made questionable ones when he came to men.
"I don't think I'm in the mood to eat" Felix wiped his eyes when a few silent tears fell, the squeezing really helped.
"Come on Lix just a few mouthfuls? we have a quidditch game tomorrow" Chan tried to coax, Felix needed to be at his best if they had any chance of winning.
"Who are we versing again?"
"Hufflepuff."
The game went smoothly, the weather was nice and no one got injured, however it was Hufflepuff that took home the win. The Gryffindor team were a little bummed but it didn't stop them from getting fired up for their next game. Hufflepuff were rewarded with a free dinner at the 3 broomsticks for their win, where they celebrated big.
Chan was walking back to his dorm when on his way he ran into Hyunjin; Minho and Changbin were tagged along. For some reason seeing Hyunjin looking so dam OK made his blood boil.
"Hwang Hyunjin!" Chan called, gaining the attention of all 3 Slytherins. Changbin gave Hyunjin a look while Minho snickered.
"I'll see you bitches back at the dorm" Hyunjin shoed off his friends then walked right up to Chan.
"Well if it isn't the Bang Chan" Hyunjin had a smirk on his face.
"I want to speak with you" Chan seethed through his teeth, trying his best to stay calm and not hit him.
"Pray do tell Bang Chan, speak."
"You really hurt Felix with what you did you know, he was so close to tears during dinner yesterday."
"Look, I had no idea he felt that way, I thought it was just a fling."
"Do you even like Felix?"
"Of course I like Felix, he's so adorable and innocent."
"Well then you better make this right, I don't wanna have another conversation like this."
"You don't scare me, Bang Chan!"
Jisung again found himself at the river around the same time Chan was, granted they planned to meet up this time. They talked again for hours, getting to know each other even more if that was possible. Jeongin couldn't wait for Jisung to shut up and go to sleep the other night after babbling for ages about "how amazing Bang Chan is."
"Ok, my turn, what's your favorite muggle movie?" Jisung asked.
"I think it would have to be Deadpool, I really like this guy named Ryan Reynolds" Chan answered without hesitation. "Oh, I have a good one! Do you like the house you were placed in?"
Jisung paused for a moment, wasn't expecting to be asked something so deep, but the answer came to him right away. "Of course! I wouldn't have met Innie otherwise, I honestly don't know where I would be without him."
The day got the best of them again and before they knew it, it was dark once more and they were parting, since you had to sit at your specific house table during dinner. The headmaster didn't care where you sat for breakfast or lunch but dinner was the time he gave out announcements and wanted to speak to the school as a whole.
Everything was going well for Jisung, well he thought it was going well until he woke up with a killer headache and just felt so anxious and jumpy the whole day. It all came to a halt when Minho was in one of his troublesome moods and wanted to play a trick on Jisung by making the floor soapy so that he would fall over. While Minho and his friends started laughing Jisung just burst into tears and was even hyperventilating a little.
Luckily Chan saw this and ran straight over to him. "JISUNG" he cried and sat down next to him, not caring if the floor was wet, he could just cast a spell to make it all dry anyway.
"Hyung, I- Can't do-"
"Shh Sungie shh, don't focus on anything else right now except for breathing" Chan had pulled Jisung into his arms, slowly rocking them back and forth.
"No I can't-" everything was too tight, his head felt like it was going to explode. "it hurts."
"Yes you can baby, breathe in for 4 out for 4" Chan over-exaggerated his breaths so that Jisung would follow them. It took a few minutes, but eventually, Jisung did calm down. His breathing had evened, his sobs reduced to sniffles and his headache lessened (thanks to a wordless spell Chan cast to make the pain stop.)
"Thank you Hyung" Jisung whispered and looked up to face him. In this moment the world stopped, and there was only Jisung. There was no Jeongin crazily searching for the whereabouts of his best friend, there was no Minho and his friends running away in fear of being caught, there was only Jisung.
Chan leaned in, Jisung closed his eyes, and their lips met. So soft and warm Jisung leaned in even further to deepen the kiss, Chan's hands landed on the back of Jisung's neck lightly stroking.
They stayed like this for a couple of moments, basking in each other's scent and eyes widening when tongues touched, swirling around, tasting.
They were broken apart by a very loud Jeongin calling out for his best friend.
"Oh thank god! are you ok does anything hurt?" Jeongin sat down and took Jisungs hands in his. Word must travel fast about a student having a breakdown.
"I'm ok Innie don't worry" Jisung smiled tiredly, anxiety attacks always made him tired.
Jeongin wasn't too sure so he looked to Chan for reassurance.
"He's ok Jeongin, I've got him" Chan reassured as if he read his mind and leaned down to kiss his forehead.
"Please don't scare me like that again you asshole" Jeongin lightly smacked Jisung's arm, which made them all laugh a little. Jeongin left once he knew that Jisung was in capable hands.
"Chan, I'm feeling tired, will you please take me to bed?" Jiusng yawned, the drowsiness settling in.
"Only if you promise to be my boyfriend?" Chan asked back with a wink.
"Are you kidding, what took you so long" Jisung leaned in for one last kiss, savoring every last drop of Chan before he got too tired to respond.
The yearly Yu ball was coming up, which meant fancy food and fancy clothes, and fancy music. If you were nominated for King or Queen then it was customary for them and their dates to participate in a waltz. The band Day6 was hired to play the ball after the formal part was over, many girls could be heard gushing over them.
The announcements for King and Queen nominations happened during herbology class.
"Sorry for the disturbance students and staff this won't take long. The nominations for Yu ball Queen are; Kim Soojin, Jung Mina, and Ying Taehee. The nominations for Yu ball King are; Hwang Hyunjin, Kang Yeosang, and Han Jisung. Thank you and have a blessed day."
The river had slowly turned into Chan and Jisung's special place, with the word out that the 2 were dating everyone gave them looks and it seemed that the river was the only place they didn't get looks.
Chan sat against a tree while Jisung laid across his lap, the sounds of birds chirping and Chan softly massaging Jisung's head were the only sounds that could be heard.
"Oh that's so good" Jisung closed his eyes and breathed deeply a few times, he didn't like being looked at and Chan knew this which is why he always tried his best to keep his boyfriend calm even if wordlessly.
"That's good baby, glad you feel good" Chan praised but continued his actions.
"Do you want to go to the Yu ball with me?" Jisung asked after a few minutes of blissful silence. He sat up to look at Chan in the eyes.
"Aw baby! nothing would make me happier" Chan smiled and leaned in to capture Jisung's lips in a sweet kiss, but it wasn't sweet for long as Chan decided to try something a little extra.
Chan flipped them over onto the grass after making sure that no one was around to see. Chan's kisses went a little lower onto Jisung's neck and he stayed there for a while.
"Chan! oh please!" Jisung moaned out when he started sucking, a red mark was surly to form from this. Jisung wasn't even sure what he was asking for, he just wanted more.
"Mmh Sungie, you taste so sweet" Chan mumbled once back onto his lips, kissing like their lives depend on it.
Jisung was a bit anxious leading up to the Yu ball since he didn't like attention on him, he kept wondering why he was even nominated for King so Chan had to keep reminding him that he was a very handsome man and that's why he was nominated.
The night rolled around in true style, men dressed in fancy suits and women dressed in fancy dresses. Hyunjin had finally stopped being such an ass and asked Felix to be his date, to which Felix sobbed into Chan's arms about later, crying happy tears because Hyunjin liked him again. Jeongin was obviously going with Seungmin, and Minho was apparently going with Changbin.
"Welcome everyone, please take your seats while the king and queen nominees along with their dates partake in the traditional waltz dance, I encourage you to applaud upon their entrance."
"Baby you look stunning" Chan was almost at a loss for words, seeing his beautiful boyfriend all dolled up like this.
"So do you handsome, now let's get this shitty first bit out of the way hmm?" a quick peck on the lips was all they could get in before the big doors opened and they were ushered inside.
Music started, signaling the start of the dance. Thankfully both Jisung and Chan were able to make it through the whole time without missing a beat, just smiling at each other and basking in their presence.
"Now while Day6 set up, I shall announce this year's Yu ball King and Queen" an envelope was opened, eyes were wide with anticipation. "This year's Yu ball Queen is; Ying Taehee!" the crowd went wild as she walked up to claim her crown. "and the Yu ball King is; Han Jisung!"
The crowd went wild again, but for Chan and Jisung the world stopped. "Oh my god baby you won" Chan ushered for Jisung to get his crown, but he followed right after so that he could passionately kiss his boyfriend while wearing the crown, he didn't care who saw it.
"I think I'm in love with you" Chan breathed once he pulled away. His heart was pounding, flooding with so many emotions that he prayed Jisung was also feeling. Jisung's eyes filled with tears, his heart also pounding.
"Oh I love you so much" Jisung cried and kissed him again. For there was a world outside, yet neither cared. Soft and warm lips, a little wet with Jisungs happy tears collided once more and they knew that this is where they belonged, together wrapped in each other's arms with the promise of never letting go.
Our story: Minho and Changbin's story
Pairing: Minho x Changbin (skz)
WC: 4461
Warnings: Language, making out, violence, Slytherins will be assholes
Blurb: Minho thought that he and Changbin were just friends. Changbin suddenly being extra touchy would say otherwise.
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It started with a realization, because let's be honest, at first, you have to want to change.
Hyunjin was well known as someone who sleeps around, only toying with someone until he gets bored of them. No one ever really knew why he was like this but people just knew that if you wanted to fool around with Hyunjin then you had to know what you were getting yourself into.
So it came as the shock of the year when Hyunjin (while hanging with his 2 best friends Minho and Changbin at the dorms) proclaimed that he had fell in love, and with a Gryffindor to make matters even more shocking.
Minho and Changbin weren't that different, they weren't total sluts like Hyunjin was but neither of them could say they have been in a loving relationship either. To Changbin he couldn't be bothered and Minho always got jealous of others who were happier than him.
However, that night, when Hyunjin totally went against his promiscuous ways, a light was ignited in Changbin's head.
"Who is he? is he hot? Can I make fun of him?" Changbin chuckled as he listened to all of Minho's outrageous questions.
"YA! you can't make fun of him, what is wrong with you?" Hyunjin asked bitterly, but ultimately brushed it off as Minho being Minho.
Speaking of Minho, Changbin had tuned out the conversation in favor of staring right at Minho. When did his hair glow like that? Have his eyes always been this pretty? Why do I want nothing more than to run my fingers up and down his chest-
"Binnie, the fucks up with you?" Minho asked completely pulling Changbin from his thoughts. This caused him to shake his head furiously, groaning in the process when he could feel the starting of a serious headache.
"Nothing, my head hurts is all" Changbin replied to which Hyunjin frowned.
"Aw come here babes, I'll massage it" Hyunjin gestured to the floor in front of him, and to be pretty honest a massage sounds really great right now.
The rest of the night went smoothly, Hyunjin massaged Changbin's head and temples but paused when he cried out. "Breathe Binnie, I'm almost done."
Changbin actually ended up falling asleep once the pain went away, and the other two carried him up into bed.
The soft side of Changbin he let himself show around his friends was not the side of Changbin other houses got to see. No. For when in public Changbin was quite feared amongst others and no one from other houses talked to him unless they had to.
Changbin liked it this way, people who weren't like him or who were too nice really pissed him off like how can someone be that nice? This way people just stayed away. Changbin didn't like huge crowds anyway.
Minho was feared too, but for different reasons. If you messed with Minho or one of his friends, even accidentally, then be prepared to be messed with back even harder. Minho was a trouble maker, there was no denying it. Always chiming in with his less than pleasant comments or that one time he went out of his way to put another student in detention just because he bumped into him and didn't apologize.
Minho, Changbin, and Hyunjin were like an item of friends, no one else was allowed to be friends with them simply because whenever someone asked they just said no. So now people just stop asking because they already know the answer before they even ask.
Changbin was someone you could really count on when it came down to it, which was one of the many things Minho loved about him. Minho loved many things about Changbin, seeing as they were best friends and all. And that's all Minho ever thought of him as because he's never even known that he could think of him as something else, something more. It wasn't clear to him until one very particular day...
What was originally thought to be a "bro gesture" like a fist bump or something after Minho came through with a good burn turned into a far too long hug, which was the start of the change.
"The change" as Minho so put it, was simply that. Changbin was changing, and the other 2 were noticing.
"So what are we doing after class today?" Changbin asked as they briskly walked to their last class, briskly because one more tardy from their potions professor and they'd be in detention.
"Who knows, we could grab a beer from the three broomsticks since it's Friday?" Hyunjin replied before turning to Minho when he let out a groan of frustration.
"If only teleportation were real! why do potions and herbology have to be on opposite ends of the god dam school!"
"Hyung it's ok we're not gonna be late" Hyunjin tried to console, but it seems useless. Minho was in a mood, this was going to be a long day.
What was going on? Minho for sure couldn't tell you, for he had tuned out the lesson long ago. Minho's feet hurt, he was tired and so over the universe today. He knew it had something to do with the upcoming owls and of course potion making and that was enough news for him.
It didn't take long for Minho to become irritated, itching for his last class for the week to be over so that he could just enjoy a cold beer with his friends and let his problems of the day slip away. That didn't mean he couldn't have a little fun when the professor excused herself for a moment.
"Look at goody too shoes Chan always taking over" Miho teased from the back and before Chan himself could respond some other Gryffindor I think his name is Felix stepped in.
"Shut the fuck up Minho!"
"Ooooh your boyfriend here is trying to save you."
"Would you knock it off already?"
"Minho for the love of God" Changbin sighed loudly, he really wasn't surprised Minho was acting this way however Changbin couldn't wait for class to be over too and he wanted it to go as smoothly as possible. He even forewent honorifics that's how much he was over it.
"What?" Minho whined.
"Not today."
"ugh your such a buzz kill."
"Thank you Changbin" the Gryffindor from earlier nodded towards him.
"I did not do it for you freckles."
"My name is Felix, not freckles!"
Changbin wasn't really much of a pursuer, he wasn't really much of anything to be honest.
He hardly ever did his schoolwork; his rich father paying the school to let him pass because while his father was disappointed in this fact, he also knew that Changbin was a lost cause at this point so he gave up.
Changbin didn't like participating in school activities either, he always thought that it required him to be a civil human being, which Changbin hardly ever is. He might attend these functions when he has fuck else to do but he never offers to help or be a part of the team. If it's got nothing to do with either Minho or Hyunjin then Changbin doesn't want any part of it.
Changbin only signed up to be a prefect so he could be out of bed past normal hours and not get in trouble for it, because he quite liked how the school looked at night and he sometimes goes for a stroll to clear his head.
You might say that the only effort he ever puts in, is when it comes to his sex life.
If Changbin ever meets someone who catches his eye, well then of course he wants them, but he always casts a spell to keep them quiet and not tell their friends.
You might also say that he can be a bit of a slut like Hyunjin, but unlike Hyunjin no one knows about it. The only thing people know about Changbin is that he hates everyone, and to never cross him unless you feel like dying today.
So here Changbin was, on a Thursday night which was his night for prefect duty, walking along Hogwarts biggest bridge and watching the night all while contemplating the fact that he is now a pursuer.
A pursuer of Lee Minho to be exact.
Changbin found himself watching over Minho when they weren't together, just to make sure he was safe and looked like he was happy. He also found himself never wanting to leave Minho's sight when they were together, offering to forego his night owl-ness so that Minho didn't have to go to bed alone.
Most of all he didn't even notice but could kinda tell at the same time that he was being overly touchy with Minho, slinging his arm around or holding his thigh or leaning against his shoulder or even kissing his cheek to say goodbye. Changbin was 100% catching feelings, and he was 100% liking it.
Over the next few days, things were changing yet staying the same at the same time. Minho just couldn't explain it, it was almost making him go mad. So mad that he found himself looking for Kim Seungmin of all people for advice, a Ravenclaw for god sake!
Minho and his friends were doing fine and hanging out as normal (except when Hyunjin rants about Felix for an hour straight!) however Changbin was still acting different, he was being extra touchy, extra clingy and always wanted to find excuses to spend more time with him.
Like the other day when Minho wanted to go to bed early, Changbin decided to join him so that he wasn't going to bed alone and that shocked Minho since Changbin was the biggest night owl he knew!
"Hey, you Ravenclaw! have you seen Kim Seungmin?" Minho asked in a rush, his mind a foggy haze of confusion.
"First of all, it's Jongho alright. And second, you just missed him but he went that way" Jongho pointed towards the library.
"Yeah yeah Jongwhatever, thanks though!" Minho couldn't even remember the last time he thanked someone who didn't come from the house of snake but this was a wacky day and Jongho was technically helpful.
Minho just really needed to talk to someone who wasn't Hyunjin because if he talked to Hyunjin he knew he would get a response that said that maybe Changbin wants to fuck and that Minho should get that D. A response like that is not the kind of response Minho wants right now, and Kim Seungmin was known around the school for giving great advice.
"So what your saying is you think your friend is acting different and you don't know why, like he touches you more than he used to?" Seungmin pondered on it for a moment, it could be a sign of feelings however it could also be a sign of needing comfort because maybe his friend was going through something right now.
"I haven't got all day man! what do you think is up?"
"Oh calm down will ya! Look, he might like you but you will never truly know unless you ask him or he tells you first" Seungmin finally broke the silence, said the words that Minho didn't know could be said but now make so much sense.
"Oh wow! this answers everything, but why me?"
"You know I wouldn't date you even if you were the last person alive, cause your a huge asshole. However, Changbin is your best friend and you are his, your friendship is close as fuck honestly I'm not surprised" Seungmin zipped up his bag before standing up. "Well, good luck to you, I'm off to spells class thankfully the last of my day" and with that Seungmin left, leaving Minho to his thoughts.
"Thanks man" Minho called out as Seungmin walked away, and Seungmin smirked to himself; he just got the Lee Minho to say thank you.
Ravenclaws were known for having a much calmer relationship with Slytherins. While Gryffindors and Hufflepuffs hated them with a passion Ravenclaws on the other hand; knew that this is just who they were, they were assholes by nature and most likely will never change. So instead of screaming matches or mean comments, they lived peacefully and as long as it doesn't concern them, well then it doesn't concern them.
Changbin wasn't entirely sure when he had sudden feelings for Minho either. Like yes that night when Hyunjin said he liked Felix is when the feelings started, but he didn't know why!
Changbin and Minho were the best of friends, they went to the same preschool and their mothers are friends, Hyunjin only joined the duo during first year when he acted as if he owned the place and people still "bowed down" to him, Changbin and Minho thought it was so badass and it's been a trio ever since.
So why would Changbin wanna affect the trio? Possibly ruin the friendship if it didn't go well, It was making Changbin almost go insane with this thought.
It was also almost making Changbin go insane at the fact that he can't just run up and kiss Minho whenever he pleased, and kissing Minho is all he wants to do right now. Yes he kisses Minho cheek all the time but to Changbin, cheeks were no longer cutting it anymore. He knew he was getting feelings and he was liking them however Changbin couldn't help but worry to know whether Minho liked him back.
Which is why Changbin planned to ask Minho out, plain and simple.
Can't know whether someone likes you if you don't ask right?
"Hey Hyung" Changbin states, while Minho is drawing in a sketch book. Hyunjin was currently in the bathroom, so Changbin took this as his chance.
"Hmm?" Minho hums back, not lifting his head from the pages.
"Did you wanna hang out tomorrow?" it comes out far more squeaky than anticipated, like he was asking someone he wasn't friends with to hang out.
"We hang out every day Binnie, there's no need to ask" Minho laughs a little at that, kinda stunned by the question.
"Oh um that's not what I meant" Changbin scratched the back of his neck from being nervous. This single phrase caused Minho to stop drawing and finally look Changbin in the eyes. Maybe Seungmin was right?
"I meant hang out as in like a date. Do you wanna go on a date with me tomorrow?"
Seungmin you smart bastard, oh how I could kiss you right now!
"Yeah, sure!"
Minho wasn't entirely sure when he started developing feelings for Changbin either.
He concluded it was between all of the mind fucks and lingering touches that always left Minho breathless like actually breathless Hyunjin had to remind him to breathe one time. Which of course came with a million questions as to why he wasn't breathing in the first place.
It's because Changbin is fucking with me but like in a good way because I might feel the same and when he rubbed my leg just before I thought I would melt-
"Oh I think I just fucked up" Hyunjin exclaims as he returns from the bathroom, looking like he just got mauled by a bear which 100% translates to just got done making out.
"You and Felix do it without protection or something?" I snickered but shut up instantly when Hyunjin shot me a glare. He sighed before speaking.
"I was making out with Minhyuk. He was hot and feeling horny and honestly so was I because Felix wants to take this so dam slow- anyway we were kissing and I think Felix saw us"
"You think he saw you?"
"Yeah, if the running away and crying sounds weren't anything to go by. I really liked Felix guys UGH why does my dick control my life!" Hyunjin threw his hands up in exasperation, a desperate cry for help from his friends.
I laughed at that, so did Changbin, before stopping ourselves to try and help.
"First of all, you should apologize since you were in the wrong. You did a shit thing and Gryffindor's don't like that" Changbin started, looking straight into Hyunjin's eyes to make sure he was listening.
So here Minho was, standing in blue straight leg jeans and a blue and white striped button-down; in front of the three broomsticks, scared shitless.
Why was he scared shitless you ask?
Today was Minho's date with Changbin, and while they've hung out multiple times before they were never dates.
Suddenly Minho found himself questioning the way that he looked or smelt when around Changbin, and honestly Changbin felt the same.
Changbin was also scared as he walked along the footpath on his way to the pub, he had been on many dates but none that he really cared about, none that mattered.
Do I even look ok? were the black skinny jeans too much yet was the white button-down not enough? Oh man, what if I screw this up I don't wanna wreck the trio? It's ok Changbin just relax and say hello, you can do that.
"Hey Minho Hyung!" Changbin shouted as he got closer.
"Oh hey dude, you made it!" Minho was about to go in for a fist bump but mentally cringed, and maybe he shouldn't say dude or man on this date either. It was certainly too soon for pet names so Minho just settled for real names.
Instead, Minho smiled as Changbin opened the door and they both walked inside.
"So how do we do this? Like can I hold your hand or?" Minho asked once they were in their booth.
"Hmm I'd like that very much" Changbin leans in close, Minho can feel the hot breath on his skin as he speaks. "shall I go order us some drinks, beer?"
"Yeah, thanks, kinda feeling a dark beer if possible?"
Changbin gave a sweet smile to indicate that he got it before walking off, a spring in his step at the fact that he gets to buy his date a beer.
Once he made it over to the bar, he noticed the bartender looked familiar...
"Park Seonghwa? you work here?" Changbin greeted cheerfully with a hint of surprise.
"Yeah, just on weekdays after school. So I can make money and all that jazz. I'm guessing you want a drink?" Seonghwa explained then asked, reaching for a glass.
"Actually two please, I'm here on a date. One light beer and one dark beer" This caused Seonghwa to stop, he turned around and placed a hand on his shoulder.
"I hope it goes well, but you can always call me if it doesn't work out" Seonghwa winked before getting back to his job. "here you go, now have fun but not too much fun" Seonghwa winked again which threw Changbin off and honestly made him question Seonghwa's intentions. He couldn't let this ruin his date however so he began to walk back to the table when he noticed Minho was missing.
"Hyung? where did you go, Minho Hyung?"
Where was Minho indeed...
Even though Changbin and Seonghwa weren't flirting, that's what it looked like to Minho.
To Minho they were leaning in, touching shoulders and smiling too widely and this upset him to no end. I thought Changbin liked me?
With tears threatening to fall Minho stormed out of the pub and the cold air alone was enough to make them fall. He tried his best to muffle his sobs since he was in public and had a tough guy rep to keep, but it got harder with each sob. Minho couldn't believe his best friend would do that.
Changbin was frantically looking for Minho, since he disappeared not even 5 minutes into his date.
With a sigh of relief Changbin's eyes softened when he saw Minho outside. Changbin still wanted to know why he left but was happy nothing bad had happened.
"Hyung, why are you outside? and are you crying what's wrong?" Changbin went to step closer but Minho took one back.
"HOW COULD YOU!" Minho somehow found the courage to yell.
"How could I what?"
"FLIRT WITH THE BARTENDER, HOW COULD YOU!"
"I wasn't flirting with the bartender, I was surprised to find out who it was but I promise I wasn't flirting" Changbin tried his best to soothe.
"AND HOW WERE YOU SO SURE, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I'LL BELIEVE YOU!"
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, YOU IDIOT. I LOVE YOU AND YOUR BIG IDIOT BRAIN AND YOUR PRETTY FACE AND CHARMING SMILE AND WHY AM I STILL YELLING?" Changbin felt out of breath, placing his hands on his knees so he wouldn't fall over.
Minho was stunned but in a good way, he asked for a reason and he most certainly got one. "You love me?" it was much quieter, and more vulnerable than before, Minho never knew that he could feel this vulnerable in his entire life. I mean he was the Lee Minho, and the Lee Minho wasn't known for showing this much emotion.
"Your my best friend, I love you so fucking much" that was all Changbin could say and take before running over to Minho and smashing their lips together.
The world stopped, because in this moment there was only Changbin. There were no patrons coming and going, or no Dings of a bike bell as one road past, because there was only Changbin.
Changbin was kissing Minho, and Minho was kissing back.
Minho's tears turned to tears of joy as he tried to soak up the moment as much as possible, happily opening his mouth when he felt Changbin's tongue probe at the entrance.
Changbin's whole body felt on fire, as his hands pulled Minho in as close as possible and his mouth tuned into place. They only stopped when their bodies were begging for air.
Minho knew there was no such thing as getting drunk off a kiss, but he sure as hell felt that way. Someone bumped into him and he was the one to say sorry.
"Oh my who are you and what have you done with Lee Minho" Changbin teased as he wrapped his arms around Minho.
"I have no idea, let's just get out of here I wanna make out some more" Minho's dazed eyes lovingly looked up into Changbin's adoring ones.
"I love you so much."
"I love when you say that."
Who was this new Lee Minho and what had he done with the original Lee Minho indeed.
Minho was still the same old asshole everyone feared, it's just that now he was a happily taken overly jealous-in-love asshole that everyone feared.
Not only did Minho get pissed off if you messed with Minho but now Minho got pissed off if you messed with Changbin too. Minho had always wanted to protect his friends but he knew that Changbin could always handle himself. Now however Minho felt the need to protect as his boyfriend.
Minho and Changbin were just minding their own business kissing on the couch in celebration of Changbin asking Minho to escort him to the yule ball, but was all ruined when Changkyun walked past and winked in their direction, Minho of course saw this, and rage coursed through him.
"Did you just wink at my boyfriend?" within seconds Minho had Changkyun pushed up against the nearest wall in a chokehold and was sneering at him with pure disgust. "how dare you think it's ok to wink at someone who is taken!"
Changbin had wanted to intervene, but was secretly enjoying the scene way too much.
"It didn't mean anything" Changkyun had tried to protest.
Minho didn't want any staff involved so eventually he let him go and watched as Changkyun heaved.
"If I ever see you do that again I won't let go next time. Stay away from my boyfriend" Minho finally spat before grabbing Changbin's hands and walking upstairs.
"Dam baby jealous much" Changbin mused as they walked.
"Oh don't try to deny you loved it" Minho felt nothing but desire as they got inside the dorm and used a wordless spell to lock the door.
"It was hot, kinky even" Changbin kissed down Minho's neck, sucking in a particular spot to stake his claim. Aroused even more when Minho moaned from the feeling.
"Loved when you choked him baby being all dominate n shit. But does Changkyun know all that dominance goes away the moment I kiss you" Changbin was being cheeky, but he wanted to be sexy cheeky so that Minho would get even more aroused. Changbin ripped off Minho's shirt and his kissed started getting lower, so lower to the place that Minho wanted to be kissed the most, crying out once again "Binnie, right there..."
The announcements for King and Queen nominations happened during herbology class.
“Sorry for the disturbance students and staff this won’t take long. The nominations for Yu ball Queen are; Kim Soojin, Jung Mina, and Ying Taehee. The nominations for Yu ball King are; Hwang Hyunjin, Kang Yeosang, and Han Jisung. Thank you and have a blessed day.”
"I can count on your votes right?" Hyunjin asked, which brought the other two out of their "staring at each other lovingly" haze.
"Of course Jin, were your best friends who else are we gonna vote for?" Changbin laughed at the question, like as if he would ever vote for Kang Yeosang or Han Jisung over his best friend?
"Don't forget you also have Felix's vote" Minho added, swallowing the urge to gag at the mention of his name. Minho still couldn't understand why Hyunjin was so captivated by a Gryffindor, but he kept silent in favor of his friend's happiness.
The night of the Yu ball was a complete mess yet was also the best night of the Slytherins lives.
Awkward dancing for one thing because they ditched the dancing lesson, which just made them both laugh.
"Ow Binnie you stepped on my toe again" Minho whined with a pout on his lips.
"Babe your the one who wanted to ditch so that we had the dorms free to have sex again" Changbin chuckled but leaned down to place a sweet kiss on Minho's pouty lips.
"Not my fault your so hot, also not my fault your dick is so big" Minho spun around when Changbin did so.
"But you wished you had gone to the dance lesson now don't you?" Changbin teased, making a bop motion on his nose.
"Hush you! less ballroom and more slow dancing" Minho demanded and kissed him once again, lingering for effect.
"Anything for you my love"
"I just love when you say that"
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A/N: Finally got a new laptop which means I can write again, spent most of the day finishing this!!! don't worry my hard hours for Ateez are still open and I will be answering them in between while I work on other things!
Physical flaws to add to any character
Dirty/chewed finger nails
Blemished skin
Chipped nail polish on fingers/toes
Chipped tooth/teeth
Errant curls/hairs that won’t stay down no matter what you do to them.
Unruly eyebrows
Sweats easily
Fidgets constantly/can never sit still
Blinks often
Grinds teeth
Gap in their teeth/Crooked teeth
Chapped lips
Dry skin
Skin is red/irritated
Acne on cheeks, forehead, chin
Dark under eye circles
Eyebrow scar
Uneven dimples
Hair birthmark
Long toes and/or short fingers
Patchy skin
Veiny hands/arms
Chin hairs
Large teeth/small teeth
Broken/crooked nose
Yellow teeth
Physical flaws to add to any character
Dirty/chewed finger nails
Blemished skin
Chipped nail polish on fingers/toes
Chipped tooth/teeth
Errant curls/hairs that won’t stay down no matter what you do to them.
Unruly eyebrows
Sweats easily
Fidgets constantly/can never sit still
Blinks often
Grinds teeth
Gap in their teeth/Crooked teeth
Chapped lips
Dry skin
Skin is red/irritated
Acne on cheeks, forehead, chin
Dark under eye circles
Eyebrow scar
Uneven dimples
Hair birthmark
Long toes and/or short fingers
Patchy skin
Veiny hands/arms
Chin hairs
Large teeth/small teeth
Broken/crooked nose
Yellow teeth
Writing Tip June 4th
badassunicorn2016:
A list of body language phrases.
I’ve included a very comprehensive list, organized by the type of body movement, hand and arm movements, facial expressions etc. In some cases, a phrase fits more than one heading, so it may appear twice. Possible emotions are given after each BL phrase unless the emotion is indicated within the phrase. (They are underlined for emphasis, not due to a hyperlink.)
Note: I’ve included a few body postures and body conditions as they are non-verbal testimony to the character’s physical condition.
Have fun and generate your own ideas.:-)
Eyes, Brows and Forehead
arched a sly brow: sly, haughty
blinked owlishly: just waking, focusing, needs glasses
brows bumped together in a scowl: worried, disapproving, irritated
brows knitted in a frown: worried, disapproval, thoughtful
bug-eyed: surprised, fear, horror
cocky wink and confident smile: over confidence, arrogant, good humor, sexy humor
eyes burned with hatred: besides hatred this might suggest maniacal feelings
eyes flashed: fury, defiance, lust, promise, seduction
eyes rolled skyward: disbelief, distrust, humor
forehead puckered: thoughtful, worried, irritation
frustration crinkled her eyes
gaze dipped to her décolletage: sexual interest, attraction, lust
gimlet-eyed/narrowed eyes: irritation, thoughtful, mean, angry
gleam of deviltry: humor, conniving, cunning
kept eye contact but her gaze became glazed: pretending interest where there is none/bordom
narrowed to crinkled slits: angry, distrust
nystagmic eyes missed nothing (constantly shifting eyes): Shifty
pupils dilated: interested, attraction to opposite sex, fear
raked her with freezing contempt
slammed his eyes shut: stunned, furious, pain
squinted in a furtive manner: fearful, sneaky
stared with cow eyes: surprised, disbelief, hopeful, lovestruck
subtle wink: sexy, humor/sharing a joke, sarcasm
unrelenting stare: distrust, demanding, high interest, unyielding
Place To Place, Stationary Or Posture
ambled away: relaxed, lazy
barged ahead: rude, hurried
battled his way through the melee: desperate, anger, alarm
cruised into the diner: easy-going, feeling dapper, confident
dawdled alongside the road: lazy, deliberate delay for motives, unhurried, relaxed
dragged his blanket in the dirt: sadness/depressed, weary
edged closer to him: sneaky, seeking comfort, seeking protection, seeking an audience
he stood straighter and straightened his tie: sudden interest, sexual attraction
held his crotch and danced a frantic jig: demonstrates physical condition – he has to pee
hips rolled and undulated: sexy walk, exaggerating for sex appeal
hovered over them with malice/like a threatening storm: here it’s malice, but one may hover for many reasons.
hunched over to look shorter: appear inconspicuous, ashamed of actions, ashamed of height
leaped into action feet hammering the marbled floor: eager, fear, joyous
long-legged strides: hurried, impatient
lumbered across: heavy steps of a big man in a hurry
minced her way up to him: timid, sneaky, insecure, dainty or pretense at dainty
paced/prowled the halls: worried, worried impatience, impatient, diligently seeking pivoted on his heel and took off: mistaken and changes direction, following orders, hurried, abrupt change of mind, angry retreat
plodded down the road: unhurried, burdened, reluctant
practiced sensual stroll: sexy, showing off
rammed her bare foot into her jeans: angry, rushed
rocked back and forth on his heels: thoughtful, impatiently waiting
sagged against the wall: exhausted, disappointment
sallied forth: confident, determined
sashayed her cute little fanny: confident, determined, angered and determined
shrank into the angry crowd: fear, insecure, seeking to elude
sketched a brief bow and assumed a regal pose: confident, mocking, snooty, arrogant skidded to an abrupt halt: change of heart, fear, surprise, shock
skulked on the edges of the crowd: sneaky, ashamed, timid
slithered through the door: sneaky, evil, bad intentions
stormed toward her, pulling up short when: anger with a sudden surprise
swaggered into the class room: over confident, proud, arrogant, conceited
tall erect posture: confidence, military bearing
toe tapped a staccato rhythm: impatience, irritation
tottered/staggered unsteadily then keeled over: drunk, drugged, aged, ill
waltzed across the floor: happy, blissful, exuberant, conceited, arrogant
Head Movement
cocked his head: curiosity, smart-alecky, wondering, thoughtful
cocked his head left and rolled his eyes to right corner of the ceiling: introspection
droop of his head: depressed, downcast, hiding true feelings
nodded vigorously: eager
tilted her head to one side while listening: extreme interest, possibly sexual interest
Mouth And Jaw
a lackluster smile: feigning cheerfulness
cigarette hung immobile in mouth: shock, lazy, uncaring, relaxed casualness
clinched his jaw at the sight: angered, worried, surprised
curled her lips with icy contempt
expelled her breath in a whose: relief, disappointment
gagged at the smell: disgust, distaste
gapped mouth stare: surprised, shock, disbelief
gritted his teeth: anger, irritation, holding back opinion
inhaled a sharp breath: surprise, shock, fear, horror
licked her lips: nervous, sexual attraction
lips primed: affronted, upset, insulted
lips pursed for a juicy kiss
lips pursed like she’d been chewing a lemon rind: dislike, angry, irritated, sarcasm
lips screwed into: irritation, anger, grimace, scorn
lips set in a grim line: sorrow, worried, fear of the worst
pursed her lips: perturbed, waiting for a kiss
scarfed down the last biscuit: physical hunger, greed
slack-mouthed: total shock, disbelief
slow and sexy smile: attraction, seductive, coy
smacked his lips: anticipation
smile congealed then melted into horror
smile dangled on the corner of his lips: cocky, sexy
smirked and tossed her hair over her shoulder: conceit, sarcasm, over confident
sneered and flicked lint off his suit: sarcasm, conceit
spewed water and spit: shock
stuck out her tongue: humor, sarcasm, teasing, childish
toothy smile: eagerness, hopeful
wary smile surfaced on her lips
Nose
nose wrinkled in distaste/at the aroma
nostrils flared: anger, sexual attraction
nose in the air: snooty, haughty
Face in General
crimson with fury
handed it over shame-faced
jutted his chin: confident, anger, forceful
managed a deadpan expression: expressionless
muscles in her face tightened: unsmiling, concealing emotions, anger, worried
rested his chin in his palm and looked thoughtful
rubbed a hand over his dark stubble: thoughtful, ashamed of his appearance
screwed up her face: anger, smiling, ready to cry, could almost be any emotion
sneered and flicked lint off his suit: conceit, derision, scorn
Arm and Hand
a vicious yank
arm curled around her waist, tugging her next to him: possessive, pride, protective
bit her lip and glanced away: shy, ashamed, insecure
brandished his fist: anger, threatening, ready to fight, confident, show of pride
clamped his fingers into tender flesh: anger, protective, wants to inflict pain
clenched his dirty little fists: stubborn, angry
clapped her hands on her hips, arms crooked like sugar bowel handles: anger, demanding, disbelief
constantly twirled her hair and tucked it behind her ear: attracted to the opposite sex, shy crossed his arms over his chest: waiting, impatient, putting a barrier
crushed the paper in his fist: anger, surrender, discard
dived into the food: hunger, eager, greedy
doffed his hat: polite gesture, mocking, teasing
doodled on the phone pad and tapped the air with her foot: bored, inattention, introspection
drummed her fingers on the desk: impatient, frustrated, bored
fanned her heated face with her hands: physically hot, embarrassed, indicating attraction
fiddled with his keys: nervous, bored
firm, palm to palm hand shake: confident, honest
flipped him the bird: sarcastic discard
forked his fingers through his hair for the third time: disquiet/consternation, worry, thoughtful
handed it over shame-faced: guilt, shame
held his crotch and danced a frantic jig: physical need to relieve himself
limp hand shake: lack of confidence, lack of enthusiasm
propped his elbow on his knee: relaxed, thoughtful
punched her pillow: restless, can’t sleep, angry
rested his chin in his palm: thoughful, worried
scratched his hairy belly and yawned: indolent, bored, lazy, relaxed, just waking
shoulders lifted in a shrug: doubtful, careless discard
slapped his face in front of God and country: enraged, affronted/insulted
snapped a sharp salute: respect, sarcastic gesture meaning the opposite of respect
snapped his fingers, expecting service: arrogant, lack of respect, self-centered
sneered and flicked lint off his suit
spread her arms wide: welcoming, joy, love
stabbed at the food: anger, hunger, determined
stood straighter and smoothed his tie: sudden interest, possible sexual interest
stuffed his hands in his pockets: self-conscious, throwing up a barrier
sweaty handshake: nervous, fearful
touched his arm several times while explaining: sign of attraction, flattery, possessive
wide sweep of his arms: welcoming, all inclusive gesture, horror
Sitting or Rising
collapsed in a stupor: exhausted, drunk, drugged, disbelief
enthroned himself at the desk: conceit, pronouncing or taking ownership
exploded out of the chair: shock, eager, anger, supreme joy
roosted on the porch rail like a cock on a hen house roof: claiming ownership, conceit, content
sat, squaring an ankle over one knee: relaxed and open
slouched/wilted in a chair and paid languid attention to: drowsy, lazy, depressed, disinterest, sad, totally relaxed, disrespectful
squirmed in his chair: ill at ease, nervous, needs the bathroom
Recline
flung himself into the bed: sad, depressed, exhausted, happy
prostrated himself: surrender, desperate, miserable, powerless, obsequious, fawning, flattering
punched her pillow: can’t sleep, anger, frustrated
threw himself on the floor kicking and screaming: tantrum
Entire body and General
body stiffened at the remark: offended, anger, alerted
body swayed to music: dreamy, fond memories, enjoys the music
bounced in the car seat, pointing: excitement, fear, eager
cowered behind his brother: fear, shyness, coward, desperate
curled into a ball: sorrow, fear, sleepy, defensive
heart galloping: anxiety, joy, eager
held his crotch and danced a frantic jig
humped over his cane, each step shaking and careful: pain, aged
inhaled a deep breath and blew out slowly: buying time to find words/thoughtful, reconciled
quick and jerky like rusty cogs on a wheel: unsure of actions, self-conscious, tense, edgy
rocked back and forth on his heels: impatient, cocky, gleeful
manhandled the woman into a corner: bully, anger
slumped shoulders: defeat, depressed, sad, surrender
stiff-backed: priggish, haughty, affronted
stood straighter and straightened his tie: sexual interest, wants to make an impression
stooped and bent: aged, arthritic, in pain
stretched extravagantly and yawned: tired, bored, unconcerned
sweating uncontrollably: nervous, fear, guilt
tall erect posture: confidence, military bearing
was panting now at: afraid, exhausted, out of breath, sexual excitement
-Sharla Rae
Writing Tip June 4th
badassunicorn2016:
A list of body language phrases.
I’ve included a very comprehensive list, organized by the type of body movement, hand and arm movements, facial expressions etc. In some cases, a phrase fits more than one heading, so it may appear twice. Possible emotions are given after each BL phrase unless the emotion is indicated within the phrase. (They are underlined for emphasis, not due to a hyperlink.)
Note: I’ve included a few body postures and body conditions as they are non-verbal testimony to the character’s physical condition.
Have fun and generate your own ideas.:-)
Eyes, Brows and Forehead
arched a sly brow: sly, haughty
blinked owlishly: just waking, focusing, needs glasses
brows bumped together in a scowl: worried, disapproving, irritated
brows knitted in a frown: worried, disapproval, thoughtful
bug-eyed: surprised, fear, horror
cocky wink and confident smile: over confidence, arrogant, good humor, sexy humor
eyes burned with hatred: besides hatred this might suggest maniacal feelings
eyes flashed: fury, defiance, lust, promise, seduction
eyes rolled skyward: disbelief, distrust, humor
forehead puckered: thoughtful, worried, irritation
frustration crinkled her eyes
gaze dipped to her décolletage: sexual interest, attraction, lust
gimlet-eyed/narrowed eyes: irritation, thoughtful, mean, angry
gleam of deviltry: humor, conniving, cunning
kept eye contact but her gaze became glazed: pretending interest where there is none/bordom
narrowed to crinkled slits: angry, distrust
nystagmic eyes missed nothing (constantly shifting eyes): Shifty
pupils dilated: interested, attraction to opposite sex, fear
raked her with freezing contempt
slammed his eyes shut: stunned, furious, pain
squinted in a furtive manner: fearful, sneaky
stared with cow eyes: surprised, disbelief, hopeful, lovestruck
subtle wink: sexy, humor/sharing a joke, sarcasm
unrelenting stare: distrust, demanding, high interest, unyielding
Place To Place, Stationary Or Posture
ambled away: relaxed, lazy
barged ahead: rude, hurried
battled his way through the melee: desperate, anger, alarm
cruised into the diner: easy-going, feeling dapper, confident
dawdled alongside the road: lazy, deliberate delay for motives, unhurried, relaxed
dragged his blanket in the dirt: sadness/depressed, weary
edged closer to him: sneaky, seeking comfort, seeking protection, seeking an audience
he stood straighter and straightened his tie: sudden interest, sexual attraction
held his crotch and danced a frantic jig: demonstrates physical condition – he has to pee
hips rolled and undulated: sexy walk, exaggerating for sex appeal
hovered over them with malice/like a threatening storm: here it’s malice, but one may hover for many reasons.
hunched over to look shorter: appear inconspicuous, ashamed of actions, ashamed of height
leaped into action feet hammering the marbled floor: eager, fear, joyous
long-legged strides: hurried, impatient
lumbered across: heavy steps of a big man in a hurry
minced her way up to him: timid, sneaky, insecure, dainty or pretense at dainty
paced/prowled the halls: worried, worried impatience, impatient, diligently seeking pivoted on his heel and took off: mistaken and changes direction, following orders, hurried, abrupt change of mind, angry retreat
plodded down the road: unhurried, burdened, reluctant
practiced sensual stroll: sexy, showing off
rammed her bare foot into her jeans: angry, rushed
rocked back and forth on his heels: thoughtful, impatiently waiting
sagged against the wall: exhausted, disappointment
sallied forth: confident, determined
sashayed her cute little fanny: confident, determined, angered and determined
shrank into the angry crowd: fear, insecure, seeking to elude
sketched a brief bow and assumed a regal pose: confident, mocking, snooty, arrogant skidded to an abrupt halt: change of heart, fear, surprise, shock
skulked on the edges of the crowd: sneaky, ashamed, timid
slithered through the door: sneaky, evil, bad intentions
stormed toward her, pulling up short when: anger with a sudden surprise
swaggered into the class room: over confident, proud, arrogant, conceited
tall erect posture: confidence, military bearing
toe tapped a staccato rhythm: impatience, irritation
tottered/staggered unsteadily then keeled over: drunk, drugged, aged, ill
waltzed across the floor: happy, blissful, exuberant, conceited, arrogant
Head Movement
cocked his head: curiosity, smart-alecky, wondering, thoughtful
cocked his head left and rolled his eyes to right corner of the ceiling: introspection
droop of his head: depressed, downcast, hiding true feelings
nodded vigorously: eager
tilted her head to one side while listening: extreme interest, possibly sexual interest
Mouth And Jaw
a lackluster smile: feigning cheerfulness
cigarette hung immobile in mouth: shock, lazy, uncaring, relaxed casualness
clinched his jaw at the sight: angered, worried, surprised
curled her lips with icy contempt
expelled her breath in a whose: relief, disappointment
gagged at the smell: disgust, distaste
gapped mouth stare: surprised, shock, disbelief
gritted his teeth: anger, irritation, holding back opinion
inhaled a sharp breath: surprise, shock, fear, horror
licked her lips: nervous, sexual attraction
lips primed: affronted, upset, insulted
lips pursed for a juicy kiss
lips pursed like she’d been chewing a lemon rind: dislike, angry, irritated, sarcasm
lips screwed into: irritation, anger, grimace, scorn
lips set in a grim line: sorrow, worried, fear of the worst
pursed her lips: perturbed, waiting for a kiss
scarfed down the last biscuit: physical hunger, greed
slack-mouthed: total shock, disbelief
slow and sexy smile: attraction, seductive, coy
smacked his lips: anticipation
smile congealed then melted into horror
smile dangled on the corner of his lips: cocky, sexy
smirked and tossed her hair over her shoulder: conceit, sarcasm, over confident
sneered and flicked lint off his suit: sarcasm, conceit
spewed water and spit: shock
stuck out her tongue: humor, sarcasm, teasing, childish
toothy smile: eagerness, hopeful
wary smile surfaced on her lips
Nose
nose wrinkled in distaste/at the aroma
nostrils flared: anger, sexual attraction
nose in the air: snooty, haughty
Face in General
crimson with fury
handed it over shame-faced
jutted his chin: confident, anger, forceful
managed a deadpan expression: expressionless
muscles in her face tightened: unsmiling, concealing emotions, anger, worried
rested his chin in his palm and looked thoughtful
rubbed a hand over his dark stubble: thoughtful, ashamed of his appearance
screwed up her face: anger, smiling, ready to cry, could almost be any emotion
sneered and flicked lint off his suit: conceit, derision, scorn
Arm and Hand
a vicious yank
arm curled around her waist, tugging her next to him: possessive, pride, protective
bit her lip and glanced away: shy, ashamed, insecure
brandished his fist: anger, threatening, ready to fight, confident, show of pride
clamped his fingers into tender flesh: anger, protective, wants to inflict pain
clenched his dirty little fists: stubborn, angry
clapped her hands on her hips, arms crooked like sugar bowel handles: anger, demanding, disbelief
constantly twirled her hair and tucked it behind her ear: attracted to the opposite sex, shy crossed his arms over his chest: waiting, impatient, putting a barrier
crushed the paper in his fist: anger, surrender, discard
dived into the food: hunger, eager, greedy
doffed his hat: polite gesture, mocking, teasing
doodled on the phone pad and tapped the air with her foot: bored, inattention, introspection
drummed her fingers on the desk: impatient, frustrated, bored
fanned her heated face with her hands: physically hot, embarrassed, indicating attraction
fiddled with his keys: nervous, bored
firm, palm to palm hand shake: confident, honest
flipped him the bird: sarcastic discard
forked his fingers through his hair for the third time: disquiet/consternation, worry, thoughtful
handed it over shame-faced: guilt, shame
held his crotch and danced a frantic jig: physical need to relieve himself
limp hand shake: lack of confidence, lack of enthusiasm
propped his elbow on his knee: relaxed, thoughtful
punched her pillow: restless, can’t sleep, angry
rested his chin in his palm: thoughful, worried
scratched his hairy belly and yawned: indolent, bored, lazy, relaxed, just waking
shoulders lifted in a shrug: doubtful, careless discard
slapped his face in front of God and country: enraged, affronted/insulted
snapped a sharp salute: respect, sarcastic gesture meaning the opposite of respect
snapped his fingers, expecting service: arrogant, lack of respect, self-centered
sneered and flicked lint off his suit
spread her arms wide: welcoming, joy, love
stabbed at the food: anger, hunger, determined
stood straighter and smoothed his tie: sudden interest, possible sexual interest
stuffed his hands in his pockets: self-conscious, throwing up a barrier
sweaty handshake: nervous, fearful
touched his arm several times while explaining: sign of attraction, flattery, possessive
wide sweep of his arms: welcoming, all inclusive gesture, horror
Sitting or Rising
collapsed in a stupor: exhausted, drunk, drugged, disbelief
enthroned himself at the desk: conceit, pronouncing or taking ownership
exploded out of the chair: shock, eager, anger, supreme joy
roosted on the porch rail like a cock on a hen house roof: claiming ownership, conceit, content
sat, squaring an ankle over one knee: relaxed and open
slouched/wilted in a chair and paid languid attention to: drowsy, lazy, depressed, disinterest, sad, totally relaxed, disrespectful
squirmed in his chair: ill at ease, nervous, needs the bathroom
Recline
flung himself into the bed: sad, depressed, exhausted, happy
prostrated himself: surrender, desperate, miserable, powerless, obsequious, fawning, flattering
punched her pillow: can’t sleep, anger, frustrated
threw himself on the floor kicking and screaming: tantrum
Entire body and General
body stiffened at the remark: offended, anger, alerted
body swayed to music: dreamy, fond memories, enjoys the music
bounced in the car seat, pointing: excitement, fear, eager
cowered behind his brother: fear, shyness, coward, desperate
curled into a ball: sorrow, fear, sleepy, defensive
heart galloping: anxiety, joy, eager
held his crotch and danced a frantic jig
humped over his cane, each step shaking and careful: pain, aged
inhaled a deep breath and blew out slowly: buying time to find words/thoughtful, reconciled
quick and jerky like rusty cogs on a wheel: unsure of actions, self-conscious, tense, edgy
rocked back and forth on his heels: impatient, cocky, gleeful
manhandled the woman into a corner: bully, anger
slumped shoulders: defeat, depressed, sad, surrender
stiff-backed: priggish, haughty, affronted
stood straighter and straightened his tie: sexual interest, wants to make an impression
stooped and bent: aged, arthritic, in pain
stretched extravagantly and yawned: tired, bored, unconcerned
sweating uncontrollably: nervous, fear, guilt
tall erect posture: confidence, military bearing
was panting now at: afraid, exhausted, out of breath, sexual excitement
-Sharla Rae
Our Story | Mini Masterlist (knj)
Pairing: Namjoon x (f) reader
Genre: Fluff, smut, angst
AU: strangers to friends to lovers and much more than that which I cannot spoil just yet.
Synopsis: The story of you and Kim Namjoon, and the change he brought into your life. It’s fun, it’s exciting, it’s hopeful, and it’s also exactly the opposite.
ACT I
Part 1 - Coming 22/1, 6PM EST
Part 2 - Coming 29/1, 6PM EST
Part 3 - Coming 5/2, 6PM EST
Part 4 - Coming 12/2, 6PM EST
Part 5 - Coming 19/2, 6PM EST
Part 6 - Coming 26/2, 6PM EST
ACT II
Part 1 - Coming 12/3, 6PM EST
Part 2 - Coming 19/3, 6PM EST
Part 3 - Coming 26/3, 6PM EST
Part 4 - Coming 2/4, 6PM EST
Part 5 - Coming 9/4, 6PM EST
Part 6 - Coming 16/4, 6PM EST
A/N: So, for the first time ever, I am writing in advance. And this is what it’ll look like. Saturdays, 6PM Eastern. Hopefully according to schedule. Warnings to be added with each chapter.
Special thanks to: @joyfulhopelox for this beautiful banner and holding my hand every step of the way, the two writing groups I am a part of that are always full of support and honestly, f-ing Taylor Swift, for an abundance of inspiration.