Chewing On Them Anyway

Chewing on them anyway <3

You expect me to believe the Starscream that had silly faces drawn on his missiles and saved children in S1 is the same Starscream who murdered children in S2?

GRAAHHH THIS IS LIKE- TWO OF MY FAVORITE THINGS!!!!!

now I'm imagining a MCR style rock-opera song titled Till All Are One

(not making any promises but I wouldn't be opposed to writing that)

OPTIMUS PRIME x MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

I've been so busy that I haven't really had time to post -.- I was supposed to finish this a month ago, and... it's still unfinished. If I ever complete it, I'll share the final piece.

My favorite songs off the album are Mama and Sharpest Lives :))

"ALL MY CREW KEEPS BLOWING UP!!!"

Something more personal that goes into clinical lycanthropy territory is wanting to conceive and deliver literal wolf puppies.

With me, my organs are that of a wolf. That includes my womb. It feels weird every year, going into heat in January/Febuary, then feeling like I should be carrying puppies and deliver them. Take care of them. Nurse them.

In the past I have had false pregnancies due to this and the instinctual desire to deliver pups.

When I didn’t deliver them like I was supposed to, I had to work for at least a year in therapy through my grief. It was the most emotionally painful thing I’ve ever been through. I truly fully believed I was pregnant and expected them.

I go through wanting puppies every year, not always false pregnancies luckily, that would be hell if it were a yearly cycle, but wanting them? Yearly. Monthly. Weekly. Daily. It’s constant…

I just felt a need to ramble about it a bit.