Day 10 (26/11/23)

Day 10 (26/11/23)🌟

he was sooo dreamy in this live

today I went back to my university city with my family so i showed them around, it was fun we went shopping and we also went to the sea. i also took a pic of jungkook in a ck store and the clerk glared at me lol.

things done today

started doing again my skincare routine and I tried a new product i bought yesterday, let's hope for the best🧚‍♀️

did more than 15k steps, it feels very nice🏃‍♀️

ate delicious food but not enough fruit and vegetables i have to balance my diet again🍎

talked with several moots they're great and i've met some of them in person im really grateful to have them in my life😭

called an "ex"(?) friend from my town who now lives in england but I don't know if I wanna cut the relationship (i would have so many reasons)

I didn't study enough BUT I HAVE TO HURRY BC MY EXAM IS IN THREE WEEKS im just freaking out im sorry🦠

i've learned to make comparisons in JAPANESE using より: この本はその本より高いです (this book is more expensive than that book). 昨日の試験は今日の試験より難しいでした。(yesterday's exam was more difficult than today's exam) 🇯🇵

i just immerse myself in korean as much as i can on my commute (podcast, listening, social media post, idol contents) bc i can't focus on a structured lesson at the moment🇰🇷

i just temporarily put aside chinese because I don't have time to study it properly, i'll start again after my exam in december 😭🇨🇳

Day 7 (23/11/23)🌟

why am i so emotional rn😭😭😭

okay, i skipped a day but yesterday it was a rollercoaster of emotions and I had a mental breakdown for so many reasons (one of them bangtan enlistment of course). i slept very few hours, skipped dinner and met again some childhood friends and I have so many memories with them and the feeling i won't be able to create new memories was a bit frustrating BUT i've learned how to say mental breakdown in korean: 멘붕

so today I started making some space in my mind and I want to create rules for my sleeping schedule (which is totally gone at the moment), eating habits and priorities. today I returned to my hometown and I met my family again i'm so happy!

uni things:

i've started the part of systemic syndromes for the infectious diseases exam (cytomegalovirus, mononucleosis, malaria and so on). 🦠

now i can say "my test is one month from now but i'm preparing in advance" in korean 시험이 아직 한 달 남았지만 미리 준비하고 있어요

Language things:

for CHINESE i completed the vocabulary part of my Superchinese lesson about hour, minutes, ... but I felt too tired to do the grammar part🥲🇨🇳

for JAPANESE i used apps like renshuu (which is a word that means practice, ive just found that!) and busuu for time related expressions. then I practiced with some tanaka san cute videos on yt about い and な adjectives. i like to learn new words especially in context so i usually practice with sentences🇯🇵

for KOREAN i just wrote in my tl journal about my feelings in this time. i wanted to practice with jungkook's letter on weverse to get something nice from this sad situation but I just couldn't. im gonna miss them a lot MY BOYS🇰🇷

in the weekend id like to focus only on my med studies and japanese, working out and then going to my friend's graduation party.

🎶:

for youth - bangtan

right where you left me - taylor swift

basically the whole seventeen's discography

my heart skips a beat every time he looks into the camera

do you ever remember that kpop boys are in fact MALES and you wanna cry and throw up idk

IMPORTANT THING I FORGOT: i've started reading again after months of inactivity. today I read few pages of Le sorelle Donguri by Banana Yoshimoto and i've literally cried because I see myself in the main character i don't know

Day 11 (27/11/23)🌟

my baby.... :( he always makes me feel better 😭

today was super tough for me i woke up early with the best intentions and here are some things i did

did my morning skincare routine🧚‍♀️

ate healthy breakfast (also some fruits)🍎

made the bed🛏

opened the balconies to let the fresh air in 🍃

then I took the subway to go to the hospital and take my uni lesson there. today it was orthopedics, and even the professor was moved while talking about a young patient...🦴

once at home i ate lunch

there was another problem with the water pipes and stuff in this house me and my roommates are slowly becoming plumbers or some sort of handymen🔧

my lower back and my shomach started to hurt so I had to stay in bed even if I had to do many things😫

I managed to clean my room 🧹

i transcribed my orthopedics lesson but I have to finish it to send it to my collegues, it's a hard task also because I was literally stuck in bed because of the pain💻🤕

for KOREAN i just watched an old wonwoo's interview with korean subtitles but I was too sore and tired to properly study with it. he really is too precious i wanna cry🇰🇷

for JAPANESE i learned lots of new vocabulary thanks to renshuu app, i also completed one kana crossword and some kanji quizzes🇯🇵

I was so tired that i literally fell asleep while studying so i didn't do much. sometimes i blame myself because my mind or my body doesn't work properly so i procrastinate too much and then i feel guilty it's hard to live in my brain📚😔

seventeen's songs i've recently gone crazy about:

anyone

trauma

kidult

fear

seungkwan thanking moonbin for always loving svt...scoups joining them for the daesang...woozi mentioning how he's been making music for svt for a decade and he finds joy in how carats repay them with achievements like this...wonwoo saying "thanks to carats i have one more thing to brag about to my mom"...these 13 gentlemen truly deserve so much love and happiness and im glad that they're getting not only that but above it all they always, always, have each other and their relationship just gets better with time and perhaps im emotional asf