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forgot tumblr existed hello ! im currently going really hard on studying korean for the last bit of summer before i have to deep dive into mandarin reviews. hows everyone doing?

pls give online resources alternatives to ttmik, im currently using korean from zero and howtostudykorean but i need more i didnt realize my ttmik subscription expired and cant afford to get it back rn

school update #2 ! week 2 (so far)

mini rant:

why do professors who have professed for a long time do the thing where they use very specific field terminology without ever explaining what the words mean and expect everyone to know whats going on? i have 2 that do that rn & they are both classes without prereqs and specifically state you dont need any background in related fields to take the course lol

classes:

ethnomusicology - he tried to make us sing the other day, & i get its a music based class but its also an 8 am seminar for non music majors, my anxiety will not let me do that lol. otherwise seems really interesting so far and im excited for some of the projects listed in the syllabus.

dinos - not fully understanding the geology parts of this class so far. we were also assigned a group project where we have to go fossil hunting but none of my group members answer my texts so 🤷🏻‍♀️. enjoying reading the textbook a lot. also why does being in a larger room for class make it so much harder to focus?

bio anthro - not as bad as i expected. hearing my professors talk about their research as archaeologists is reallly cool. hate this classroom as well tho lmao

cultural anthro - we havent really done anything yet lol no updates tbh

archaeology - current fav. think im gonna be volunteering in the campus archaeology lab starting at the end of the month to help catalogue artifacts. excited for my textbook to get here tomorrow bc its the only physical one i got.

other things:

am in the process of setting up a semester abroad for summer 2024! already met with the office, chose a program, and have another meeting friday to apply for scholarships and get transfer credit approval :D fingers crossed i get accepted to the program i want

Let's chat & Learn 😄

I downloaded kakao again. Learning Korean & Spanish. Still a beginner for both Still looking for a study buddy for both languages. Anyone is welcome to chat. Just don't be a jerk. 🤗 ID is a_squish21

okay, i wanna start posting here as a sort of journal and daily life tracker. English isn't my first language but maybe i can practice in this way, too.

i'm a 24-years-old med student (i hate this categorization but here i am), a huge armycarat and i am the eldest daughter (yes, the sterotypes are true, believe me)

for almost two years now i've been struggling with my mental health because academic, family and personal issues. i know it's a cliché but bangtan and seventeen are really helping me in this process and thanks to them i've met awsome people who i can now call friends.

recently i've been interested in foreign languages and i am currently studying Korean, Japanese and Mandarin Chinese. i really like them and i think i found a very interesting and engaging hobby.

so in this blog i wanna share my language achievements, get my life together (i'd like to keep track of my simple life tasks) and sometimes go crazy about kpop idols idc

Day 1 (17/11/22) 🌟

tonight i didn't sleep very well because of several thoughts and the noise of the wind against my window. despite all that

i've done my morning simple skincare🧚‍♀️

i've eaten my not so big breakfast (just some water and cookies because yesterday i ate to a sushi all you can eat bar and i was so full)🍪🍣

i've changed my bed🛏

study achievements

i'm studying INFECTIVE DISEASES and even if the exam is in december i have to work hard because i've been procrastinating it for too long (also this is one of the causes of my struggle). 2 new diseases studied and im planning to revise another one this evening with my friend by videocall🦠

i started to study KOREAN in april i've been using a different method recently: watch a short clip (4/5 min) of a content i like, listen to it, transcribe it and underline all the new vocabulary and grammar points i find. the last clip i saw is from Wonwoo and Minghao' s vlog in Budapest, i understood almost everything without subtitles and i've learned -다고 해서, -기로 하다, -(으)러 가다/오다/다니다 so far 🇰🇷💎

in september i've started learning JAPANESE. at the moment i'm focusing on the minna no nihongo lessons by nihongoal on youtube, but today i only practiced with apps such as duolingo (just for the strike) and renshuu, one of my favorite apps to retain vocab and kanji. 🇯🇵

i started CHINESE just recently and for now my main and only source is the Superchinese app to learn the basics for free (I will looking for some yt channels once the free content will be over. today I learned 几 and 呢 with some basic dialogues about dates and stuff 🇨🇳

songs i'm being obsessed with:

my love mine all mine - mitski

wrong - zayn ft. kehlani

god of music - seventeen

standing next to you - jungkook

somebody - jungkook

Day 2 (18/11/23)🌟

a pic of my bias in seventeen because why not

hi again! even if it's inly 5 pm in my country i'd call it a day. tonight I didn't sleep well (no way🫠) because of a mosquito and also because i had to wait for my roommate to return home. so this morning i woke up very tired and upset for some rent issues. we took the subway all the way down to the nearest bill office (idk if it is a word in english) to complain about this. 💸 then my roommate left for his hometown and now i'll spend the weekend alone. i was quite happy to relax and take a short time of rest in solitude but then i started feeling mentally and physically drained about this and that and i ended up with nothing done. I JUST WANT TO SLEEP 🛏

however, i decided not to study anything uni-related today bc it would be unproductive, i think i will revise something after dinner but nothing more

Language things:

JAPANESE: i completed one lesson about some basic counter suffixes but I want to practice more because there are so many!! i am finally pretty confident with my N5 kanji knowledge and when I hear a new word in the minna no nihongo lessons on yt i always try to write it in kanji characters. learning kanji makes my chinese mandarin studies way easier even if japanese grammar is more similar to korean language. however in today's lesson i found a word which i remember from the sushi restaurant the other day いらっしゃいませ which means welcome! 🥢 i've also learned how to say things such as i have been studying japanese for two months ( 私は２ヶ月日本語を勉強しま。)🇯🇵

KOREAN: i continued to study some grammar points from the seventeen's blog in Budapest, this time i've learned A-(으)ㄴ 것 같다 and V- 는 것 같다 to express a guess and i watched a video by ggomi's school on yt, she's really good and her explanations are very clear even though they're in korean. recently i've started to write in a journal some simple sentences about my daily life, my feelings and everything that comes in mind and i think my korean writing skills are slowly improving. also, i like to test my speaking skills with papago translator to see if my pronounciation is correct (at the moment i'm not ready yet to talk with native speakers on hellotalk etc) 🇰🇷

i did not study chinese today because I have to retain the things i've learned and also because I think I have to work on my pronounciation so im planning to watch some content I like such as a cdrama or stuff🇨🇳

i'm a bit hungry now but today I ate pasta with pesto and i burnt my tongue while tasting the pasta to see if it was ready so i don't know if i'll be able to eat something lol

also i don't know if im going out with my friend tonight im too tired for this (im talking like an old lady👵)

Day 3 (19/11/23)🌟

hey! today it was a good day and i was able to appreciate even the little things. i woke up early and i completed my skincare routine🧚‍♀️

i also:

did some housework🧹

called my family and talked to one of my little sisters who was making cookies👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

went grocery shopping🍎

went for a walk by the sea🌊

uni things

i didn't study infectious diseases today because I will dedicate the whole next week to it. also i'm so happy to do my internship in pediatrics and tomorrow i'll see the kids again and i'll discuss with the professor about my thesis there. i don't know if i'll be able to become a pediatrician in the future but at the momente it is my only source of motivation, maybe i can do it 🩺

Language things

MANDARIN CHINESE: i continued with my Superchinese app lesson. today I've learned some vocab about simple activities (书，看，电影，做) and the grammar 想 whic means want to. my writing is still bad but ill try to improve it 🇨🇳

KOREAN: the clip from the seventeen's blog in Budapest seems endless lol. jokes aside, i focused on the various forms of 것 같다 (present, past and future tenses) and I practiced them with my own example sentences. also I found out new usages of the verb 보다 to express past experiences and to recommend to try something. I also found out how to say i burned my tongue while i was tasting the food (literally what happened to me yesterday !!) 맛을 보다가 혀를 데었어요. I share my really disorganized notes but I like them in that way🇰🇷

i didn't practice any japanese today, i just played some game of shiritori and kanji quiz on the renshuu app 🇯🇵

now im going to shower and semi-dress up to go out with my friend, it was a good day!

song of the day

my love mine all mine - mitski (again)

i don't understand but I love you - seventeen

Day 4 (20/11/23)🌟

MY BABY STAR CANDY!! IM SO PROUD OF HIM (also, his duality in the G. C. F. 😭😭 he wants me to go absolutely insane)

today it wasn't a good day, i can't believe i have these sudden mood swings so a day is all fun and games and the next one i literally cry myself to sleep. i don't know if it's just something PMS related because damn, it really hit hard this time. i woke up too early and my left knee (which was injured back in march) started to hurt so bad. then my rommates came back home and I got really nervous because we are four students in this house but it's always me who has to deal with bill issues, landlords and so on... i had to go to the bill office(?) alone (again) as if I don't have to study and other stuff to do. so i came home extremely tired and upset and I didn't go to my internship in pediatrics (optional not mandatory to be clear) i just wanted to sleep. the only things it seems i can control are my skincare routine and making the bed, clean my room, ... i just started studied two hours ago and im not satisfied obviously

BUT in this whole chaos MY SAVIOR JEON JUNGKOOK😔👊 i watched his concert during my lunch break and it was amazing, it made me shed tears and laugh and go feral im being honest here. he's extremely talented and he deserves the world i'm really happy he (and bangtan as well) entered into my life for nearly two years.💜

uni things

i studied four topics for the infectious diseases exam in december and with them i almost finished the nervous system part (i just have to revise meningitis which is the biggest part)🦠

semi-off topic, in my studies i often encounter the acronym RM (the italian version of MRI) and I immediately think of nam.... i can't believe this is who i am now😭

Language things:

i didn't really studied today because of my mood but I practiced a bit with duolingo (for the strike) and the renshuu app for new JAPANESE vocab 🇯🇵. i've also found some cute videos about conversation practice by tanaka san, i think i'll start watch them frequently

for KOREAN🇰🇷, jungkook's live performance doesn't count right? lol i've just wrote something in my tl journal and took notes of good and bad things happened today and I learned new vocab in this way

오늘의 나쁜 일들:

너무 일찍 일어났어

청구서 (bills) 문제가 있었어

내 룸메이트가 정말 시끄러웠어

아직도 무릎이 (knee) 아파요

매우 슬퍼서 많이 울었어

오늘의 좋은 일들:

정국의 신기한 (exciting) 콘서트를 봤어

여동생과 영상통화를 (videocall) 했어

건물에서 맛있는 감자 냄새를 맡았어 (it's weird i know but there was a smell of dishes based on potatoes in the building idk)

for CHINESE🇨🇳, i just revised old lessons and I found an interesting app Taoli chinese i think it will help me every now and then

Day 5 (21/11/23)🌟

i really don't have words for this man he's just so dreamy so boyfriend material i wanna cry

hi again! today I was a bit more calm and relaxed than yesterday and even if I didn't do much stuff im still satisfied. I did my skincare routine🧚‍♀️ cleaned the bathroom🛁 and maybe solved the bill issues from the other days yayy. today I got my period and I was really craving for something sweet but I only had cookies and some expired almonds🥲. I couldn't go out to buy something because there was a big storm outside and even a waterspout so i closed all the windows and balconies 🌪. i chatted with my roommates and we were really getting along tonight im so happy about this.

i'm also a bit excited because tomorrow one of my childhood friend graduates, he really deserves the best🎓 .... and tomorrow i'll also see his brother who was my crush for abt 6 years. i don't like him in that way anymore but everytime i meet him idk something happens to me (i know im pathethic im 24 years old stop behaving like a teen😅)

uni things

i almost finished the nervous system part of my infectious diseases study, it's a very challenging chapter and the professor usually focuses on this during the exam. actually i'm quite worried about this because it's an oral examination and even if most of my exams are both written and oral this time i'm not feeling confident. also, this subject is preparatory to the traineeship in other hospital units and I feel like im falling behind. i know that everyone has their own times but sometimes comparisons are inevitable. i'd like to change this mentality and focus just on my journey

i've set a sort of plan with my two friends and uni colleagues to revise and study some topics together for the clinical microbiology part of the infectious diseases program. let's hope for the best🤞🦠

Language things

for JAPANESE i revised some vocab and some old grammar points because I didn't feel like studying something new🇯🇵

for KOREAN i studied the other grammar to talk about experiences ie (으)ㄴ 적이 있다 and then I compared it with -아/어 보다, through the explanations of ggomi's school on yt she's great. basically you use -아/어 보다 for experiences that you wanted to try, so you basically use this only for special positive experiences and only people can be used as subject, contrarily to 적이 있다 which can be also used with adjectives (-았/었던 적이 있다). then I practised with my own sentences🇰🇷

no CHINESE for today🥲🇨🇳

also my top song (again), it's simply beautiful i'd listen to it in loop and it really matches the season vibes

and for today, it's a wrap

Day 7 (23/11/23)🌟

why am i so emotional rn😭😭😭

okay, i skipped a day but yesterday it was a rollercoaster of emotions and I had a mental breakdown for so many reasons (one of them bangtan enlistment of course). i slept very few hours, skipped dinner and met again some childhood friends and I have so many memories with them and the feeling i won't be able to create new memories was a bit frustrating BUT i've learned how to say mental breakdown in korean: 멘붕

so today I started making some space in my mind and I want to create rules for my sleeping schedule (which is totally gone at the moment), eating habits and priorities. today I returned to my hometown and I met my family again i'm so happy!

uni things:

i've started the part of systemic syndromes for the infectious diseases exam (cytomegalovirus, mononucleosis, malaria and so on). 🦠

now i can say "my test is one month from now but i'm preparing in advance" in korean 시험이 아직 한 달 남았지만 미리 준비하고 있어요

Language things:

for CHINESE i completed the vocabulary part of my Superchinese lesson about hour, minutes, ... but I felt too tired to do the grammar part🥲🇨🇳

for JAPANESE i used apps like renshuu (which is a word that means practice, ive just found that!) and busuu for time related expressions. then I practiced with some tanaka san cute videos on yt about い and な adjectives. i like to learn new words especially in context so i usually practice with sentences🇯🇵

for KOREAN i just wrote in my tl journal about my feelings in this time. i wanted to practice with jungkook's letter on weverse to get something nice from this sad situation but I just couldn't. im gonna miss them a lot MY BOYS🇰🇷

in the weekend id like to focus only on my med studies and japanese, working out and then going to my friend's graduation party.

🎶:

for youth - bangtan

right where you left me - taylor swift

basically the whole seventeen's discography

Day 9 (25/11/23)🌟

today it was the first day of snow!!!!!

i skipped a day but I don't think there are many updates in my life these days. i also skipped some skincare routines but i'll begin again soon i promise!

for JAPANESE I completed one lesson about past tense from the minnanonihongo lesson on youtube. i've also used renshuu for practice and busuu for some new vocabulary and sentencese about time. but one of my favorite activities these days is listening to podcast or simple video on yt (shun, naoko and tanaka san are my favorite at the moment)🇯🇵

i had to study some more in this weekend because exam season is coming and I haven't finished infectious diseases program yet🥲🦠

i didn't study KOREAN or CHINESE but i've written in my tl journal and watched some content on yt (seventeen's vlog or random vocab videos)

i met many people at my friend's graduation party and I feel like my social batteries are a little worn out

i want to "tidy" my mind and start again with little steps also because next week will be pretty tough due to my uni schedule.

now its snowing outside and im rewatching shrek movies for the millionth time with my mum and my sister, LITERALLY MY CHILDHOOD

Day 10 (26/11/23)🌟

he was sooo dreamy in this live

today I went back to my university city with my family so i showed them around, it was fun we went shopping and we also went to the sea. i also took a pic of jungkook in a ck store and the clerk glared at me lol.

things done today

started doing again my skincare routine and I tried a new product i bought yesterday, let's hope for the best🧚‍♀️

did more than 15k steps, it feels very nice🏃‍♀️

ate delicious food but not enough fruit and vegetables i have to balance my diet again🍎

talked with several moots they're great and i've met some of them in person im really grateful to have them in my life😭

called an "ex"(?) friend from my town who now lives in england but I don't know if I wanna cut the relationship (i would have so many reasons)

I didn't study enough BUT I HAVE TO HURRY BC MY EXAM IS IN THREE WEEKS im just freaking out im sorry🦠

i've learned to make comparisons in JAPANESE using より: この本はその本より高いです (this book is more expensive than that book). 昨日の試験は今日の試験より難しいでした。(yesterday's exam was more difficult than today's exam) 🇯🇵

i just immerse myself in korean as much as i can on my commute (podcast, listening, social media post, idol contents) bc i can't focus on a structured lesson at the moment🇰🇷

i just temporarily put aside chinese because I don't have time to study it properly, i'll start again after my exam in december 😭🇨🇳

Day 11 (27/11/23)🌟

my baby.... :( he always makes me feel better 😭

today was super tough for me i woke up early with the best intentions and here are some things i did

did my morning skincare routine🧚‍♀️

ate healthy breakfast (also some fruits)🍎

made the bed🛏

opened the balconies to let the fresh air in 🍃

then I took the subway to go to the hospital and take my uni lesson there. today it was orthopedics, and even the professor was moved while talking about a young patient...🦴

once at home i ate lunch

there was another problem with the water pipes and stuff in this house me and my roommates are slowly becoming plumbers or some sort of handymen🔧

my lower back and my shomach started to hurt so I had to stay in bed even if I had to do many things😫

I managed to clean my room 🧹

i transcribed my orthopedics lesson but I have to finish it to send it to my collegues, it's a hard task also because I was literally stuck in bed because of the pain💻🤕

for KOREAN i just watched an old wonwoo's interview with korean subtitles but I was too sore and tired to properly study with it. he really is too precious i wanna cry🇰🇷

for JAPANESE i learned lots of new vocabulary thanks to renshuu app, i also completed one kana crossword and some kanji quizzes🇯🇵

I was so tired that i literally fell asleep while studying so i didn't do much. sometimes i blame myself because my mind or my body doesn't work properly so i procrastinate too much and then i feel guilty it's hard to live in my brain📚😔

seventeen's songs i've recently gone crazy about:

anyone

trauma

kidult

fear

Day 12 (28/11/23)🌟

thank you kim mingyu for literally existing

today was a reset day i guess??? obvioulsy i didn't sleep well due to the storm and the wind that literally made my balcony's doors tremble. moreover, my headphones broke so I couldn't cover the loud noises with music or something it was very stressful and I slept only three hours??? then I got up ate breakfast with my roommates and slept again for other two hours.

this morning I tried to drink milk again after few months without it and I can confirm i am lactose intolerant rip🐄🥛

then I did my skincare morning routine (even if i cried a lot during the day)🧚‍♀️, dressed up (even if it was a home-stay day) and I worked on my orthopedics assignment🦴

there's a funny thing about today: i found out my infectious diseases exam is four days before the date i remembered so im basically screwed so my anxiety took over and my brain got STUCK i couldn't even focus on the pages i had in front of me im just so confused and I fear i will postpone the examination for the millionth time 🦠

I don't think I'll be able to study foreign languages till the exam day I will just practice some japanese vocab with apps and apply my usual "immersive" routine for korean (kpop content and journaling. writing is really helping me a lot both with the language and the fact that it makes me reorganize ideas in my mind, i can understand more my feelings,... then i check my sentences with the speaking mode in papago.)🇰🇷🇯🇵

외국어를 공부할 수 없을 것 같아. 시험이 12월에 있지만 저는 아직 공부를 안 끝났어요. 요즘에는 일본어와 중국어를 공부한 시작했어서 제 한국어 연습이 조금 어려워. 가끔 단어고 문법을 기억지 않아요. 아무것도 이해할 수 없는 것 같아. 언어 세 개를 다 잘 하고 싶어서 열심히 연습해야 돼요. 내일부터 공부와 셀프케어에 지중하고 (to focus) 싶어: 운동하기, 스킨케어 하기, 건강에 좋은 밥을 먹기, 더 마시기, 방을 청소하기.

i think im slowly improving my posture but one of my resolution for next year is to improve my flexibility and exercising a lot more. i really want to feel more lively🏃‍♀️

also I should drink a lot more even if it means to force myself sometimes💧

so for tomorrow i'm planning to start repeating out loud several topics for my exam i don't know yet if by myself or with my uni friends and i'd like to do a light workout.

p.s. YOU HAVE TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHY MINGYU HAS TO LOOK EXTRA FINE EVERY SINGLE TIME i mean grey sweats the Italia cap... he's doing it for me

Day 13 (29/11/23)🌟

my top 2 artists.... seventeen are at 3rd place lol

today was a good day!

i slept ten TEN (10) hours the last time i slept this long was probably kindergarten (plus, tonight in my dreamt my grandpa i miss him so much maybe it was a sign i also called my grandma to talk about it)🛏

i did few legs and glutes exercise🏃‍♀️

i showered and had my hair done🧚‍♀️

i threw some old papers 🗑

i drank almost 2 lt of water💧

i had funny chat with my roommates all day long i was really surprised😲

i continued "le sorelle donguri" by banana yoshimoto she's just too good maybe one of my favorite writer📖

i studied two topics for the infectious diseases exam (i could have done more but here I am) i'm planning to do more in the next days🦠

i started talking with a korean girl on hellotalk i hope i will improve my language skills, plus i listened to a short podcast episode by Cozy storytime in korean and used it like a dictation tool🇰🇷

I retained japanese vocab and grammar with apps (renshuu, umi and yuspeak)🇯🇵

ate stuff from a rosticceria (i don't know how translate it) with my roommates but i'm a little disappointed and my stomach started to ache🤕🍕

i spent a lot of time listening to my wrapped songs again it was really a journey🎶

TODAY SEVENTEEN WON LOTS OF DAESANG IM SO PROUD OF ALL OF THEM MY OT13

now im gonna do my night skincare routine 잘자!

Day 14 (30/11/23)🌟

just an extra comfort nam pic for an extra tough day

tw // food, body image

damn today I had a serious mental breakdown i don't know if I can talk freely here but I think I had some really bad thoughts about food and body image in general, and the fact that my roommates sow doubts is even more frustrating and annoying. i cried a lot because I really felt those kind of comments and i should be more direct with them, no more good guy. living with them is so irritating sometimes and i also blame myself because I didn't move out when i had the opportunity :( fortunately i was able to talk about this with some friends literally one of the things i'm most grateful for.

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good things done today (despite everything)

did my skincare routine🧚‍♀️

did some light exercises (legs and squats)🏃‍♀️

drank almost 2 lt of water💧

made some good and healthy food🍎

called my family all day long🫂

listened to a Japanese podcast, retained some vocab through apps🇯🇵

listened to a Korean podcast, learned new words with apps, translated some weverse content (seventeen's of course), wrote a to-do list for the day in my korean journal🇰🇷

watched a short clip about common Chinese expressions🇨🇳 (i know i said i'll stop till my uni exams but studying/immersing in foreign cultures and languages is just an important part of my routine so far)

with this kind of thoughts is very hard to study for exam session properly, i just organized timetables and set a plan for the next two week im freaking out i don't know if i'm gonna pass it or if I even gonna sit in the classroom that day I need all of the strenght

now I think im gonna wash, do my night skincare routine and continue reading Le sorelle donguri 화이팅!

maybe i'm back?!? (9/12/23)🌟

it's been a while since my last update, i went through a lot in the past days (mentally and physically) but maybe now i'm back on track 할 수 있어!

things i've done today:

skincare routine (i found new products and i'm thrilled to use them)🧚‍♀️

squats, cyclette and legs 30 min, I gained weight in the last month so I would like to excercise more and find a new workout (i'm trying to always use the stairs and take a walk almost every day even if it's feeezing outside)🏃‍♀️

tidied my room and vacuum cleaned the house🧹

i'm staying with my family in these days and i'm studying for my finals at my grandma's (it's more quiet and she makes lots of delicious food but I try not to eat too much)🍝👵

studied and revised lots of topics for my infectious diseases exam (the date was postponed so i got one more week to study)🦠

completed a unit for korean duolingo and practiced with idol and social media content, in the past days i also used hellotalk and talked with few korean native learners, it's such a good way to practice my skills and they're super chill! oh and i think i'll start a korean course online once my finals will end🇰🇷

i practiced japanese with renshuu and a video by tanaka san🇯🇵

i started to use daily haloha, a cute app with prompts for writing and thinking💌

i found an awesome outfit for new year's eve👗🍾

i talked with some friends and promised to see each other during the christmas holidays🌲

songs of the day

hate you - jungkook

trauma - seventeen

good to me - seventeen

idk what i'm doing with my life (10/12/23)🌟

today was a hard day ngl: first, yesterday evening i stayed up late to chat with two of my friends and we were digging up some issues about situationships and stuff like that; then, i woke up late AND FOUND MY GORGEOUS MAN GONE BALD literally born to serve cunt forced to serve the country, i realized they're really going 😭😭.

the whole day I had struggles with focusing and concentration and just to add a little bit of spice... ✨️overthinking✨️

these are some things i did today:

showered and had my hair done🧚‍♀️

just squats for today (sad)🏃‍♀️

had lunch with my family 🍝

studied (just two/ three topics) for my infectious diseases exam (i won't pass it i know), i will revise some other chapters before bed🦠

cleaned my room and the kitchen🧹

went out with my mother to do some errands 🛒🛍

met my friend to give him his graduation gift 🎁

practiced a bit of korean and japanese with apps i'd really like to study foreign languages more but it's a tough time rn, i'll come back stronger after my finals🇰🇷🇯🇵

i want to make a resolution list for the new year i really want to change something in my life and maybe i will find the courage to go to therapy i don't know yet.

dead inside (11/12/23)🌟

my men are gone i really can't believe this😭😭😭 as soon as i woke up very early and I saw videos and photos and tae's and jin's posts they made me really emotional, THEY ALREADY SERVED!! so i did everything to distract myself, actually it was a pretty productive day (Alexa play pied piper idk)

these are some things i've done today:

wash and skincare routine🧚‍♀️

japanese lesson about て form with the app renshuu and a yt video by miku real japanese (i've just learned how to conjugate it and few of the usages, there are so many of them!) 🇯🇵

learned new korean vocab watching some shorts by miss vicky and of course i've written my to do list in korean🇰🇷

drove my lil sister to school👩‍🏫

went to my grandma's house to study for my finals in a more quiet environment, i've almost studied for eight hours i'm exhausted but I have to finish an important chapter before bed 🦠

also, shoutout to my crazy uni schedule because luckily i lost jimin and jungkook's live.... i watched pieces of them on social media and I was tearing up I'M FINE I PROMISE👍👍👍👍👍

right now i'm working out on the cyclette i hope to find more time for excerce🏃‍♀️

chatted with some friends and now I have to call one of my uni friends 💌