Day 11 (27/11/23)

Day 11 (27/11/23)🌟

my baby.... :( he always makes me feel better 😭

today was super tough for me i woke up early with the best intentions and here are some things i did

did my morning skincare routine🧚‍♀️

ate healthy breakfast (also some fruits)🍎

made the bed🛏

opened the balconies to let the fresh air in 🍃

then I took the subway to go to the hospital and take my uni lesson there. today it was orthopedics, and even the professor was moved while talking about a young patient...🦴

once at home i ate lunch

there was another problem with the water pipes and stuff in this house me and my roommates are slowly becoming plumbers or some sort of handymen🔧

my lower back and my shomach started to hurt so I had to stay in bed even if I had to do many things😫

I managed to clean my room 🧹

i transcribed my orthopedics lesson but I have to finish it to send it to my collegues, it's a hard task also because I was literally stuck in bed because of the pain💻🤕

for KOREAN i just watched an old wonwoo's interview with korean subtitles but I was too sore and tired to properly study with it. he really is too precious i wanna cry🇰🇷

for JAPANESE i learned lots of new vocabulary thanks to renshuu app, i also completed one kana crossword and some kanji quizzes🇯🇵

I was so tired that i literally fell asleep while studying so i didn't do much. sometimes i blame myself because my mind or my body doesn't work properly so i procrastinate too much and then i feel guilty it's hard to live in my brain📚😔

seventeen's songs i've recently gone crazy about:

anyone

trauma

kidult

fear

Day 9 (25/11/23)🌟

today it was the first day of snow!!!!!

i skipped a day but I don't think there are many updates in my life these days. i also skipped some skincare routines but i'll begin again soon i promise!

for JAPANESE I completed one lesson about past tense from the minnanonihongo lesson on youtube. i've also used renshuu for practice and busuu for some new vocabulary and sentencese about time. but one of my favorite activities these days is listening to podcast or simple video on yt (shun, naoko and tanaka san are my favorite at the moment)🇯🇵

i had to study some more in this weekend because exam season is coming and I haven't finished infectious diseases program yet🥲🦠

i didn't study KOREAN or CHINESE but i've written in my tl journal and watched some content on yt (seventeen's vlog or random vocab videos)

i met many people at my friend's graduation party and I feel like my social batteries are a little worn out

i want to "tidy" my mind and start again with little steps also because next week will be pretty tough due to my uni schedule.

now its snowing outside and im rewatching shrek movies for the millionth time with my mum and my sister, LITERALLY MY CHILDHOOD

November’s here! Just here to say once again, don’t stop talking about Palestine! Never stop till Palestine is free! That a ceasefire comes! That Gaza gets all the humanitarian aid it deserves! Be thankful that some of us are able to live comfortably while thousands are facing death and destruction! Not just in Palestine, but in other places too! Congo faces devastation from armed militias looking to do coltan mining for one example! Armenians are being pushed out by Azerbaijan with the support of Turkey! Please, let’s speak for all of them, as much as we can!

I recently reblogged a post stating frustration over how it seems situations like these seem to turn into fads to say without doing anything. I can go on and on about how sorry I am but that will not do anything productive unless I go out there and actually push for things myself!

So much is happening in the world! So many people are dying voiceless when there are people who can help! Who should help!

Let’s be their voices! Let their stories be heard! We have resources that they may not have right now! Utilize them!

Free Palestine! Stop the violence in Congo! Protect the Armenians!

Let’s keep fighting! 🇵🇸🇨🇩🇦🇲

"the frail trio" — xu minghao, 2023

stella del cielo

231120 — jungkook x 'golden' live on stage

Day 5 (21/11/23)🌟

i really don't have words for this man he's just so dreamy so boyfriend material i wanna cry

hi again! today I was a bit more calm and relaxed than yesterday and even if I didn't do much stuff im still satisfied. I did my skincare routine🧚‍♀️ cleaned the bathroom🛁 and maybe solved the bill issues from the other days yayy. today I got my period and I was really craving for something sweet but I only had cookies and some expired almonds🥲. I couldn't go out to buy something because there was a big storm outside and even a waterspout so i closed all the windows and balconies 🌪. i chatted with my roommates and we were really getting along tonight im so happy about this.

i'm also a bit excited because tomorrow one of my childhood friend graduates, he really deserves the best🎓 .... and tomorrow i'll also see his brother who was my crush for abt 6 years. i don't like him in that way anymore but everytime i meet him idk something happens to me (i know im pathethic im 24 years old stop behaving like a teen😅)

uni things

i almost finished the nervous system part of my infectious diseases study, it's a very challenging chapter and the professor usually focuses on this during the exam. actually i'm quite worried about this because it's an oral examination and even if most of my exams are both written and oral this time i'm not feeling confident. also, this subject is preparatory to the traineeship in other hospital units and I feel like im falling behind. i know that everyone has their own times but sometimes comparisons are inevitable. i'd like to change this mentality and focus just on my journey

i've set a sort of plan with my two friends and uni colleagues to revise and study some topics together for the clinical microbiology part of the infectious diseases program. let's hope for the best🤞🦠

Language things

for JAPANESE i revised some vocab and some old grammar points because I didn't feel like studying something new🇯🇵

for KOREAN i studied the other grammar to talk about experiences ie (으)ㄴ 적이 있다 and then I compared it with -아/어 보다, through the explanations of ggomi's school on yt she's great. basically you use -아/어 보다 for experiences that you wanted to try, so you basically use this only for special positive experiences and only people can be used as subject, contrarily to 적이 있다 which can be also used with adjectives (-았/었던 적이 있다). then I practised with my own sentences🇰🇷

no CHINESE for today🥲🇨🇳

also my top song (again), it's simply beautiful i'd listen to it in loop and it really matches the season vibes

and for today, it's a wrap