Hmmm I Kinda Want To Make A Side Blog For RPG Maker Game Development Related Things To Be Able To Talk

text post incoherent rambling project update game project I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know? I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀 or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague truly a balancing act writing is kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members which makes things both more and less difficult??? on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔 I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning ugh writing is HARD but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀