What I Ate :

What I ate :

Breakfast/ Lunch: Arabiata pasta 🍝 (300-400 cal)

After eating I was feeling bad so I did a workout. Never eat while watching Netflix istg, it makes you eat more, I took a small portion for myself but I was watching modern family and then I ate more. Drinking more water today. I'm feeling good now that I did the workout, I'll try to do anything ab workout in the evening so that I can eat dinner.

your future self loves you. they will look through old photos of you with affection, not disgust, nor embarrassment. they wish they could tell you stories of your future, of how much you’ll change, of the people you’ll meet, of how you’ll eventually learn to accept yourself, then love yourself. they will read your diary entries and poems and favourite lyrics, heart aching, tears in their eyes. if only you knew...

your future self loves you. if only they could show you. they are living proof. you’ll turn out okay after all. they wish they were there to console you, dance with you, and make you write it a hundred times: “I AM LOVED”. they will listen to playlists you made, just to experience you again. they will write you a letter - of forgiveness, longing, reassurance. you will never read it. but you will know.

i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.

a gentle life

hugo grenville \\ schemelinsky alexander vladimirovich march morning \\ larry bracegirdle \\ susan ryder \\ federigo zandomeneghi in bed \\ ylli haruni girl reading \\ deborah chabrain

kofi

i have ten days before school to get skinny. I'll try to ⭐ ve and be on diet of cigarettes, yogurt, banana and juice. my main concern is my arms and stomach. need an ana buddy or a friend 🎀🌷

my mom is mad at me cause she made dinner BUT CAN SOMEONE TELL HER I CANNOT EAT

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don’t eat.