Bottom Of The Deep Blue Pt 2

Bottom of the deep blue pt 2

A/n: It's finally here! Sorry this took so long I've been struggling with some mental health issues recently, but I hope you guys enjoy this because it took me so long to write. The first part is up on my page if you haven't read it yet

Warnings: Cursing and A TON OF ANGST

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You sighed, you couldn’t sleep with this overbearing feeling of dread looming over you, making it impossible to relax your tense body. So here you were making yourself a cup of coffee at three in the morning, you suspected you weren’t going to be getting any sleep anyways. You throw your head back with an exaggerated groan, rubbing your heavy eyes hoping to rid the ghost of sleep that hung over you.

You stammered out of your small kitchen, stumbling and tripping over the large blanket that had been swathed around your figure, you hobbled your way into the living room, the icy air wrapping its hand around your throat. You felt the cold clawing at your backside, as your vent continued to mercilessly blow cold air into the already freezing room.

You let your body sink into the velvety cushion, wrapping the blanket tighter around your body. As you flipped on the Tv toggling through channels, absentmindedly.  

You felt your eyes begin to grow heavier, it became harder to keep your eyes open, focused on the Tv in front of you. You allowed your eyes to sink into the somber, melancholy feeling of sleep. The soft tapping of rain pouring against your apartment balcony.  But there was something different about this tapping. It was lucid.

Clink.

What was that sound? It was so familiar

Clink.

You grunted softly as your eyes fluttered open. The room still filled with darkness slowly began to fade to a lighter gray, as the transparent blue light of the moon was scattered onto the floor. But looming over the light of the moon, was a shadow.

Your eyes widened in fear. Your head snapped up to the window, to see a dark figure crouched on the rail of your balcony.

Your heart stopped.

As the figure approached the glass, a bolt of lightning danced across the dark sky, the light illuminated a familiar green face.You felt that familiar feeling of emptiness stir in your chest. 

There standing on your balcony was, Leo.

You felt your heart twist and ache in sorrow as you met the guilty eyes of the blue turtle staring at you from behind the window, glazed with the cold rain that persisted on through the night. 

You felt your mind go blank as you walked towards the window, watching this all happen from the back of your mind. 

You opened the window, if not with more force than needed. Leo grimaced at your sorrowful state. Your glassy eyes were puffy and red, your hair messy and tangled. A feeling of guilt began to twist up in his stomach, he wanted to leave, for this whole thing to be over to go back to how it was before. But he couldn’t so he had to fix this somehow, he couldn’t let you hate him. 

Leo smiled. He fucking smiled. He had the audacity. 

But you remained silent. Your painfully antagonizing glare could say more, well your harsh gaze could at least express what you wanted to. Because you would crumble if you tried to speak, you had too much to say, so much you needed to say. 

You sat there instead. And god did that make Leo nervous. 

“So are you gonna let me in?” he joked leaning up against the window, the rain now coming down harder than before. You sighed, rubbing your eyes. Leo knew that look, he knew you were going to deny him.

Panicking Leo tumbled inside causing you to let out a shriek of surprise as you were sent falling to the ground as Leo clumsily knocked you over in his state of panic, frustrating you further. 

You let out loud scoff, voicing your displeasure with the situation. 

“Leo!” you exclaim, shifting to lift yourself from the ground. 

As soon as you were off the ground you turned away from the blue clad turtle. “Leo, why are you here? I thought I made it perfectly clear that I didn’t want to see you again.” you murmur with your back facing him, not ready to give into his pleading eyes. 

“I know, but I…I just need to talk with you okay? Just don’t kick me out yet.” he pleaded, the desperation evident in his voice. 

Your face twisted into a sour expression, even just hearing him like this, it was bittersweet. But you couldn’t stand to face him. Not now.

“Don’t make this more difficult than it needs to be.” you replied, not sparing him a second glance. “You need to leave now, goodbye Leo.” 

Leo wilted, his shoulders slumping in defeat as he watched you walk past him going to open the rustic window behind him.

No, he couldn’t lose you. If you would just listen to him, he was sure you could resolve this. He grabbed your wrist stopping you in your tracks. 

“Just give me five minutes! That’s all I’m asking, just let me explain! And if you still don’t want to talk to me I’ll…I’ll leave.” 

Leo gulped, choking on his words, silently praying you’d agree. That you’d let him fix this. 

“Okay, You answer my questions and if I’m not convinced. You leave me alone.” 

Leo felt a spark of hope, a joyful feeling stirring in his chest. But he couldn’t get ahead of himself yet, he had to convince you first. 

“Why…why did you do all that?”

Leo froze, his lip beginning to quiver, his eyes now desperately trying to look anywhere but into yours, the seriousness of the situation was more than uncomfortable.

Leo was deeply unsettled by the tension in the room. All he could do was stutter out a couple of words. 

“What?” 

Leo's voice wavered while he spoke those two words, but evidently that was all it took to enrage you.Your face contorted to a sour mix of emotions, a strange twist of anger and hurt when you looked into Leo's guilt ridden eyes. 

“What do I mean? When you decided to play with my heart for months? When you would kiss me and tell me you loved me more than anything only to go back to being buddies the next day? Thats what I fucking mean Leonardo!” 

Your voice was like the whip of thunder, the sound of glass shattering. You could feel hot tears of frustration well up in your eyes. You hiccupped, your breath choppy. God, this was so embarrassing, you didn’t want him to see you like this, to know that he had such an effect on you. You turned away. 

“I’m done Leo, get out of my house and never come back.” your voice was as cold as ice, it sent a shiver up his spine. 

Leo began to panic, he needed you to stay, he couldn’t handle losing you. 

“But before you go.” you paused, catching Leo's attention “Did you ever really love me?”

The way your voice shook, the hiccup in your voice, broke him. But he needed to be honest with you, you deserve the truth. He glowered, fixing his gaze on the ground, ashamed.

“I didn’t love you. I just needed someone to love me.” 

The room was unbearably quiet; it felt like an invisible weight was pressing down on Leo's chest, preventing him from breathing. It was quiet, startlingly quiet. He felt like he was going to snap at any moment, he couldn’t handle this anticipation, he wished that you would do something, anything. Slap him, scream at him, anything but this.

But suddenly your tense figure began to shake. As uncontrollable sobs filled the room. Leo's eyes widened in concern as he briskly approached you wanting nothing more than to comfort you, he rested hand on your shoulder.

“Don’t touch me!” 

You snapped whipping around to reveal the most heartbreaking sight, hot tears streamed down your red cheeks as your eyebrows were furrowed up in anger. 

“Get out Leonardo! And don’t ever fucking talk to me again!” 

You began to open the window, not wanting to hear anything else he had to say. Leo internally panicked, you were sliping through his fingers like sand. He needed to act quickly, stop you with something.

And then something clicked. Leo felt his mind go blank as if he was watching this unfold in third person. He grabbed you by the wrist pulling you into him.

Kissing you. 

Your eyes widened. You paused for a moment, for a moment, this had felt sincere, it felt right. But you knew that this wasn’t right. He didn’t love you. You pushed Leo away much to his surprise, causing the turtle to fall to the wood floor with a sharp thud. 

There was a moment of discomfort as he groaned, rubbing his head before his eyes met yours.

“I can’t believe you're so selfish, how do you continue to play with people like it's nothing!? I don’t want to waste anymore time on you, I fucking hate you Leonardo.” 

Leo's eyes widened your screams of hurt no longer phasing him, as he looked away the burning feeling of self hate welling up inside his chest. He needed someone to love him so badly that he was fine breaking someone apart in the process. 

You stood above him in silence before turning away, no longer able to look at him. Leo frowned, shamefully rising from the ground, turning and opening the window. He turned to you one last time. 

“I’m sorry.” 

Hello handsome/beautiful! Hope you had a good nights rest and ate/drank something! I wanted to know if you will be doing a part two to that AMAZING Leo angst you did cause honestly I just need more after that cliffhanger, its alright if you don't do one! Just wanted to know! Hope you have a good day =D

I will be doing more on that fic! I just haven't had time recently because I've had a bunch of school projects I've needed to work on. But I have been trying to work on it :)

Also thank you! I'm so glad so many people enjoyed that fic so much! <333

Hey is there going to be a part 3 of bottom of the deep blue ?

Only if people want one. I wasn't originally planning on making one :)

If I had a nickle for every person whos sexual awakening was Sonic, I'd have two nickles, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice.

i think i can speak for everyone when i say if we ever get a part 3 of Bottom Of The Deep Blue we better get a taste of April and his brothers finding out what happened (maybe through Donnie's tech overhearing everything) and just going at it at him, hell maybe even get Splinter in on it as well, bring out all the oofs and the angst

I knew SOMEBODY would ask for a part three, and I might even consider it.