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An Underexplored Devil's Minion Concept Is If 70's Devil's Minion Did Happen And Armand Did Delete Daniel's

an underexplored devil's minion concept is if 70's devil's minion did happen and armand did delete daniel's memories but he's really wiped them. they're gone. he doesn't have them, he can't give them back to him. daniel can't remember.

endless opportunities.

armand wanting desperately to make daniel remember this precious time they spent together but having to suffer the consequences of his own actions.

daniel feeling like armand is chasing after some version of him that he doesn't remember being. feeling like he came back wrong.

armand trying to give daniel something of that time back through his own memories but the memories being all wrong and altered and an unreliable account of what happened that contradicts itself. a story of two people shared among those two people but with only one perspective of it, completely unbalanced and devoid of their true emotional value, only making that time more confused for daniel.

daniel being all too aware of a gap in his mind where something good and important used to be but he can never truly know what.

armand feeling that important treasured moments between them are barely even real anymore because the understanding and trust they created among them functionally never happened. but he will know. he will always know.

the inherit imbalance of beginning a relationship from two completely different points. the respective feelings of

"i love you but there is this suffocating feeling of loss in me every time i look at you"

and

"i can never be enough for you because there is someone you look for in me that i can never be."

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