Have You Ever Felt Love So Deep And Uninterpretable That All You Can Do Is Sit In Silence Even Tho Your

Have you ever felt love so deep and uninterpretable that all you can do is sit in silence even tho your hands are itching to make something out of the colors of love your heart is pouring out?

I feel so much and so strongly about things sometimes that it makes me a little sick. Ill. Disgusting- but I love it. I love being in love even if it isn't a person.

It makes me wish I had more traditional materials, so I could just pour paint and move colors and cry about it instead of using a screen. It's awfully fantastic and it makes me sick.

It makes me want to just.. I wanna claw my hands into something. I want to leave a mark, and it doesn't matter if people pass by so easily. I want my love to exist outside my mind.

I feel this so often every now and then but when I start making something, I lose the grip- the thing I'm trying to pour out of my mind is just spilling gallons onto the floor and I have no means to sop it up.

I make a mess, but maybe.. Maybe one day I'll clean it up and continue but right now I am teetering from overflowing even after pouring some of it out.

I just- you know how artists have a muse? Something or someone they always create for?

I don't have one. I have no muse and yet I create art out of everything or anything

I've made things for the sake of being able to make them whether it would be through crocheting, drawing, painting, animating, sculpture- I don't give a shit as long as I can fucking learn it easily

I'm so damn in love with art but I feel like an alcoholic in a relationship. Someone who can't find the drive because of how things are around them but there are moments where they can love so deeply that you wish they learned how to stop drowning themselves and find their way out of helplessness.

I love art, I will cry about art, I will scream and shout til my voice is cracking and my throat is sore. Then I'll disappear, I'll disappear into the responsibilities that drain my inspiration and motivation to love art. And until then, my emotions will fucking bubble and I will be in love again and again and again.

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The only thing that fuels me at this rate are shitty cod shitposts

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This is giving gaz , soap and Alejandro 💀

Not to be THAT person but everyone should at the very least watch the MW2 campaigns before posting those goofy ahh headcanons cuz what do you mean Ghost, the man who was abused his whole life and has only known pain would raise his hand at you when angry or would SA you? The man is as gentle as they come, and he worked on his issues, despite all the trauma.

Don't even get me started on how they think Soap is dumb as if the man isn't literally a demolitions expert and the youngest member to pass the SAS selection, and let's not forget Gaz is a literal badass of a man, being the record holder of selection and surviving being shot at by multiple enemies and taking them down while hanging upside down by a rope from a moving helicopter in a high-stress mission.

Some of these cool ass characters have been completely butchered by a fandom who has mostly never even played the games or bothered watching gameplay of the campaign simply because ''oh cool masked man'', yucky.

Edit: I made a MWII starter pack, if you'd like to learn more about the game and characters!