Ya Know What Im Panicking Over Something Stupid So Imma Just Make A Ramble Post

Ya know what im panicking over something stupid so imma just make a ramble post

Yep, so this is so i dont accidentally break the mini promise i made with leo of "dont hit yourself when stressing, having a panic attack, angry or feeling stupid, just type something out" soo this is probably gonna be filled with alot of typos but eh, uh anyways today i went to the zoo and i wish they had more shaded areas CUES IM A GINGER AND I WILL HECKIN BURN IF I AM IN SUNLIGHT FOR TO LONG, AND BEFORE YOU ASK YES WE FORGOT TO BRING SUNSCREEN SO AH, i dont think i have any sunburns tho which is good uhh another thing but this is the reason why im stressing, so im following a rotumblr account and usually i use tumblr to just yeet all my stress into a small contained jar(even tho thats why i use all social medias and chat websites XD) BUT WHAT I DONT WANT IS MY TRUAMA TO GET PRETTY MUCH CALLED OUT EVEN THO ITS SLIGHTLY DIFFRENT, so 1 thats a problem and 2 sending an ask to someone you dont know, so uh now im just patiently dreading them saying leave me alone or something uhh idk what else to say even tho im still stressing, i might just open google doc and do an rp with myself to try and chill so uh ye

Sense its kinda pokepasta month have a character from a dream unknown had

So first things first in canon the colors when he mimics arent there, sense the shadow is made out of pure void he cant really mimic colors for now atleast, anyways onto the lore that unknown explained, so in the dream the smol mc from pokemon black and white was just collecting stuff and exploring until he found a stash called "valuable stash" it was useless other then being sold in shops, but then the shadow appeared and mimicked the mc also causing glitching to happen(which is normal for a pokepasta tbh XD) and a double battle starts, the shadow sends out 2 zorua and mc sends out dewott and poliwag(which me and unknown assume this smol likes water types), the battle was only halfway finished but the shadow ended the battle randomly and v a n i s h e d, the mc went into a poke center which was glitched, he went up to ms.joy and asked if she saw the shadow which she did, they asked who he is which ms.joy didnt seem to know all she knew is that the pokecenter was glitched, the smol mc then went upstairs cues apperantly this pokecenter had 2 and on the right the shadow was there the mc decided to approch it and it morphs into the mc again which apperantly this was where a battle was going to start but it didnt, which at that point unknown finally heckin joins, the shadow didnt react, which the the mc glitches and swaps out with gold(who was at his house), but unknown and gold are confused, the shadow starts to smile creepily but not happily more of a meanacing smile, it started to chuckle almost laughing and then said in a glitched voice "you were never supposed to get this far", unknown is angry and confused at this point and gold is just scared, and then the shadow speaks again saying "well...i wont let that get much further =)" unknown prepares to fight AND THEN NO MORE DEALS JUST P L A Y S and unknown says "fight" (reasonable reaction) and the shadow response is "hmmm...? how interesting.....I WILL ACCEPT" gold is still terrifed, unknown tells him to get behind her anddd the dream ends, and yes i did look at the discord messages from mainly the rp XD anyways at first i thought "wait is this unknown's brain showing steven?" but no steven has shown up in a dream before and it wasnt this bitch sooo idk, this is very long soo imma stop typing

Random thing i just realized

So uh at the end of last month i was already having halloween costume ideas and i had a thought of dressing up as steven cues i wanna fuel my pokepasta obession and uh problems i only just now realized 1 i am short as hell you could probably pick me up so thats a problem cues tall steven, but i could always just say im a smol steven 2 i have a brown and hazel eye not the straight red eyes but again that could just be fixed with me saying this is before miki dies and 3 I WEAR GLASSES, WHICH I CANT JUST LIE ABOUT but i dont wanna just not dress as him cues like i have alot of ideas soooo imma be steven but he needs glasses XD

Shadow!mike

So uh yeah suprisingly enough he does exist, but uh imma explain some stuff before he just appeared XD, so i think it happend after the whole rip out soul thing where mike shoved his soul back in and contuined the walk around, and then found a little place of the shadow realm that looked like a city, while mike was exploring he spotted a shadowy cat which seemed to trust him immediately when seeing him, and in the dream it played the little noise then noelle or susie fully join the party in deltarune and put text saying "the shadow cat joined your party" mike then had a thought of naming it, and then suggested some names (i forgot all of the names he suggested XD) and then the shadow cat picked the name "shade" so mike now has shade and stitchy on his party, and yes stitchy does kinda count as a pokemon cues of a fight with shadow!miki, stitchy kinda protected mike anyways, mike keeps exploring and spots some shadowy plushie cats that were moving around, they were called the patchworks, alot of them seemed scared of mike then they noticed him and skittered off, mike was confused but crouched down to one, who had a spot over his eye(also all the pathworks have differnt colored patches on them), the cat seemed scared but mike reached his hand out and then said "..hey its okay.....i wont hurt you...." which the cat was still cautious but slowly trusted mike, enough to join the party, this one i got to nickname and the only name i thought of for it was "spot" it liked it, and after that mike got up and contuined to explore, he left the little city and then encountered shadow!steven who seemed more pissed then normal and said "you traitor..." mike was obviously confused and said "what....do you mean?" and shadow!steven responded with "OH DONT TRY TO PLAY COY WITH ME YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID, YOUR PROBABLY GONNA BETRAY STITCHY ASWELL", mike was still confused but now almost crying and just hugged onto stitchy(also this stuff might be a little out of order), after a bit(im unsure what happend cues after the crying scene the dream ended), mike arrived at a shadowy lake, and then meets shadow!mike who was just sitting by the lake, and then said "oh...hello...do you want to watch the water aswell", mike agrees and sits next to him to watch the water, now uh its hard to piecse together what happend cues i got multiple dreams of these 2 just chillin so imma just try to piecse it together here, so mike and shadow!mike chat for a bit, and mike asked "uh....so do you have any nicknames for your brother?" and shadow!mike awnsered with "raspberry....or....i call him....razz" mike was kind of suprised by this, and shadow!mike said another thing "ya know even tho he hates everyone with my name.....he is usually one big goofball, thats the main reason i nickname him raspberry cues his sweet like one....ha...i wish i could help get him back to the goofball he once was", now uh time for it to be more confusing, cues shadow!mike presumably said something that made mike mad and say "were nothing alike, sure we share a name but i actually care about my brother unlike you" which i think happend before shadow!mike just went sad boi, but im unsure, and also another thing that happend is mike giving shade to shadow!mike sense he was stressed and shade seemed to trust him, and shadow!mike just hugged shade and said "....kitty..." while crying, but uh ye, also another thing i forgot to say mike doesnt have dewdrop at all on his team in this dream which is weird, so i kinda think maybe dewdrop is missing but idk, anyways thats mainly it XD

Mike and grey chatting cues in the trailer they looked like that were having a conversation XD

Okay 1 i didnt know what to do for the background cues in the trailer there wasnt anything it was just a void so i just added a door to leave the void XD and 2 i feel like these 2 are friends tbh AND YES I HAVE MIKE TEETH AND A TOUNGE IDK WHY HIM NOT HAVING THEM BOTHERS ME XD anyways thats mainly it

Ya know what have luna and smol :D

So 1 this happend in a rp today luna is someone's oc on roblox who adopted smol and their now siblings so yayy and 2 uhh i should probably explain why i've just poofed from tumblr uh well idk why i've been kinda taking a break, balancing tumblr and pinterst is kinda hard but i've kinda managed, and also kinda irl stuff that i dont feel like explaining tbh so uh yeah, dont expect to many posts from me, but if i do post idk it can be like a "hey their alive" type thing idk XD, anyways thats mainly it