Shit Has Been Rough

Shit has been rough

So alot has been happening this month and, i just dont feel okay, i thought this year would be better then last year but it really isnt, i just want my friends to be okay, i want one day where my friends are doing horribly, i just want them to be happy, why cant i just have my friends be actually okay, and its not just friends im worried about its pretty much everything, everything is shitty and i just want a day where things arent shit, just 1 day is that no much to fucking ask for? Just a day where it doesnt feel like everything is burning itself down, just one day where people can actually relax, just one fucking day, i want one fucking day where it doesnt feel like im a lab rat trying to find the fucking cheese that doesnt exist

Sorry that this just seems like im rambling cues i kinda am but, everything has just been horrible, this month has been shit and i just want stuff to get better, im probably gonna take a mental health break soon cues i fucking need it at this point, but anyways yeah cya later i guess

Ya know what time for me rambling cues i have alot on my mind today

Okay so 1 i got an allergy test today and turns out im allergic to nothing(not food wise cues they couldn't do a food test), EXPECT FOR DUSTMITES??, WHICH ARE WEIRD BUG THINGS THAT ARE VERY RARE WERE I AM CUES IT DOESNT GET HUMID ENOUGH FOR THEM TO APPAER, so uh yeah that's weird, anyways 2 i dont post about shorts wars on here but imma ramble about it, so me and unknown like to discuss stuff about shorts wars on discord mainly theories, and i never make those theories public cues im anxious and most of the theories people didnt 100% agree with at the time and i wasnt about to get insulted on tumblr, so me and unknown kept those theories private, but i realized me and unknown usually predicted the sibling parts of the series, like johnny and the boss being brothers, and slightly recently despite not 100% being confirmed(yet atleast) clone riggy and normal riggy being brothers, tbh for me that theory was more of "hey they act alot like siblings" and now THEIR ACTING EVEN MORE LIKE BROTHERS SOO IDK IF I SHOULD USE THAT AS PROOF OR NOT, and now i guess this goes into point 3 but i've somehow predicted alot of things, like idk if anyone remembers this but awhile back when i was really into watching the sun and moon show, when earth was introduced everyone insulted her, while my first thought was "earth and lunar show?" i think i worded it different tho like lunar and earth show but, a couple months later THAT BECAME AN ACTUAL CHANNEL, I ENDED UP PREDICTING A WHOLE NEW CHANNEL, LIKE W H A T, i havent predicted anything else yet but if i do then uhh, idk actually maybe i'll just say im a psychic or something, anyways thats mainly it this ramble is way longer then usual XD

Have a meme that i created today

Yep, i have nothing else to say its just a meme XD

Update on the missing eevee situation, I CANNOT CATCH ANY OTHER EEVEES, PIKACHU? CATCHED JUST FINE, EEVEE? BEING STUBBORN, i swear loosing that eevee cursed me cues, okay first eevee i found? refused to catch, thats fine, so i waited a bit, next eevee? low on hp, tried to catch, wouldn't let me, i swear im going to be playing this game all fucking night until i need to rest

Soo i lost my eevee

So im playing pokemon sword(dont come at me thats the only game we have on the switch) and while exploring i found a fire stone and i remembered "hey dont i have an eevee?", so i went to go check the boxes, and my eevee wasnt there, and im not just imaging i had it either, my eevee(who was apperantly female) is logged into the pokedex, idk where she is, i've checked everywhere, the nursery, the jobs, literaly any place where a pokemon could be, but nope, i also apperantly had a pikachu cues when checking the pokedex i had one logged in aswell, where are they? no idea, tbh im living an irl pokepasta rn CUES I JUST, DONT HECKIN KNOW WHERE MY POKEMON ARE?!, but uh thats mainly it, imma catch a new eevee, if i find my old one i'll be happy

FUCK. honestly just FUCK. We missed a very important day yesterday.

I just realized i havent promoted my partners blog yet

@leo-idk-why here's their account, GO FOLLOW THEM CUES THEIR AN AMAZING PERSON, uh anyways thats mainly it XD, i'll probably mention them a few times when i talk about the whole questioning if im a system thing, but ye