I Want To Fuck A Professor So Bad. Im Not Sure Ive Ever Told, But Ive Had Multiple Male Professors Look

i want to fuck a professor so bad. i’m not sure i’ve ever told, but i’ve had multiple male professors look at me with “fuck me” eyes. a lot of lingering stares at my thighs and chest. and even a professor helping a ta attempt to “get with me.” so i know i can make this a reality before i graduate, since it’s taken 9 months to realize this…

like damn, i could have totally been their slut right now. like i could be manipulated hard enough to be an in house toy. god, do i want that….

soft domination !!

not really thinking much when you first start chatting with a soft dom, bc there just so nice! they talk to you delicately, tease, and playfully put you in your place from time to time. it just becomes our nature to be airy and relaxed with each other.

but my hopeless needy mind just can’t take it.

i’d start to want to fall asleep on calls, just so i can hear your voice right before i fall asleep. i’d place voice memos over and over and grin until my cheeks hurt. i’d blindly follow your instructions on when to eat and how to do so (popsicles are our favorite.) i’d be restless waiting to see the bubbles pop up in our chat.

and you’d had planned it all from the first message. i’m yours without fully knowing it, but what’s important is that you know it.

realistically, as a virgin ‘goldstar’ lesbian, I couldn't possibly be a size queen. but my mind does wonder…

something about the thought of my eyes wandering down to a print. let’s say the smoke session just happened to turn you on. too much light banter, soft touches, and mindless seduction from my fogged out brain. i wouldn’t notice how my top dips exposing my breast when i reach for the joint. or how my shorts rise enough for your eyes to trace my inner thighs. really i wouldn’t pay attention to much. but when i bend over to take the roach from you, it would be a concern if I didn’t notice that bulge.

i’ve seen bulges before. i mean, i’m known to be an “untouchable tease”, but i’ve never seen one quite as large as yours. so my soft “woah,” that was meant to not be said out loud, had reasoning. but it was a trigger to you, huh? i know it was, because it twitched. and your already low eyes glazed over.

maybe you’re thinking about how I let it slip that i’ve never been with a guy, before? or maybe, your mind is stuck on how my lips wrap around the spliff? maybe, just maybe, it’s thinking about just how long it would take for you to force that cock into my tight unexpecting pussy? yea, in your eyes I can see it brewing.

how you’d ruin me for anyone else, and just have me cock drunk and high for your disposal. hell, i wouldn’t even need to be so inebriated after a while. the feeling of being completely full would have me at your mercy.

i don’t know where i remember reading this, but the words “my daddy issues is what keeps me from being a full lesbian” makes a bit too much sense…

because on the day to day, i’m only ever thinking of women romantically. but!

something about an older man with kink education, a soft voice, and touch to match? wires are getting crossed in my head and suddenly i’m questioning if maybe there is an odd and tainted exception…

welcome ^-^

Hello, I’m Josie (they/she) and welcome to my account. A bit more about me, which may not be listed otherwise:

Femme Presenting, Vers , Switch 

Afro-latina 

Autistic + OCD

I want to first start off with a disclaimer! This account is primarily based off of intrusive thought-based fantasies. Meaning that a majority of what I will post on this account—I do not practice. These are but ‘fantasies,’ that at times do work as stimuli, but would fall within my hard (and occasionally soft) limits. These kinks fall in line with themes of cnc, fear play, orientation play, nudes are a hard no, and etc. 

With that being said, please refrain from messaging me in strict correlation to these kinks. I am open to talking them over, occasionally, but would rather not engage with them in any capacity. This is simply a place for me to jot down my intrusive thoughts safely and bring them back to my psychiatrist. 

That being said, I am still quite the kinky person-naturally. Kinks that I do absolutely adore would be:

soft domination++++, praise, pet play, dumbification, fauxcest, sadomasochism, primal play (mask+++), intoxication play, mind conditioning, and a huge voice fetish. 

sfw: age regression + caregiver

As for some personal interest, since I would love to make some friends ^ ^ :

• ‘adult’ cartoons, cats, cars, literature and poetry, movies (my letterbox is…questionable), music, ballistic medicine / spirituality

 - Will Update As Needed - 

when your friends constantly try to get you to break up bc they see the bruises, and how you flinch when they stroke your hair, or how your clothes have gotten shorter since dating them. but you swear with all of your being that you’ve never felt happier. and mean it <3