I Want To Fear You But Also Be Completely Dependent On You!!

i want to fear you but also be completely dependent on you!!

i’ve never had someone out smoke me (once out smoked a hotbox of 3 dudes), so i think i need a tolerance break to live out like half of my fantasies.

but then how else will i touch myself at night to the thought of being molested again?

i don’t know where i remember reading this, but the words “my daddy issues is what keeps me from being a full lesbian” makes a bit too much sense…

because on the day to day, i’m only ever thinking of women romantically. but!

something about an older man with kink education, a soft voice, and touch to match? wires are getting crossed in my head and suddenly i’m questioning if maybe there is an odd and tainted exception…

soft domination !!

not really thinking much when you first start chatting with a soft dom, bc there just so nice! they talk to you delicately, tease, and playfully put you in your place from time to time. it just becomes our nature to be airy and relaxed with each other.

but my hopeless needy mind just can’t take it.

i’d start to want to fall asleep on calls, just so i can hear your voice right before i fall asleep. i’d place voice memos over and over and grin until my cheeks hurt. i’d blindly follow your instructions on when to eat and how to do so (popsicles are our favorite.) i’d be restless waiting to see the bubbles pop up in our chat.

and you’d had planned it all from the first message. i’m yours without fully knowing it, but what’s important is that you know it.

is this too much to ask for?

Don’t worry pretty girl, I’ll fuck you louder than all the voices in your head and hold you close to my chest once we’re done.

vry much so high on my own. being the neediest littl girl by leaving the windows open. i just get so warm after smoking and have to take everything off…nd of course i need some air too ><

the thought of someone sneaking n though. i’d risk it all for some mnd shattering head…i’d be the most obedient, pliant, high little perv for you