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Oh my gods. Regulus?? He's alive!

Happy Pride Month to all you lovely folks out there

I have just realised how gay I was for Elsa and idk if that terrifies me or not

A complete list of who I ship in the marauders fandom and the Harry Potter fandom

Fleur X Nymphadora (I don't know the ship name)

Wolfstar (Sirius X Remus)

Drarry (Draco X Harry)

Jily (James X Lily)

Jegulus (James X Regulus)

Dorlene (Dorcas X Marlene)

Marylily (Mary X Lily)

Rosekiller (Barty X Evan)

Xenophilius X Pandora

Lucissa (Lucius X Narcissa)

Tedromeda (Ted X Andromeda)

Ronmione (Ron X Hermione)

Quillkiller is kinda cool (Bellatrix X Rita (Although I'd love to know how we got that ship happening))

So yeah, that's all of them. I think

Y'all I know NOTHING about politics. All I know is us gays hate Trump

Y'all. A frustrated fourteen year old vampire who got transferred to Hogwarts and got adopted by Wolfstar.

Why is she frustrated? Cause Dumbledore decided instead of gold platters and cutlery and bowls and doorknobs he would use silver. And the sun is EVERYWHERE. Sort of. And for some unknown reason the DADA teacher wants to learn outside. And oh no. That pasta that she ate actually had garlic in it and she didn't realise.

And why on EARTH ARE THERE SO MANY FUCKING MIRRORS IN THIS SCHOOL?!

What do you think? Should I write this story?

If the gods wanted me dead long ago they could've killed me in 2020. Therefore, I'm invincible and most likely would survive a hit and run or something else.

Y'all I've got a headache, I feel sleep deprived and the shadow people are back. Send help

My manager told me she reckons I have autism and not BPD or bipolar or ptsd but I can't really HAVE it right?! I'm quite expressive with my facial expressions (even though 90% of the time I usually raise my eyebrow, eyebrows or widen my eyes if shit goes down) and if I have a special interest I latch onto it immediately. But my love language is insults and sometimes I'm social and sometimes I'm not and sometimes I get overwhelmed like really bad and then I crash right after getting overwhelmed and I hate people touching me unless if it's unavoidable and I'm very picky with my food and I panic whenever I'm at someone's house and about to eat their food or take a shower.

I miss stuff. For example if someone at work wants me to clean the front counter but they don't TELL me until it's the end of my shift and they only tell me to clean certain things of the front counter THEN ask 'Cosima did you clean all of the front counter?' and like... That pisses me off cause if they wanted me to CLEAN all of the front counter then they should've just told me.

And I've got SPD but you can have spd without the autism. And if I get what my manager calls low functioning I play charades. In other words I'll go up to someone and go 'do you want me to clean *Points at the counter*?' and they nod.

Or if I get overwhelmed while ordering because I'm still overstimulated I'll start stimming. Like, I'll rub the back of my neck and play with my hair and try to breathe so I don't panic.

But I am quite social but other times I'm not. Like, I hate getting presents for people if I'm expected to cause I have NO CLUE what to get them and then they get mad cause I didn't 'read their mind and give them what they wanted'.

And if I get angry I get quite passive aggressive and try to 'fix the problem' myself but I make it worse. And someone else has to fix it.

And I hate having my hair long cause it feels weird. And I have terrible temperature control when I'm anxious or overstimulated or overwhelmed.

And I have to be told what to do. Like... As if it's a routine or something. I don't know. I can't just be expected to read their mind and do what they wanted me to do. I have to have a list of what they want me to do. I have to be told. Not

'Cosima clean this'

*End of shift*

'Cosima have you cleaned the front counter?'

Like.... What did you want me to do? Read your mind? I CAN'T DO THAT.

Also, I copy accents from movies or steal words from movies and books and just put them in my vocabulary. I'm Australian but I pronounce my R's and sometimes I'll have a posh accent. Oh, and I kinda stand like I got a stick up my butt. Like how I think royalty stands. I also clasp my hands at the front cause I saw some posh character doing that in a movie (Can't remember which one).

But I can't have autism. Cause I'm social and I'm expressive in my facial expressions.