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I am a Stick

Jacs or Jay (she/they), 18+ Art/Writing/OC blog. DnD, Dragon Age, Baldurs Gate, fantasy books and whatever strikes my fancy really.Expect shenanigans and tomfoolery. On Ao3 as CrabsWithSticks :)nsfw- minors dni please

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Murderbot And Trauma Portrayal

Murderbot and Trauma Portrayal

I've been thinking about Murderbot and trauma recently. Murderbot is able to shut down memories of the things that traumatised it really well. Especially with the extra stuff that us squishy humans don't have like computerish brains. But despite the ability to shut thoughts down its actual body retains the memory of the trauma and keeps lowering its performance rating even when it is Not Remembering.

Just as somebody who has to deal with trauma flashbacks, its so accurate to what I do. Because one way a mind learns to deal with trauma, is to just shut it down, such as intentional or unintentional forgetting. But that doesn't get rid of the trauma. Because trauma lives in the body, and the body remembers even when the mind does not.

Because you can't escape trauma by running from it, at least not totally. You can do it to survive, but its never going to go away by doing that, it'll always just be lurking, lowering your performance rating.

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