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If you ever wonder what kind of a person I am irl just know that I knocked on my flatmate's door at nearly 11pm unprompted, and when he opened it went "beeans" and then gave him a bunch of edamame beans wrapped in a napkin and then left.

alicent they could never make me hate you

going to crawl into a blanket fort with ice cream because I don't think I got the job :(

Chapter Three: How to Regrow a Garden

Moths had gotten into the trunk where she had put a few bolts of cloth, but it was mostly salvageable. She headed over to the kitchen table with it, with only a candle lighting her work. She had the pattern memorised from years of experience. She couldn’t bear to go over to where he lay, to take his current measurements. She couldn’t dare hold out that much hope. So she took measurements from his old clothing. Even that caused a pain to spike through her heart from the weight he had lost. She glanced back over at him, he was skinnier than he had been when they met. She could see the bony protrusion of his ribs and hips, without the soft cover of healthy fat. “Oh Solas…” she whispered. There was no response.

The End and The Beginning is a cosy/cottagecore-esq Solavellan fix-it AU. Set in a universe where Solas' ritual fails, Lavellan fakes both of their deaths to give them a chance to start over. But the weight of a decades worth of trauma is not easy to overcome, especially on your own.

Read from the start

Going through a fanfic draft, and now I'm just wondering...how much would Solas' departure/whole dread wolf thing impact Ghilara and Cassandra's friendship. Because Ghil and Cass hate each other at first, they do not get along. I always get the cutscene of Cassandra drunkenly complaining about the inquisitor as soon as I get to Skyhold.

But as I've been replaying Ghil, the two have managed to work out their differences. And I think Solas would have been a big reason why that happened. Cause Cass and Solas are really close, and their banter is really sweet. So there would definately be an aspect of Ghil bickers with Solas' closest friend (Cass) and Solas bickers with Ghil's closest friend (Dorian). And they help each other find the middle ground.

Because Cass and Ghil are such similar characters. Both extremely stubborn, driven women, bad at elite manners, reckless and sure of themselves. And that can be the basis of great friendship or great enemyship. It's such a case of unstoppable force (Ghil) meets immovable object (Cass). Because they have extremely different ideologies. Ghil is pro-mage, believes in the chantry having less political sway. And Cass is well...not that.

Because while they do become good friends and learn to accept the other's difference of opinions, they have such different opinions about what to do with Solas. Cass even slightly approves of picking the "I'll kill him myself' option right before you meet Solas in trespasser. The only other who approves of that is Vivienne.

Idk, I just feel like that will be super interesting to explore. They start off hating each others guts, resenting the other, and through Solas' encouragement become friends, they trust each other, they have each others backs. Then back to the resentment, except now its so much harder to bear now that they know the comfort that their friendship can bring.

I'm crying. She's so Solavellan coded

Inteloper

Six Sentence Sunday Whatever Day

Thanks for the tag @sulky-valkyrie !

Fun lil angsty snippet from a forthcoming The End and The Beginning chapter (what else is a solavellan fixit fic if not a pile of angst)

He smiled at Ghilara Lavellan, his beloved, though the smile never reached his eyes. “It is a beautiful gilded cage Ghilara.” “Solas, I-” It was a look that made his heart weep. He held up a hand to quell her protestations. “I do not begrudge you for creating it, and I think I will come to terms with it- in time. But please, Ghilara, leave me to my grief for now.”

Tagging: @inquisimer @saladruiner @ammoniteflesh @skinwalkingxana

drew moiraine bc it has been way too long :’) missing her

Omg, would you make a chibi Iron Bull, but in a ridiculous way, where his body is way bigger than his head instead? I think it'd be amazing. If you decide to do it, I hope you have fun with it! I hope you have a great day!

died laughing, this was so fun to do thank you! also bonus Dorian

OBSESSED with her. where are the bellara wives

I'm stealing this from Twitter

Here's the link

I am a high-definition gateway drug body double!

I might be overthinking it, but here's my Warden Mira's life before start of the game.

P.S. Poor baby suffered enough.

For the chibi requests- would love to see a lil baby Aella just starting to learn magic :D

omg such a cute request thank you bud!!! she's only interested in the toad spells 😞

Learning Curve

Featuring my Cyren Lavellan, a bisexual trans woman, for @equalopportunitysolas week!

This is the day one submission and explores the beginning of Cyren and Solas' relationship and the beginning of Solas questioning his gender identity.

Chapter Three: How to Regrow a Garden

Moths had gotten into the trunk where she had put a few bolts of cloth, but it was mostly salvageable. She headed over to the kitchen table with it, with only a candle lighting her work. She had the pattern memorised from years of experience. She couldn’t bear to go over to where he lay, to take his current measurements. She couldn’t dare hold out that much hope. So she took measurements from his old clothing. Even that caused a pain to spike through her heart from the weight he had lost. She glanced back over at him, he was skinnier than he had been when they met. She could see the bony protrusion of his ribs and hips, without the soft cover of healthy fat. “Oh Solas…” she whispered. There was no response.

The End and The Beginning is a cosy/cottagecore-esq Solavellan fix-it AU. Set in a universe where Solas' ritual fails, Lavellan fakes both of their deaths to give them a chance to start over. But the weight of a decades worth of trauma is not easy to overcome, especially on your own.

Read from the start

Chuckles

the girls...

A huge number of people are already getting fucked over when it comes to being allowed to cast a vote in the upcoming elections. Let’s try to minimize what that number COULD be as much as possible. It might also be useful to have the number for the ACLU written down (or already in your phone) so you can CALL THEM while still at the polling place and get whatever information is needed in order to see about having the ACLU sue them. Write down names. Get witnesses. Take photos. MAKE IT VERY CLEAR TO THE POLLSTERS THAT YOU ARE GOING TO HOLD THEM ACCOUNTABLE. (Unless you have reason to believe they’re going to be assholes and try to have you arrested for doing so, in which case, be as subtle as possible.)

Happy DADWC day Mer!! How for Isseya or another character of your choice the following quote from Paladin's Strength by T Kingfisher: "You are not a failure, you know, simply because you can't endure something unendurable."

THANK YOU FOR THE AMAZING PROMPT JACS it screamed grey warden, but especially for the hard choices Isseya has to endure ;-;

for @dadrunkwriting

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She goes to be alone, after.

There aren't many places free of bother in Fortress Haine, but she finds one, down the steps from the griffons' tower. The breeze off the mountains carries their scent down after her and Isseya stifles a sob into her fist.

She has no right to cry. Not after what she just did. But she cannot stop the tears that pour down her cheeks or the aching burn in her throat. Her sorrow is the only noise--there are no sounds of roosting or grooming from the griffons above, not now that she's doomed them to such a terrible fate.

The grass around her wilts as the Fade responds to her grief and aimless magic spills from her fingertips. She crouches in the tower's shadow long enough for her legs to cramp, the stone digging harsh against her back.

She's too aware of her surroundings not to notice his approach. Padded feet step gently in the grass until his shadow falls over her face. Her eyes are closed against a painful reality, so she only hears him squat beside her, until Calien's gentle, calloused hands are guiding her into a tender embrace.

She stiffens. His comfort is far more than she deserves. She should be strung up; cast out for the darkspawn to take, for the vultures to claw at until her soul gave way to the Beyond and was doomed to whatever void the truly monstrous were damned to.

Calien holds her as she weeps; he does not say anything as her tears soak through his robes. Of all people, she supposes the Antivan Crow understands the grief of the unavoidable. There are things you must do to survive. There are things that break your heart and destroy your soul. Often, these things are the same.

"I'm a monster," she whispers hoarsely. Calien's hood rustles as he shakes his head.

"No more than I am," he murmurs, stroking the gray-streaked hair that spills over her shoulder. "Who handed you the tools?"

"It was a thing of my own creation. You had nothing to do with that."

He shrugs. It's beside the point and they both know it. Isseya rubs her eyes and struggles to sit up.

"How long did you hate yourself," she asks slowly, "after you made a deal with a demon for your life?"

Calien doesn't answer immediately. His silence is thoughtful, and something Isseya is used to. She knows he is not ignoring her, but searching out the words for the emotions she can feel in the way his heart pounds against her back.

"I don't know that I have," he finally says. His hand finds hers and he traces the staff-made callouses on her palm, the scars of a thousand battles and griffon bites over her knuckles. Isseya sobs a laugh, making a fist of the hand he's holding.

"Good sign for me, that."

"It's a Blight, Isseya," Calien says, not uncaring. "Wardens do unforgivable things to save the world. They are less irredeemable when thousands of lives persist because of it."

"And what of the lives ended?" she answers harshly. Calien just shakes his head.

"There is no philosophy that makes a Blight make sense. You know that."

"There is a difference between not making sense and--and this," she says the last word as a sob, gritting her teeth for some semblance of coherence. "This should never have happened. It's as unnatural as the darkspawn, accepted only because we have a veneer of control. We have no choice, but how are we better than them, if this is how we treat our own?"

"Perhaps we aren't," Calien says, a beat later. He tucks Isseya's head beneath his chin; the vibration of his voice against her skull is soothing as she does not deserve. "Perhaps we cannot be better than base, during a Blight. Perhaps we can do nothing more than survive. That does not make us bad, Isseya. It makes us people."

"It's not worth it," she whispers, new tears pricking at her throat. "I'd rather die."

His grip spasms as it tightens around her waist. "You don't mean that."

She does. But she's nothing if not good at concealing the toll this life takes on her, by now. She tilts her head to press a placating kiss at the hollow of his throat.

"No," she lies, leaning her head back against his chest. "But I'd have a place to put all of this guilt if I did."

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