Have You Ever Read A Really Good Fic Then Looked Up The Author's Other Works And Lo And Behold A Treasure

Have you ever read a really good fic then looked up the author's other works and lo and behold a treasure trove of fics that are exactly your kind of shit? Because god that is what euphoria feels like. I love you random fic writers i unexpectedly find

Ouch

god i can’t get the scene out of my head where Cas is about to Die and he says “I love you” to dean in this room full of people and Dean won’t look at him. and Cas looks away and corrects “I love all of you” 

of COURSE he thinks he can’t have Dean

hell yeah someone understands me. there is just so much meh between the good stuff, the stuff that makes supernatural supernatural, you know

I just want the essence pressed into me

my issue is that just rewatching Supernatural isn’t enough. It takes too long. I want it all at once. I need a room covered in 327 monitors that feed me every single episode at the same time. I need the DVDs melted down and put into an IV drip. I want every single minute of the show tattooed on the inside of my eyelids. I need to live inside its flesh.

closed cases 🥺

(gif by @deedala)

thinking about how much time has passed for Niko here; how much she has been through to get her to this moment.

and here are these boys who saved her so long ago. Her case is only just closed to them and her death is still so raw