Also, Sending Hugs And Love To Every Fan, Who's Supported Him Until Now, Who Is Disheartened By The News.

also, sending hugs and love to every fan, who's supported him until now, who is disheartened by the news. i know this is a difficult time, but please make sure to choose morals over kpop. we've supported him all this time, not knowing what would happen. please do take care; my inbox is always open for you to rant <3

very shocked and angry hearing the news concerning taeil.

shocked, because as someone who's been a fan of nct's music for the past few years, i never expected something so heinous. he wasnt my bias, but i still appreciated him for his vocal talents and as a member of the group. all this just goes on to show that there's a lot more going on beneath the 'nice guy' persona we see on camera. that we cannot fully know or trust any idol, tbvf.

angry, because of what he's done and because of seeing people defend and support him. always choose morals before kpop. this is a real victim we're talking about here. the victim always comes first, and should be supported.

i will not be supporting moon taeil from now on.

be a human first, before being a fan.

i beg you.

DO SOMETHING WITH THIS!! I'd love to read it😭😭😭

(literally my first time with something so elaborative and suggestive and I'm so glad you liked it!! It means a lot😭😭)

warnings: suggestive content | wc: 539

a/n: first time writing a mature content like this. please do let me know what you think and of any improvements needed. i've only read smut, not written it😭

you sit in front of your dressing table, all the while being acutely aware of mingyu's gaze on your back. you could see his bedroom eyes through the mirror, but you were intent on going out with your friends today.

"you should stop staring at my ass, mingyu. you're drooling," you walk towards the bed where he's sitting at the edge, manspreading.

whatever he planned with this, it might just be working.

mingyu sits up straight and holds your waist, looking deep into your eyes. the lust in his eyes was evident with the way they darkened when you returned from the bathroom wearing this dress, one that ended right below your ass and hugs your skin so well. all thanks to the workout sessions with mingyu.

his hands slide lower to cup your butt and he pulls you in to straddle his hip. the bulge, that you hadn't noticed before, presses deliciously into your cunt and you have to mentally keep yourself from grinding on him.

"how come you never wear these dresses with me?" he pouts as he rests his face on your breasts. but he also takes this opportunity to slowly knead your ass and you have to bite back the moans that threatens to leave your mouth.

"you and i both know how that's gonna en-" he cuts you off by capturing your lips with his, and the gentle, light kiss quickly turns into a rough and passionate one. you grind harder against his hips, needing to feel some pressure against your pussy that's now wet and dripping.

good thing you decided to wear panties.

he turns his attention to your neck as he pushes your dress up your hips, making quick work of unzipping and throwing the dress to some corner of the room where you're sure it's gonna stay forgotten until the next morning.

"gyu, i told you I needed to go today. i can't keep cancelling on them."

your words fall onto deaf ears as he slaps your ass. your back arches with the sensation and your moans sound like symphony to mingyu. he slaps hard once again and you grind harder against his bulge.

he falls back, and pulls you along to make you sit on his face. you feel his smirk on your ass but further thought leaves you as he starts licking and lapping at your cunt like a starved man having his last meal. his hands continue their work on your butt, leaving only to pinch your nipples or press into your clit. your moans get louder and louder, increasing with the building pleasure in your insides until you burst, coming all over his face. even through the tears clouding your vision, you see him take in every drop, smiling like a kid who got candies.

he changes position, trapping you under him and quickly removes his clothes. before you can understand anything, he flips you over, pushing your back and lifting your ass into the air. before he can do anything though, you tell him you got one last thing to do. you sit up straight and grab your phone, opening contacts to find a number.

"....hey, um, Lana? yeah, i don't think i can come today..."

i refuse to shut up <3

also asdfghjk "learning from the best"?? naurr, honey you don't want to start this compliment battle. i refuse to be defeated.

and yes!! i do have smthn similar planned out. but it's with another resident ass guy! cheol ^3^

I MEAN IT: YOU'RE THE BEST😌😤

about the compliment battle, bring it on!! i will not let you go so easily. i'm a pro at giving compliments :)

ALSO i cannot WAIT for the resident ass guy! seungcheol. such a canon😌🤌

SHUT UP you're making my heart explode-

(i'm learning from the best)

warning: mentions of alcohol

"well, hellooo~"

you turn towards the voice, and find a very drunken (and very adorable) soonyoung standing to your right, a glass of whiskey (?) in hand. he was loud enough to be heard over the noise of the club, yet you still perked up and leaned towards him.

"hello."

"what'ss a pretty lady like you hic... doing over hereee?" his voice sounded almost like a sing-song. he probably had a little too much of the drink. confirming your thoughts, he stumbles into the chair next to you.

"just winding up after a long day, you know? what about you?"

"well, i jus wanna let loooose tonight. with my friendsss. they're prolly out there, hic, dancing or drinking," he waves his hands around, pointing towards his friends. but you're only looking at him. a small smile forms on your lips, but you're quick to hide it.

"i see... it's too crowded here, you wanna go somewhere private?" you offer, pretending innocence.

he lets out a loud gasp, "oh no! i have a girlfriendd!! hic she's somewhere around here. she'll end you iff she finds out."

"is she that dangerous?"

"sometimess, but she's veeery sweet. hic always takes care off me. kisses me goodnight and goood morning. hic, always sends me cute stuff that reminds her of me... hic-"

he stands up as he's speaking, but then stumbles again and falls into the seat, face first onto the counter.

you gasp and rush over to him, patting him on the cheek, "omg, soonie? soonyoung? are you okay??"

he lets out a slow groan before raising his head and looking at you. his eyes sparkle with recognition

"y/n!! omg you're here! i was hic just talking about you! come on, let'ss have a drink!" he shouts and turns to call the bartender, "sir-"

"soonie, come on, let's go home. you're way too drunk," you pull him by his hand to get him to stand. even in his drunken state, he laughs and let's you lead him.

"y/n you know something? i met a lady back at the counter. she kind of looked a lot like you. But! she tried to hit on me!!"

you play along, pretending surprise, "really? what did you say?"

"I pushed her away, of course. can't ever forget my baby. my sweet, lovely babyyy..."

very shocked and angry hearing the news concerning taeil.

shocked, because as someone who's been a fan of nct's music for the past few years, i never expected something so heinous. he wasnt my bias, but i still appreciated him for his vocal talents and as a member of the group. all this just goes on to show that there's a lot more going on beneath the 'nice guy' persona we see on camera. that we cannot fully know or trust any idol, tbvf.

angry, because of what he's done and because of seeing people defend and support him. always choose morals before kpop. this is a real victim we're talking about here. the victim always comes first, and should be supported.

i will not be supporting moon taeil from now on.

be a human first, before being a fan.

this.

when it hits that i don't have to compulsorily write anything or that I don't have to pressurise myself into posting something that feels mediocre to me, it already feels so much better and helps me look forward to any new ideas that I may have.

still reaching that phase where I allow myself to take breaks, and relax and not worry about not having posted.

please take time to feel better <33

heyyyyyyy 👉👈

yeah i'm just gonna go ahead and start off by apologizing for going m.i.a. again unannounced </3

i once again (surprise, surprise) got into a mood where everything i wrote just felt blah, i was pressuring myself with deadlines, sucked the joy out of writing all together and, in the end, decided to delete tumblr and give myself the time to reset. i think i've discovered writing truly comes to me in waves, and that's perfectly okay !! but i need to be gentle with myself when i'm in these slumps instead of spiraling over how i must be disappointing everyone by not pumping out fics. like girl! it's just fanfic! it's not that serious! calm down you're not even getting paid!!

writing is meant to be for my enjoyment and slowly, i've been unlearning all the stress i've put into it to reclaim that joy! so, with a (tentative?) return, just wanted to stop in and give an update that hopefully, fingers crossed, i will be slowly getting back into the groove of things.

i've got a lot to catch up on, but for now, i will be active (:

for those still here, loving and supproting my works, thank you as always 🫶