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i did it too!
till the end of forever.
you need to be loved unconditionally. you need to be reminded that love is not temporary, that you deserve it. that those who love you will not leave. you need to be loved the way angels love humanity. or how devils love angels. you need to be loved in greatness, in fullness, you need to be loved hard and fierce. loud, shout it to the ends of the earth, your love won't leave. you need to be loved when nothing else will be. you need to realize you are worthy even through the end.
"your ult bias and how you need to be loved"
(saw this on twt not so long ago, so thought of doing it here)
very shocked and angry hearing the news concerning taeil.
shocked, because as someone who's been a fan of nct's music for the past few years, i never expected something so heinous. he wasnt my bias, but i still appreciated him for his vocal talents and as a member of the group. all this just goes on to show that there's a lot more going on beneath the 'nice guy' persona we see on camera. that we cannot fully know or trust any idol, tbvf.
angry, because of what he's done and because of seeing people defend and support him. always choose morals before kpop. this is a real victim we're talking about here. the victim always comes first, and should be supported.
i will not be supporting moon taeil from now on.
be a human first, before being a fan.
also, sending hugs and love to every fan, who's supported him until now, who is disheartened by the news. i know this is a difficult time, but please make sure to choose morals over kpop. we've supported him all this time, not knowing what would happen. please do take care; my inbox is always open for you to rant <3
very shocked and angry hearing the news concerning taeil.
shocked, because as someone who's been a fan of nct's music for the past few years, i never expected something so heinous. he wasnt my bias, but i still appreciated him for his vocal talents and as a member of the group. all this just goes on to show that there's a lot more going on beneath the 'nice guy' persona we see on camera. that we cannot fully know or trust any idol, tbvf.
angry, because of what he's done and because of seeing people defend and support him. always choose morals before kpop. this is a real victim we're talking about here. the victim always comes first, and should be supported.
i will not be supporting moon taeil from now on.
be a human first, before being a fan.
WOOZI ☏ CALL CALL CALL!
LOLA DONT GET SHOT WTF
but yes, when i picture chan and boobs, I see him nestling in them. i can't stop it.
warnings: 18+, mention of tattoo
chan claims he loves every part of you the same.
yet,
its the same chan whose eyes linger a little longer around your breasts.
the same chan, who always ends up diving face first into your tits after a long, rough day at work.
chan, who always needs to hold your boobs whenever you're in bed because it "helps him sleep better".
chan, who loves buying lacy lingerie to adorn your boobs, only to rip it off later.
chan, who loves to place a few extra kisses and bites near your breasts.
chan, who goes feral seeing you on top of him, because your boobs are now at eye-level.
chan, who loves when you ride him, because now he can give all his attention to your tits — licking, biting and sucking on them.
chan, who loves hugs, partly cause he loves the feel of your boobs on his chest.
chan, whose absolute weakness is the tattoo you got (specially for him), right above your breasts.
chan, who claims he loves every part of you the same, but loves your boobs a little more.
SHUT UP you're making my heart explode-
(i'm learning from the best)
warning: mentions of alcohol
"well, hellooo~"
you turn towards the voice, and find a very drunken (and very adorable) soonyoung standing to your right, a glass of whiskey (?) in hand. he was loud enough to be heard over the noise of the club, yet you still perked up and leaned towards him.
"hello."
"what'ss a pretty lady like you hic... doing over hereee?" his voice sounded almost like a sing-song. he probably had a little too much of the drink. confirming your thoughts, he stumbles into the chair next to you.
"just winding up after a long day, you know? what about you?"
"well, i jus wanna let loooose tonight. with my friendsss. they're prolly out there, hic, dancing or drinking," he waves his hands around, pointing towards his friends. but you're only looking at him. a small smile forms on your lips, but you're quick to hide it.
"i see... it's too crowded here, you wanna go somewhere private?" you offer, pretending innocence.
he lets out a loud gasp, "oh no! i have a girlfriendd!! hic she's somewhere around here. she'll end you iff she finds out."
"is she that dangerous?"
"sometimess, but she's veeery sweet. hic always takes care off me. kisses me goodnight and goood morning. hic, always sends me cute stuff that reminds her of me... hic-"
he stands up as he's speaking, but then stumbles again and falls into the seat, face first onto the counter.
you gasp and rush over to him, patting him on the cheek, "omg, soonie? soonyoung? are you okay??"
he lets out a slow groan before raising his head and looking at you. his eyes sparkle with recognition
"y/n!! omg you're here! i was hic just talking about you! come on, let'ss have a drink!" he shouts and turns to call the bartender, "sir-"
"soonie, come on, let's go home. you're way too drunk," you pull him by his hand to get him to stand. even in his drunken state, he laughs and let's you lead him.
"y/n you know something? i met a lady back at the counter. she kind of looked a lot like you. But! she tried to hit on me!!"
you play along, pretending surprise, "really? what did you say?"
"I pushed her away, of course. can't ever forget my baby. my sweet, lovely babyyy..."
i beg you.
DO SOMETHING WITH THIS!! I'd love to read it😭😭😭
(literally my first time with something so elaborative and suggestive and I'm so glad you liked it!! It means a lot😭😭)
warnings: suggestive content | wc: 539
a/n: first time writing a mature content like this. please do let me know what you think and of any improvements needed. i've only read smut, not written it😭
you sit in front of your dressing table, all the while being acutely aware of mingyu's gaze on your back. you could see his bedroom eyes through the mirror, but you were intent on going out with your friends today.
"you should stop staring at my ass, mingyu. you're drooling," you walk towards the bed where he's sitting at the edge, manspreading.
whatever he planned with this, it might just be working.
mingyu sits up straight and holds your waist, looking deep into your eyes. the lust in his eyes was evident with the way they darkened when you returned from the bathroom wearing this dress, one that ended right below your ass and hugs your skin so well. all thanks to the workout sessions with mingyu.
his hands slide lower to cup your butt and he pulls you in to straddle his hip. the bulge, that you hadn't noticed before, presses deliciously into your cunt and you have to mentally keep yourself from grinding on him.
"how come you never wear these dresses with me?" he pouts as he rests his face on your breasts. but he also takes this opportunity to slowly knead your ass and you have to bite back the moans that threatens to leave your mouth.
"you and i both know how that's gonna en-" he cuts you off by capturing your lips with his, and the gentle, light kiss quickly turns into a rough and passionate one. you grind harder against his hips, needing to feel some pressure against your pussy that's now wet and dripping.
good thing you decided to wear panties.
he turns his attention to your neck as he pushes your dress up your hips, making quick work of unzipping and throwing the dress to some corner of the room where you're sure it's gonna stay forgotten until the next morning.
"gyu, i told you I needed to go today. i can't keep cancelling on them."
your words fall onto deaf ears as he slaps your ass. your back arches with the sensation and your moans sound like symphony to mingyu. he slaps hard once again and you grind harder against his bulge.
he falls back, and pulls you along to make you sit on his face. you feel his smirk on your ass but further thought leaves you as he starts licking and lapping at your cunt like a starved man having his last meal. his hands continue their work on your butt, leaving only to pinch your nipples or press into your clit. your moans get louder and louder, increasing with the building pleasure in your insides until you burst, coming all over his face. even through the tears clouding your vision, you see him take in every drop, smiling like a kid who got candies.
he changes position, trapping you under him and quickly removes his clothes. before you can understand anything, he flips you over, pushing your back and lifting your ass into the air. before he can do anything though, you tell him you got one last thing to do. you sit up straight and grab your phone, opening contacts to find a number.
"....hey, um, Lana? yeah, i don't think i can come today..."
i refuse to shut up <3
also asdfghjk "learning from the best"?? naurr, honey you don't want to start this compliment battle. i refuse to be defeated.
and yes!! i do have smthn similar planned out. but it's with another resident ass guy! cheol ^3^
I MEAN IT: YOU'RE THE BEST😌😤
about the compliment battle, bring it on!! i will not let you go so easily. i'm a pro at giving compliments :)
ALSO i cannot WAIT for the resident ass guy! seungcheol. such a canon😌🤌
💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌
ily <3
ILY2 <3
💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌
i adore your works <3
Thank you so much😭😭
AND I ADORE YOURS TOO!!! SO FREAKING MUCH!!!!
💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌
you're so awesome and lovely
YOU'RE SO LOVELY BESTIE I COULD CRY
💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌
thank you for existing
okay now you've made me cry
💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌
im so glad i met you <3 (yes, i sent this 5 times)
IM EVEN MORE GLAD I FOUND YOU!!? like, who writes so amazingly and gives constant support and SENDS THIS 5 TIMES FOR NO REASON!!???!!!??
ily you're the best😭🫶
this.
when it hits that i don't have to compulsorily write anything or that I don't have to pressurise myself into posting something that feels mediocre to me, it already feels so much better and helps me look forward to any new ideas that I may have.
still reaching that phase where I allow myself to take breaks, and relax and not worry about not having posted.
please take time to feel better <33
heyyyyyyy 👉👈
yeah i'm just gonna go ahead and start off by apologizing for going m.i.a. again unannounced </3
i once again (surprise, surprise) got into a mood where everything i wrote just felt blah, i was pressuring myself with deadlines, sucked the joy out of writing all together and, in the end, decided to delete tumblr and give myself the time to reset. i think i've discovered writing truly comes to me in waves, and that's perfectly okay !! but i need to be gentle with myself when i'm in these slumps instead of spiraling over how i must be disappointing everyone by not pumping out fics. like girl! it's just fanfic! it's not that serious! calm down you're not even getting paid!!
writing is meant to be for my enjoyment and slowly, i've been unlearning all the stress i've put into it to reclaim that joy! so, with a (tentative?) return, just wanted to stop in and give an update that hopefully, fingers crossed, i will be slowly getting back into the groove of things.
i've got a lot to catch up on, but for now, i will be active (:
for those still here, loving and supproting my works, thank you as always 🫶
SISTAR THIS WAS LONG AGO??? i SAID ILY LIKE TWO DAYS AGO
yayyyy mutuals hiiiiiiiii reblog if you love your mutualssssssss hiii mutuals
im glad you found good moots here but still 😔😔😔 (jk lmao, on a serious note, im so glad you did !!)
you're one of my moots, lola, OBVIOUSLY I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!!!
All my worries of not finding moots has been solved🥹🫶
(also this shows how you're camped up in here, lola. welcome😌)
i see you've reached my first post, i hope the journey was a pleasant one😊
BUT I LOVE COOKIES AND CREAM TOO (cockies too- maybe idk wodnekdjdj)
BUT IM GLAD I MADE YOU BLUSH HEHEEH i take it as a privilege😌
[11:18 pm]
the whole room is dark, except for the faint glow of your phone. you lay in your bed, scrolling through absolutely random trivia reels. cheol's laying beside you, one arm thrown across your waist as he cuddles into the heat of your body. he should have been sound asleep by now. but he's only halfway through there, being pulled back to wake by your questions.
"cheol?"
he hums back, voice thickly layered with sleep.
"what color do you think i am?"
the room turns silent. you wait for a moment.
"cheo-"
"blue. you seem like blue to me."
"why blue?"
"cause, to me, blue means calm, peace, and secure. like i dont have to worry about anything. like i can let down all my thoughts to rest for a while. and you feel like all those things to me."
you just hum back in response, the next question thats displayed on your screen preventing you from thinking over his words.
a minute passes before you ask again, "cheol?"
"...yes, love?"
"what icecream flavour am i?"
a beat passes before he replies, "you're cookies-n-cream. because you're soft and sweet, with a little crunch at times."
you hum yet again, registering his answer.
"plus, its your favourite," he adds, which brings a soft smile to your face.
you turn your attention back to your phone, searching for the next question.
"cheol...?"
"love.... how about we go to sleep now, and i'll answer all your questions tomorrow?" he asks, looking at you with eyes drooping with sleep.
you just smile and nod, turning off your phone and keeping it aside before you get back into bed. as soon as you lay down, seungcheol's quick to snuggle into your side, his face nuzzled into your neck, his breaths tickling you. you take a look at the sleepy man with you before closing your eyes.
.
.
"cheol!"
"yes, my love?
"...i love you."
he doesnt respond immediately, but you feel him smiling into your skin, his breath hitching for the slightest of moments before returning to normal as he mumbles back.
"i love you too, dear."
GIRL YOURE JOBLESS WHAT-
OWNDIEJFDJR you're too kind with your words😭😭 but tru something about dad seungcheol just:
🥵😩🥵😩🥵😩🥵😩🥵😩🥵
cheol as a girl dad
girl dad! seungcheol fluff, a little smut (i tried) warnings: reader has a womb (obviously), mentions of pregnancy, body insecurity, sex (only a little) word count: 747 author's note: a little late but I had to do it for daddy cheol😔✊ very self-indulgent, not proof-read, made very hastily cause again, daddy cheol😔✊ hope you enjoy!! do lemme know what you think of it :) check out 'cheol as a boy dad' here.
girl dad! cheol who absolutely melts in the hospital room when he sees his baby girl. who combusts into a puddle when he gets to hold his beloved baby in his arms. who pats your head and kisses you in your tired, exhausted, post-delivery state, murmuring how proud he is of you and how thankful he is that you gave him his most precious baby.
girl dad! cheol who whenever she cries at night, calmly tells you to go back to sleep and rushes over. you think he's allowing you your rest, and while that's true, it's mostly cause he gets to spend more time with his baby.
girl dad! cheol who spends so much time with his baby, it's concerning. you end up wondering if you even exist, but the simple truth is he just can't get enough of his babygirl.
girl dad! cheol who you find making out with you at the most random of times. when you're in the kitchen, cooking dinner. when you're working from home. when you're folding your baby's clothes. you both end up all over yourselves, he's kissing every inch of your body. the same body you cried over during and after your pregnancy. the same body you'd end up being so insecure about, about the belly, the extra fat, the breasts and hips, the stretch marks and the mood swings.
he kisses you to make up for all the time you couldn't because you both were taking care of your beloved baby. he kisses you to let you know how much he still loves you. he kisses you to tell you how he still finds you attractive, even with the stretch marks and extra fat and the lot. he kisses you, and you feel every emotion and every message of his that's being communicated silently yet surely.
girl dad! cheol who loves and hates it when his little babygirl starts to grow. watching his daughter start crawling, then standing and later walking, it suddenly dawns on him that she's growing up fast and isn't his baby anymore. that doesn't stop him from smothering all his love though.
girl dad! cheol who loves loves LOVES to tie your child's hair in ribbons and dress her up in cute dresses and make her wear sparkly shoes. who accidentally ends up taking away from you the joy of dressing up your child, but you don't mind as long as you get to watch them giggling and joking during those times.
girl dad! cheol who comes up to you at the most randomest of days and continues to thank you for bringing into this world someone who he cherishes so much. and although he apologises for not spending as much time with you, he promises to make sure you realise that there's no one else he'd rather do all this with.
girl dad! cheol who cries when your daughter has to go to school for the first time. probably more than the girl herself. you end up having to kiss his pout away. whether things escalate from there is upto how he feels at the moment.
girl dad! cheol who fucks you dumb some nights, a desparate need to put another baby in you. he moans stupidly about how proud he is of your first pregnancy and how he'd love to see another one too. you definitely don't mind cause the sex is obviously too good.
girl dad! cheol who swears he heard his heart shatter when his babygirl tells him about her crush. sure he understands, but to realise that she now has another man in his life??? he's speechless (and dramatic).
but he's also the one who loves to hear the little tidbits and gossips about her school, and who gets giddy along with her when she tells him how her crush finally noticed her. he's also the one who buys a tub of icecream in the middle of the night, when she's heartbroken. her best friend and her protector, all in one.
girl dad! cheol who's happy whenever he thinks about his two favourite girls. who's thankful for all that him and you went through, and for his little bundle of joy, who made him a thousand times happier, if that was even possible. who's forever proud of you for your struggles and of your daughter for basically everything. who realises with every father's day wish by his daughter and his partner that he wouldn't have this any other way.
user monamipencil has camped here⛺🛋️
AND IM SO HONOURED BRO (remembering the time I used to look up at your blog like a little baby at their role model AND WHERE AM I NOW???! crying happy tears)
i had: a thought.
choi seungcheol who wears branded clothes and shoes. who loves using expensive watches. who loves to let loose with his priced collection of whiskey and rum. seungcheol who lives to buy gifts for his loved ones. who notices the glances and fulfills unspoken wishes. seungheol who has exquisite taste. who prefers the finer things in life.
now, imagine his s/o as someone who enjoys thrifting. whose face lights up seeing random trinkets they find while walking home back from work or school. who loves to buy knick-knacks like the cat figurines they bought for their study or the omelette cushion covers. who doesn't understand the need of a two-thousand-five-hundred-dollars watch to look at the time when they could just use a pastel-coloured, floral-patterened, five-dollar watch that could bring a smile to anyone's face at every look. who prefers to seek the joy in the littlest of things.
even with such contrasting aesthetics, imagine them meshing together just perfectly. seungcheol who notices their s/o's bright smiles when they see all the kitschy things in the flea market you reluctantly took him to. s/o who finds the most lavish looking, yet pastel tinted shirts that they know would charm him.
them with the differences of day-and-night and still sailing along smoothly.
Im so glad you like it😭😭🥹🫶 ilyyyyy
what 2 am with them looks like
seventeen × gn reader comfort, healing (kinda, idk) warnings: mentions of making love, food wc: 1.3k author's notes: this was a random thought, and has been in my drafts for so long, so i decided i had to complete it. writing this gave me a peace i didn't know existed, so i love this work very much. i hope you guys love it too <3
➼ choi seungcheol
in bed. he's probably fucking you into the next week, making you cum at least 5 times before he kisses you gently and washes you up and prepares to sleep. if not this, then you're probably on your side of the bed. the other side of the bed remains empty, because your cuddly clingy boyfriend is wrapped around you, strong arms trapping your movements and legs tangled together.
➼ yoon jeonghan
dumb conversations. lying in bed, your head resting on his arm, your arm wrapped around his torso that shakes with the laughter. it's probably one of your lame jokes that only he finds funny, or one of his hilarious stories about seungkwan and chan, but it's got you both clutching your stomachs after a while. he pulls you close with his arm that's under your head and presses a light kiss to your forehead before finding another interesting topic. when do you sleep that night, that's a question you both have no answer for.
➼ hong jisoo
deep conversations. you're both sitting in your bedroom, hugging pillows as you slip into deep conversations about the universe and your future. you aren't sure how you got here, you were in your bed to sleep one moment and in the next, you're both sitting as you talk about your wedding and your house and the stars and the moon and his mom and his job; the conversation flows easily into the next topic. he only stops when he sees you suppress a yawn for the 3rd time before kissing you and suggesting you both go to sleep.
➼ moon junhui
watching cat videos. it all started a few hours ago, with you and jun on either side of the bed, scrolling through phones. you roll over to him, perfectly landing your head on his chest as you show him your screen. "look junie," you said as you shoved the phone into his face. he chuckles before holding your hand and focusing on the video of an orange cat tripping over it's own feet. he laughs watching it, and it ends up in you lying on his chest as you both watched every single cat video available on the earth. your laughs filled the room and tears filled your eyes, but it felt so good, spending time doing silly things like this.
➼ kwon soonyoung
passive watching soap operas. its the time of calm and quiet after the rush of the day, so when you turn on the tv after dinner, you stay like that until late hours. except the focus has moved from the drama on the tv to drama from work. from sitting at the ends of the couch, you end up tangled somehow - his head resting on your lap or him sitting on the floor, hands held with yours. the tv drones on at a low volume, but by then you've both shared all the tea from your work and are giggling over the littlest of things. in the morning, you're both probably on the floor, one of the cushions as a pillow and keeping warm by hugging each other.
➼ jeon wonwoo
playing games. after much practice and pain, you'd finally gotten better at the games wonwoo often played. most nights you'd be a team going against your other friends, but sometimes you prefer to play against him. and when that happens, it ends in either of the two ways: you're winning and start shaking your hips, or he's winning and decides to deliberately lose to help you win. either way, he wants to see your happy lil dance.
➼ lee jihoon
in his studio. jihoon's seated in his studio, working on a new track. when you arrive, he immediately pulls you to him, making you sit on his lap as he hands you his headphones. you look at him, confused, but wear them anyway and listen as he plays the track he was just working on. as you fall deeper into the melody of the song, he grips your hips in anticipation. it was a song to you, from him, containing the most heartfelt emotions he'd felt for you, but couldn't communicate properly. so he decided to put them into a song, a language he speaks so well and one that you understand.
➼ lee seokmin
having breakfast cereal. you'd gone through great lengths to find and buy the brand of cereal you both highly enjoyed. so now that you have it, why wait for the morning? when he wakes you up in the middle of the night, anxious and groggy about your reaction, he'd worried you'd judge him. but maybe it's the sleepiness hanging in his mind that he forgot you both basically share the same braincell. so the next minute you're stumbling into the kitchen, looking for bowls and cartons and giggling over spilling milk and noisy spoons. by the time you're done, your stomach's filled with food and heart's filled with love.
➼ kim mingyu
moments of soft intimacy. the evening goes by peacefully: you both come home, tired and exhausted; have a silent dinner mingyu lovingly prepared and talk about work; after some leftover work you both head to bed. but slowly, the stroke on the cheek becomes kissing, drawing shapes on your back as you kiss and nip at the base of his neck. mingyu's vulnerable now, only with you, but neither of you are in a rush to haste. his hands cup over your ass and thighs; your hands are braided in his hair. his palms knead the flesh of your breasts; your fingers gently brush across his chest and abs. whether or not you make love comes later, but you sleep peacefully in each other's embrace.
➼ xu minghao
sky-watching. when you poke him awake, he's definitely concerned, but the first thought that pops to his head when you say you cant sleep is to go sit in the balcony. so now, at 2 am, you're in the balcony, a cup of warm tea in your hands and xu minghao at your side. its silent, but its a comfortable silence that wraps around you like a blanket, and warmed up by the tea he specially made for you. and although for others, the silence might seem awkward, minghao knows that this is exactly what you need to escape from the thoughts racing around in your mind.
➼ boo seungkwan
late night walks. seungkwan's energy peaks after he comes home and sees you, so walks to tire you both out becomes a staple in the routine. youre walking the streets in matching hoodies (that's because you take one of his) and even in the cold, he makes it a habit to hold your hand in his. you wander through new streets every night, discovering new neighbourhoods, having a quick snack from the convenience store, and usually stumble over a park or play area. you can feel seungkwan's eyes light up and the next thing you know, youre on the swings, side-by-side. with the little squeeze of your hand, he lets you know he's ready to go back.
➼ chwe hansol
watching a movie. to hansol, any logical being would be asleep at this hour. (un)fortunately for him, you weren't as logical as he thought. but maybe he enjoys it because why else would he allow you to keep him awake at this ungodly hour, watching 'Tangled' for the twentieth time now? all frowns erase the moment he sees pascal on the screen, and a smile places itself. he becomes so engrossed in the movie he doesn't even notice that you'd fallen asleep about halfway through the movie. when he does notice tho, he silently closes the laptop and places it away, before slipping back into the bed to get his precious sleep.
➼ lee chan
listening to him talk. chan loves to talk, and you love to listen to him talk. while mostly by this time you're both dead asleep, sometimes you end up in the balcony, the wind playfully ruffling his hair as he goes on and on about something he's so so passionate about. it could be the most trivial things, but the way his eyes go wide as he's expressing his emotions and the way they catch the moonlight in them like little stars. you're gonna be pretty tired the next morning, but when chan's with you, you couldn't care less.