Dunno How Many Times I Have Watched This Movie And Neither Do I Care..... I Will Always Cry A Bucket

dunno how many times i have watched this movie and neither do i care..... i will always cry a bucket of tears to it and then cry some more

proof of life

off the top of my head, here are some things i did over the holiday break: - finally put my netflix and hbo accounts to good use by binging movies everyday. heaven on earth! gr8/8 💗 - lost count of the impromptu 1 or 2 AM trips i made downtown for some bhonnette's. yes they spell it that way. but also yes their arroz caldo is the best thing in the world 😭 - last minute divisoria xmas shopping... man what an experience but never again 😀🔫 did all that while wearing platform boots. di ko maramdaman binti ko for the next 2 days thx <3 - spent xmas eve at home with a lovely bunch of folks... drank tequila (!!!!!!!) for the first time in many years. got inebriated -> karaoke til dawn. it was alright, the house was filled with joy and laughter and my allergic reaction to alcohol the next day was totally worth it. 100% would do it again =)) - i guess spontaneity was my running theme over the holidays.... decided outta nowhere to visit a resort nearby for a late-night swim. by myself. because why the fuck not? 🥸 loved every second of it - went to star city the next day and i felt like i was gonna die riding that goddamn frisbee thing but overall i had a fun time - spent and celebrated new year's eve with the same lovely people. ate a LOT of good food. drank some more. and then we crammed a last minute xmas party and exchanged gifts. grateful for these moments and for these people. wouldnt trade them for anything in the world happy new year!!! let's all have a prosperous and blessed year ahead 💗💗💗

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Well into the winter of my 20s, I wish I can tell my younger self not to run after validation from other people. I used to do that a lot. In the end, it didn't matter. Things have changed. I still don't know whether I'm making the right decisions most of the time. But unlike before, I'm slowly becoming surer of trusting myself, and whatever path things would lead me to, I will let them come as they are. I do things on my own now. I live and go through phases by myself. And that's just as hard as admitting that - wait for it - I'm okay. I have made so many grave mistakes. I fell in and out of love. I've dealt with loss and grief. On some days, I still feel so defeated and loathe myself. I didn't turn out how I pictured myself to be. And I never promised myself that things will get easier, but I have overcome so many adversities and learned from them. If that's not strength, then I don't know what is. So maybe I'm good enough? 🙂 Happy birthday to me! Hehe.

Wishin' y'all a very happy Christmas! 🎅🏼🎄🥳🎉🎊

since the gap between zed and renata's deaths exceeded the streak window this falls as an unofficial pentakill😄🥳happy sunday!