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Off The Top Of My Head, Here Are Some Things I Did Over The Holiday Break:- Finally Put My Netflix And
off the top of my head, here are some things i did over the holiday break: - finally put my netflix and hbo accounts to good use by binging movies everyday. heaven on earth! gr8/8 💗 - lost count of the impromptu 1 or 2 AM trips i made downtown for some bhonnette's. yes they spell it that way. but also yes their arroz caldo is the best thing in the world 😭 - last minute divisoria xmas shopping... man what an experience but never again 😀🔫 did all that while wearing platform boots. di ko maramdaman binti ko for the next 2 days thx <3 - spent xmas eve at home with a lovely bunch of folks... drank tequila (!!!!!!!) for the first time in many years. got inebriated -> karaoke til dawn. it was alright, the house was filled with joy and laughter and my allergic reaction to alcohol the next day was totally worth it. 100% would do it again =)) - i guess spontaneity was my running theme over the holidays.... decided outta nowhere to visit a resort nearby for a late-night swim. by myself. because why the fuck not? 🥸 loved every second of it - went to star city the next day and i felt like i was gonna die riding that goddamn frisbee thing but overall i had a fun time - spent and celebrated new year's eve with the same lovely people. ate a LOT of good food. drank some more. and then we crammed a last minute xmas party and exchanged gifts. grateful for these moments and for these people. wouldnt trade them for anything in the world happy new year!!! let's all have a prosperous and blessed year ahead 💗💗💗
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December 31, 2022 -- Circling back to this entry which I posted exactly a year ago.
I can't say no to my kind neighbors who poured me 4 straight shots of alcohol and I have a shallow threshold for it so here I am, writing this down drunk. My head's spinning so let me get this over with quickly. Today I paid my mom a visit because New Year's Eve was her favorite time of the year. I said a little prayer thanking her for everything. For carving and paving the way for me. For all of her sacrifices. For unconditionally loving me. Great! Now I'm getting teary-eyed. I DEARLY, CRIPPLINGLY miss her. Emphasis on all caps because there is not a single word in the dictionary that can justify its magnanimity. Point being is!!! I feel like things have been slowly falling into place. I am humbled and thankful for how this year went by. It's far from perfect, but hey, a year ago today, I was only hoping to redeem a small fraction of last year's travesty. And I feel like I got so much more than that. My dad's health condition was hanging by a thread back in May but some divine intervention took place and he miraculously recovered. I got to reconcile with him too after almost a decade of radio silence (still working on this oh boy we have a lot to unpack haha!), my niece lives with my sister now (rightfully so lol), and I got promoted at work (!!!). Most importantly, I learned how to be gentle with myself. I tried my best to take things one at a time. Fight's not over yet and I have a lot more to learn but let me savor this moment and give myself a pat on the back. Said it before and I'll say it again: God, please help me tread on the right path. Wishing y'all a very happy and prosperous 2023! Cheers to better days!
Not to be that one edgy loser but I don't have a lot of things to be thankful for the past year. I lost the person who meant the world to me. That one person who stood by me through my mistakes, who cheered me on every step of the way, who believed in me more than I did in myself. Be that as it may - it can't get any worse than that, can it? This is the hopeful part of this post. Tragic circumstances kept on happening and 2021 was the absolute worst period of my life. There's nowhere to go but up from here on out, is there? If I can redeem at least a small fraction of how bad last year was, this 2022, then that's an immediate win for me. The goal is to learn self-forgiveness. Happy New Year! :)
Feels like I'm grasping for straws 'cause I'm so overwhelmed by the amount of information that I need to take in - to the point where I feel so dumb and stupid and I'm questioning whether I made the right decision by taking this offer. I can only hope it is and I hope it gets better but the past 2 days have been kicking my butt, I'm not gonna lie. Hi.