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I Just Finished Watching The Most Recent Episode Of The Sun And Moon Show And When Moon Put Sun In "timeout"
I just finished watching the most recent episode of The Sun and Moon show and when Moon put Sun in "timeout" essentially until he gets "his head on straight" my mind was (lovingly) screaming "MOON, YOU IDIOT!"
I think having to "lock him up" truly was a necessary thing to do, but isolating Sun with all of his negative thoughts isn't going to help AT ALL. He's just going to be trapped in front of a mirror, his mind going in circles. He doesn't understand these negative feelings or how to deal with them. I can't objectively say what he's been thinking deep down, past all the anger, but here I go:
"I'm not good for anything. I really am pathetic and stupid."
"I just want to be USEFUL. If I kill Eclipse, then maybe I can finally be that... even if it kills me."
"Moon deserves better than me. I'm the "dumb, happy one" so how could I ever really give anything back to him aside from being a joke?"
"I'm hurting Moon when he's already struggling. What kind of brother am I?"
"I hurt LUNAR. That's all I'm ever gonna do: HURT PEOPLE I LOVE!"
"I KILLED someone for making fun of me. I thought they deserved it but Moon's right. All I did was steal their chance to change."
"I don't deserve to live. Not after what I've done. I can't go back no matter how much I want to. There was ONE thing I was good at and I destroyed it."
"Nobody needs me anyway; they'll have Earth. She'll take care of the kids even better than I ever could. Creator said so himself... he's awful but... he created me. And then he replaced me so easily."
"It would be better for everyone if I died."
These are just guesses, though. I could be WAY off, but these were the thoughts I believe have been going through Sun's head.
But Moon better not leave him alone for long, and he's GOTTA stop telling Sun to just go back to being himself and instead:
ASK. SUN. QUESTIONS. ABOUT. HOW. HE. FEELS. AND. WHY.
And Moon better listen well.
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I think this is a little late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUR BLOG!

IM SORRY

WHAT?!
Guess I’ll have to draw something for this hvsgbj didn’t even know I’ve been around that long 👀
BUT AAAA HAPPY BIRF TO MY BLOG AND A BIG THANK YOU TO MY SUPPORTERS
Would you believe me if I said that I genuinely forgot all about this conversation? ^_^;
I am SO SORRY for that! That's not really a common thing for me, I promise. I guess I was just like "okay, I'll let what I read sink in and then reply" and then it just... I completely forgot. I was probably distracted by... other things going on.
ANYWAY! Things certainly have escalated since we last talked, haven't they?
I just finished watching the most recent episode of The Sun and Moon show and when Moon put Sun in "timeout" essentially until he gets "his head on straight" my mind was (lovingly) screaming "MOON, YOU IDIOT!"
I think having to "lock him up" truly was a necessary thing to do, but isolating Sun with all of his negative thoughts isn't going to help AT ALL. He's just going to be trapped in front of a mirror, his mind going in circles. He doesn't understand these negative feelings or how to deal with them. I can't objectively say what he's been thinking deep down, past all the anger, but here I go:
"I'm not good for anything. I really am pathetic and stupid."
"I just want to be USEFUL. If I kill Eclipse, then maybe I can finally be that... even if it kills me."
"Moon deserves better than me. I'm the "dumb, happy one" so how could I ever really give anything back to him aside from being a joke?"
"I'm hurting Moon when he's already struggling. What kind of brother am I?"
"I hurt LUNAR. That's all I'm ever gonna do: HURT PEOPLE I LOVE!"
"I KILLED someone for making fun of me. I thought they deserved it but Moon's right. All I did was steal their chance to change."
"I don't deserve to live. Not after what I've done. I can't go back no matter how much I want to. There was ONE thing I was good at and I destroyed it."
"Nobody needs me anyway; they'll have Earth. She'll take care of the kids even better than I ever could. Creator said so himself... he's awful but... he created me. And then he replaced me so easily."
"It would be better for everyone if I died."
These are just guesses, though. I could be WAY off, but these were the thoughts I believe have been going through Sun's head.
But Moon better not leave him alone for long, and he's GOTTA stop telling Sun to just go back to being himself and instead:
ASK. SUN. QUESTIONS. ABOUT. HOW. HE. FEELS. AND. WHY.
And Moon better listen well.
I love playtime-bonding stuff with these two~!
Some little sketches of the bois playing around :3

