
Age: 26 years -- Pronouns: She/Her/They/Them -- Orientation: Asexual -- high functioning autistic -- dealing with anxiety and some PTSD -- but I'm still friendly! -- Loves writing, voice acting, music, and more -- My old account: https://www.tumblr.com/goldleafgardenia -- My PKMN IRL account: https://www.tumblr.com/illusions-of-the-forest
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I Love Playtime-bonding Stuff With These Two~!
I love playtime-bonding stuff with these two~!
Some little sketches of the bois playing around :3


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Lunar: I had a thought, but unfortunately I had a second thought. They ricocheted off each other and I can't find either anymore
You mean the thing with Bloodmoon? Oh, MAN that was genuinely creepy...
...I LOVED IT! 😁
The shots of him and Sun in the mirror, the "we can even move your arm", the fact that he could have survived but it could also be Sun losing his grip on reality, or it could be an entirely new Bloodmoon all together. I started the show in October, I think, so I don't know much about before then without reading about it from comments and such.
But something just seems off with him (them?). I don't think I've ever really heard Bloody swear or anything near that, but then there's that line "you are nothing more than a p*** stain on a rug" (ew).
It just doesn't sound like Bloody. Aren't they meant to be sort of childish is a really twisted way? He/They could really be anything at this point.
Also, I was just being silly asking about Sun's reaction. I wanted to say something that could make sense in context but still sounds completely random to anyone reading it. XD
Buuut if they did have a solid meaning, I'd say the volcano erupting would be Sun yelling and ranting right off the bat until his anger starts to be overwhelmed by pain, while the tsunami would be him starting off quietly, then his voice starts to rise with his rage and pain and THEN he yells and rants before falling apart.
By now it seems like anything could happen, but I have some catching up to do.
And with whatever direction they take...
I JUST WANT TO GIVE SUN A HUG, A CHANCE TO TALK, A NIGHTLIGHT, AND ENOUGH PILLOWS AND BLANKETS TO MAKE THE BEST PILLOW FORT EVER.
I just finished watching the most recent episode of The Sun and Moon show and when Moon put Sun in "timeout" essentially until he gets "his head on straight" my mind was (lovingly) screaming "MOON, YOU IDIOT!"
I think having to "lock him up" truly was a necessary thing to do, but isolating Sun with all of his negative thoughts isn't going to help AT ALL. He's just going to be trapped in front of a mirror, his mind going in circles. He doesn't understand these negative feelings or how to deal with them. I can't objectively say what he's been thinking deep down, past all the anger, but here I go:
"I'm not good for anything. I really am pathetic and stupid."
"I just want to be USEFUL. If I kill Eclipse, then maybe I can finally be that... even if it kills me."
"Moon deserves better than me. I'm the "dumb, happy one" so how could I ever really give anything back to him aside from being a joke?"
"I'm hurting Moon when he's already struggling. What kind of brother am I?"
"I hurt LUNAR. That's all I'm ever gonna do: HURT PEOPLE I LOVE!"
"I KILLED someone for making fun of me. I thought they deserved it but Moon's right. All I did was steal their chance to change."
"I don't deserve to live. Not after what I've done. I can't go back no matter how much I want to. There was ONE thing I was good at and I destroyed it."
"Nobody needs me anyway; they'll have Earth. She'll take care of the kids even better than I ever could. Creator said so himself... he's awful but... he created me. And then he replaced me so easily."
"It would be better for everyone if I died."
These are just guesses, though. I could be WAY off, but these were the thoughts I believe have been going through Sun's head.
But Moon better not leave him alone for long, and he's GOTTA stop telling Sun to just go back to being himself and instead:
ASK. SUN. QUESTIONS. ABOUT. HOW. HE. FEELS. AND. WHY.
And Moon better listen well.
Would you believe me if I said that I genuinely forgot all about this conversation? ^_^;
I am SO SORRY for that! That's not really a common thing for me, I promise. I guess I was just like "okay, I'll let what I read sink in and then reply" and then it just... I completely forgot. I was probably distracted by... other things going on.
ANYWAY! Things certainly have escalated since we last talked, haven't they?
I just finished watching the most recent episode of The Sun and Moon show and when Moon put Sun in "timeout" essentially until he gets "his head on straight" my mind was (lovingly) screaming "MOON, YOU IDIOT!"
I think having to "lock him up" truly was a necessary thing to do, but isolating Sun with all of his negative thoughts isn't going to help AT ALL. He's just going to be trapped in front of a mirror, his mind going in circles. He doesn't understand these negative feelings or how to deal with them. I can't objectively say what he's been thinking deep down, past all the anger, but here I go:
"I'm not good for anything. I really am pathetic and stupid."
"I just want to be USEFUL. If I kill Eclipse, then maybe I can finally be that... even if it kills me."
"Moon deserves better than me. I'm the "dumb, happy one" so how could I ever really give anything back to him aside from being a joke?"
"I'm hurting Moon when he's already struggling. What kind of brother am I?"
"I hurt LUNAR. That's all I'm ever gonna do: HURT PEOPLE I LOVE!"
"I KILLED someone for making fun of me. I thought they deserved it but Moon's right. All I did was steal their chance to change."
"I don't deserve to live. Not after what I've done. I can't go back no matter how much I want to. There was ONE thing I was good at and I destroyed it."
"Nobody needs me anyway; they'll have Earth. She'll take care of the kids even better than I ever could. Creator said so himself... he's awful but... he created me. And then he replaced me so easily."
"It would be better for everyone if I died."
These are just guesses, though. I could be WAY off, but these were the thoughts I believe have been going through Sun's head.
But Moon better not leave him alone for long, and he's GOTTA stop telling Sun to just go back to being himself and instead:
ASK. SUN. QUESTIONS. ABOUT. HOW. HE. FEELS. AND. WHY.
And Moon better listen well.
I know I've said this before, but I just... I really don't get why no one other than Monty intervened in the whole Eclipse situation of their own accord once they found out he existed. Especially Glamrock Freddy.
Sure, he was the one who pointed them at Golden Freddy, and he did come when Sun called him that one time... but he also, at that time, expressed surprise that the situation wasn't already "handled."
Like... what? Why would you just assume that? Given the whole Eclipse thing, and how he can mimic people--something Freddy is more than aware of--why would you not then start taking every assurance that comes out of Sun's voicebox with a grain of salt? Is it because Moon is around to verify things?
That just brings up an entirely different problem! They all saw what Eclipse did to Roxanne, and Moon is in danger of the guy taking over 24/7 considering he and Sun live and work together! He was extremely vulnerable! It isn't like he could stay awake and on guard all the time--and that is something that Eclipse did indeed take advantage of to create and install Lunar! Not to mention the fact that Moon was incredibly stressed and literally going insane (possibly due to Blood Moon's influence) up until the point Lunar showed up.
At this point, I really don't know if it is more that they were just trusting/taking advantage of Moon's competence, or if they really are just terrible at being friends with him and Moon.
And, like... well, there is something to be said for the fact that Sun and Moon are outliers, as they seem to be the only ones who either didn't take advantage of Golden Freddy's wish, or weren't products of it (i.e, Monty choosing to become bio-organic vs. Glamrock Freddy, regular Freddy, and it is implied Funtime Foxy--and possibly some others--seem to have had actual childhoods). Sun and Moon are completely robotic. Which might actually make them the literal youngest of the bunch, depending on when the other Security Breach animatronics took advantage of the wish.
They're definitely younger than Glamrock Freddy, at any rate, since, again, he had an actual childhood and parents. And he seems to have been heavily involved in Sun and Moon's early days, as he mentions having to help Sun out when he was still learning coordination and reasons why it was bad to eat glitter glue.
Not to mention that he and Monty helped Sun and Moon separate in the first place.
Heck, if they really were just created a year or so before starting work at the daycare, which Sun said was five years ago, then that means they are even younger than Gregory, for all that they were designed to be adults.
And it's just... no, they don't really need "parental" figures, but... I don't know. It just really does feel like they basically got abandoned by everyone but Monty. Even before, the only people who really sought them out were Roxanne and Chica, and that was usually when the two of them needed a favor. Never to just hang out--not unless Sun asked first.
I'm not saying I think that the two brothers becoming bio-organic would necessarily help that in any way, since it doesn't seem like there are many "restaurant get-togethers" going on outside of speed-dates with strangers or convenient locations to make pacts and plans, but... I don't know. There is definitely a divide, is all I'm saying, and I'm not sure what was causing it before October happened.
Because... again, if Sun and Moon had more help and support from the onset, most of what went wrong in October would not have happened. The Shadow Freddy thing and whatever the deal is with Foxy and Burntrap, sure, since those were unrelated. But the main problems that Freddy and Roxanne's channel were dealing with? Oh yeah.