(Looks Down At What I Reblogged Yesterday)

(Looks down at what I reblogged yesterday)

...Those times when your brain feels like it's sleeping and you can't think of a good reply to a good idea. Then, before you give up and go offline, you see a post that REALLY triggers you and your brain springs to life with something to say...

...Despite the fact that you've been trying to write something to someone for legit multiple days about a really interesting topic but your brain just decides "No, no, NO! You aren't going to say a SINGLE WORD to them because I said so!"

Oh, he is absolutely suffering! Even if things seem fine from his POV we only get a few minutes a day to see through his eyes in the lore videos. The remainder of the time is behind closed doors, and no one can see his what's happening in Sun's mind except for Sun himself.

So, fictional character or not, people have no right to judge how he's doing -- ESPECIALLY since he can't really be talked to. Saying Sun is "fine" makes me think of someone denouncing somebody else's depression, a mental condition, as being self-pitying. THAT'S NOT HOW THAT WORKS.

The only people with the right to say what's definitely going on is, in this case, the writers.

And OH MY GOSH I HADN'T EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT SUN NOT GRIEVING LUNAR. Oh geez, that's... I don't even know!

Why no one is taking Sun's mental issues seriously?!

Sun changed but at what cost?!

Sun most definitely had psychotic episode during his "going solo after Eclipse" arc.

And people have audacity to say that Sun's "mental state is fine" and showrunners forgot about Bloodmoon's hallucination etc. etc. When in fact it doesn't work like that!

Sun is still suffering. He's still mentally not okay.

And I'll add this here. It doesn't matter that Sun knows that Lunar may be alive when he didn't properly grieve after Lunar's death. Because all those repressed emotions will come back. No matter Lunar being dead or alive! Heck, Lunar could even come back to the Daycare and Sun still will experience the aftermath of repressed grief.

I'll say this once again. I really appreciate the work Davis and Reed are putting into depiction of various mental issues in the show! Sun's mental issues are portrayed pretty much accurately imo. So thank you guys for treating various mental issues with respect. I love this show!

DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE IN A BETTER MOOD, OKAY?

Oh god, I know the feeling. I'm going through a similar thing; a family member is suffering and their attempts to cope through the day are hurting the rest of us more and more, but they STILL haven't gotten professional help because THEY ARE SO DAMN STUBBORN!

I'm so sick of the patterns repeating every freaking day, and I'd just like to hide in a makeshift cocoon and just hibernate until things get just a little better.

I’d rather feel sad then just feel nothing but tired with a underlying dread. I hate feeling like this

Exhausted and anxious post-headache rambles, yay~!

So today's episode of The Sun and Moon Show...

The fact that the computer states that "Miku" has been stalking Sun and Moon every single day of the year... this is the one time that I hope the computer is joking and is just withholding the truth unlike before. Call it denial on my part, but the idea of that being true is legitimately horrifying -- especially because this happens in real life all the freaking time!

The Computer has been rude, but they seem to have become particularly mean to Sun and if they lied just to get under his figurative skin, right after what little self-esteem he had left was STOMPED ON, then they've crossed the line even further than before.

Sun has been picked on enough, for god's sake. Bless New Moon and Earth for being so loving and nurturing to him.

Part of me has been wondering why Computer has been acting like this, though. Is it really just the sarcasm mode thing? Are they sick of being looked down on by the boys? Sun and Moon have kind of treated them like a pseudo-servant piece of tech instead of another AI even before Computer started mouthing off.

Or is it something else? I don't want Computer to become a villain! I mean, if they aren't already doing something like playing a double agent for Eclipse! But at the same time... oftentimes I just get this weird vibe from them. I really hope that this is just a lack-of-communication issue between they and the brothers, or that I'm just imagining things.

(Plus Davis's voice for Computer is just so lovely to listen do and I don't want to lose that. XD)

As for "Miku" herself? Well, I hold a special hope for her.

That hope is this: if she dares to show her face again then she should be ready for her enormous serving of her just desserts.

She's been watching our boys? Then we will be watching for her.

We will all be watching...

If you're referring to typical autism things, then I don't think we're "dumb" as much as we process things slower than typical people. Our thoughts get backed up and it's like a traffic jam in your head, if that makes sense.

I don't know where to even begin when I say there have been MANY times where I'm in a disagreement or debate and, when the other person seems to stump me, it'll take about 5 to 10 minutes to come up with a proper reply LONG after the conversation is over.

Slow doesn't mean dumb, it's just a stupid idea ingrained in us by the people who have an attention span of 7 seconds.

... Wait, am I taking this too seriously? I just thought I'd share, y'know...?

i'm both dumber and smarter than you think so don't underestimate me because i'm actually smart about a lot of stuff but also don't be surprised if i'm dumb about some other stuff hope that helps

THAT IS THE PERFECT WAY TO DESCRIBE HIM! :D

sunshine amidst the storm... 🥺