With That Look In Your Eyes.

With that look in your eyes.

I adore you

I'm more than infatuated

Your beautiful dark mocha skin

And velvet deep voice

Makes melt and moan to be in your arms.

Oh I fear for you to be alone with me

I might reveal that I miss you, or worse

That I'll say something

Even more stupid than I love you

I'm trying to feel better and I feel better :)

Song ATM: One Summer's Day - Smyang Piano

Image: pinterest/instagram edit

"나를 감시하는 저 spot, spot, spotlight

비출수록 어둠 속으로 빨려 들어

끝이 보이는데 I know it's not right

I can't stop me, can't stop me"

I'm a ghost

I really do fucking hate being around people

(**Disclaimer: usually I post emotion and music content but everything in this post is a rant, if for some reason you see this scroll away, don't comment, etc. This is also not directed to a certain person or a group of people. There will be no tags in this post)

And dealing with their shit, their attitudes, their everything

Sometimes i like to be alone so I can do nothing, forever.

I like being alone sometimes and I also like talking to people. I care about most of the people I talk to, I really do, but right now I want to be alone for the rest of the day or for a few hours or just a second. Everything has just been so overwhelming for me, I feel like I can't talk to my friends or family because they have their own problems and I don't want them to get mad at me and I'm afraid they won't understand me..

I'm just tired and I feel gross

I feel like crying but I don't wanna seem weak

I feel like ending it all but I don't leave just yet

I just have to many emotions and being surrounded by people doesn't help me right now.